"Literate and stylish kissable and quite that's what girls dreams are made of."
The day went faster then usual; I laid my hand over the side of my bed being met with the coldness of the unmoved sheets. My head knew Drake was close but not close enough. I snuck out to the kitchen for a glass of water to help me lull myself back to sleep. The TV was blaring and Drake was sloppily draped over the couch in his boxers. I couldn't stop my eyes from looking at him; in my eyes he was so beautiful. I knelled by his side moving the brown shaggy hair out of his face. I kissed his fore head I wanted so much to take him by his hand and drag him to my room and let him wrap his arms around me, but I had to stay strong. I pulled the sofa blanket onto him. He looked so innocent just sleeping. I walked back into my room wishing I had the guts to just be with him again. But I didn't and I wanted to be careful this time I wanted to be smart.
"Good morning baby!" I opened one eye drowsily, Drake was standing in the door way with the baby and the smell of bacon flooded my senses.
"Good morning."
"I thought we would have a nice breakfast and then maybe go out and do a little bit of shopping you guys still need stuff for the house and maybe some baby stuff."
"That sounds like a good day!"
"And maybe stop by the studio so you guys can get a little taste of my new CD?"
"Drake I don't think he will be good in the studio if he cries Will, will have a hissy fit!"
"Well maybe we can get a baby sitter and me and you go to dinner after wards."
"That actually sounds good I'll call Josh or Megan."
"Shit they don't know I'm out."
"Well we'll surprise them!" I laughed a little.
I walked out to the spread of burnt pancakes and burnt toast. "Drake how do you burn toast you don't even have to cook it you just put it in the toaster!" I said waving around the toast. "Let's go out for breakfast there's a little dinner down the road."
Drake smirked as if that was his plan the whole time.
We sat in the little dinner it wasn't like the ones in the city at all it was like the ones from back home and it made me a little home sick. I missed my parents they called all the time now to see how we were doing they didn't judge Drake which made me think either they really like him or that they just wanted me with him I could have a better life then they could have given me.
"Oh My God It's Drake Parker!" A few teen waitresses wailed as we walked through the front door. My face turned as red as a tomato Drake looked at me with scared eyes but a smile on his face. I smiled back at him I couldn't hold it in I still thought it was hysterical that I was dating a music star.
"Drake Parker?" A young girl with glasses asked.
"Yeah we just need a booth." He said with a huge smile on his face. He loved the attention he loved being noticed, this was his dream he wanted to be a rock star and everything that went along with it.
The day went well we dropped the baby off with Josh and his new girlfriend. She was cute this time not ugly and shy like the other ones I guess he thought if Drake was going to sleep with all his girlfriends no matter how horrible they are he might as well get someone who's cute. When Josh answered the door and saw both me and Drake standing there you could see the blood slowly clear from his face.
"Drake what are you doing here?" Josh said as if he was looking at someone he hated.
"You don't sound happy to see me?" Drake said taken back by the greeting.
"Look dude I love you you're my brother but I'm still not over what you did. I mean I will get over it sooner or later but for now we're not friends."
"Josh come on he just got out." I pleaded. I didn't want anymore bumps in Drakes road I just wanted everything to work out for him. Drake walked back to the car and just sat in the passenger seat. I walked into the house and hit Josh on the arm.
"What are you doing? He needs us right now! I know you don't forgive him yet but you could have at least asked how he was doing he was so excited to come and see you."
"Ashlee I know you love him and I do too but I need some time." Josh said softly taking the diaper bag off my shoulder.
"I understand… I'll be back later to pick him up."
"No I'll take him for the night you guys work things out."
"That's why I love you." I hugged Josh and kissed him on his cheek. There will always be this beautiful friendship between me and Josh that no one will ever understand not even us.
I walked out to the car just feeling bad for Drake he was so use to people just getting over his mistakes he was never held accountable! "Drake you really can't blame him for the way he feels, he'll get over it."
"You really are certain kinda girl for the way you love me."
"That what you said when we first met I was the one girl for you. And you were the one guy for me so why I don't fight it. I know I'm always going to love you. You've ruined me for anyone else…" I said with a smile, taking his face in my hands. "You took too big piece of my heart and I don't think there's no going back now." I said with a smile creeping even bigger across my face. I couldn't believe I just said that I felt as if I have just put my heart on a silver platter and served it up to him with a side of fries. I wasn't ready for that yet I wanted to keep that one under my skirt for a little while longer. But that's how I felt and there was really no going back now. I looked Drake in his eyes and I make out what he was thinking when had he become so complicated?
"I didn't know." He said lowering his head. I couldn't see his eyes anymore he looked more vulnerable then I felt.
"You didn't know I loved you?" I said with my stomach and heart feeling as if it had become one big knot.
"No that you felt like that."
"You don't feel like that?" I felt as if I was choking on my words.
"Ash I love you. I tell you that all the time its just I thought you loved me. I just didn't know you felt that way." Drake said taking my hand in his.
"Drake! Its not a bad thing I'm okay with being with you."
"Ashlee what will you do if we don't work out."
"What? What are you trying to say?"
"No… no not like that I just mean I'll never get over you I will always want you and if you'll always come back to me what kind of life is that for you?"
"I guess the kind of life I'm use to by now. But Drake I'm in love with you but I'm not stupid so don't think I will feel this way forever… I…."
Drake didn't let me finish my sentence he just put his lips on mine kissing with so much force it pushed all the negative thoughts out of my head. Drake finally stopped letting catch my breath and I put the keys in the ignition and started driving to the studio.
"Ash I don't want to go."
"Are you sure?"
"I'm positive."