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The what the hell mantality didn't last long though they were locked in a kiss, both naked and Matt sat up and ran a hand through his hair.

" I can't do this " he said. " I want to but I can't " he told Amy.

" Come on Matt I'm sure I can help with that " Amy said reaching down and feeling his erection.

" That's not the problem " he said.

Amy grinned " I can see that " she said going to kiss him but he pulled back. " Matt what's wrong " she asked.

" I dunno, I guess it has to do with Eve " he said as he got up and slipped his pants back on.

" So you like her huh " she asked.

Matt laughed " I think its more than that but yeah I like her " he said.

" And you're not worried about the fact that she betrayed you " she asked and Matt sort of cocked his brow at her " Never mind don't answer that " Amy said getting up " Mind if I use you shower " she asked.

Matt was putting on his shoes and grabbed his shirt off the floor " Help yourself " he said.

" Where are you going " she asked.

" For a walk I need to do some thinking " he said.

Matt walked out the door and about ten mins later Amy herd his cell phone ring, she wasn't going to answer it but she thought it might be important so she did.

" Hello " she said.

" Oh I'm sorry I must have dialed the wrong number I was trying to reach Matt " Eve said.

" No this is his phone, can I take a message " she asked.

" No message, thanks " and she hung up.

Matt walked for a while how far and how long he wasn't sure but his back and knee were both hurting like hell, he looked up and saw he was standing outside of Eve's house and he figured as long as he was there he mind as well go another round with her. He walked up on the porch and knocked on the door, Eve answered it but didn't seem to happy to see him.

" Faith is asleep " she said.

Matt looked at his watch " I figured as much " he said.

" What can I do for you " she asked crossing her arms over her chest.

" How about for starters tell me what the hell I did wrong " he asked.

Eve sighed " Matt I don't have time for this and don't you think Amy will be wondering where you went to " she asked.

Matt was stunned " Amy " he asked.

" Yeah Matt I called and she answered your phone, its late and..."

" I left my phone in my room when I went to take a walk " he explained.

" Matt " she paused. " You walked all the way here from the hotel " she gasped.

" Yeah, so I wasn't even there with her when you called and why is who I'm with any of your concern anyhow " he asked.

" I...I " she stuttered. " I guess its not " she said.

" God Eve you have my head spinning in so many direstions right now " he said sounding fustrated.

" I'm sorry Matt I didn't mean to confuse you I just, I don't want to see any of us hurt, you, me and most of all Faith " she said.

Matt nodded " Alright, but you have to stop sending me these mixed emotions Eve, one min you want to be friends, the next your pissed off I'm with my ex, and now your back to the friends bit "

" I know Matt, I just don't know what I want, I thought I did and now I'm not sure " she said.

Matt leaned on the rail to take some of the weight off his back " I can't put my life on hold again for you Eve, I'm getting too old for that and there's things I want that I don't want to put off or they may never happen " he said.

She knew what he was talking about and it wasn't fair for her to ask him to put his life on hold not after she was the one who left him.

" I wouldn't ask you to do that, I have no right to ask anything of you " she said.

" Some things you do " he said.

" So what now " she asked.

Matt shook his head " I have no clue " he said.

" Do you want to come in " she offered.

" Nah I better head back " he said.

" You want a ride, that long walk couldn't have been good on your back " she said.

" Yeah " he told her.

" I'll go grab my keys " she said and went inside.

As they were driving to the hotel Eve asked " So are you and Amy going to get back together " she asked.

Matt shook his head " I can't trust her so no " he told Eve. " And before you ask yeah I trust you " he said.

" I was going to ask that " she said.

" Our situation is different " he said.

Eve pulled up to the hotel and Matt went to get out but paused " Thanks for the ride " he said.

" Not a problem " she replied.

" Well night " Matt said and got out of the car.

" Night " she said. " And I'm sorry for being so rude to Amy and you " she applogized.

Matt laughed " Don't worry were used to it " he said and waved as she waved back, then he disappeared into the hotel.

I wish I could tell him what I really want Eve thought as she headed back home.

Matt opened up the door to his room and saw Amy lying there watching TV " Feel better " she asked.

Matt sat down to take off his shoes " Depends on what you mean " he said.

" Aw are you sore from your walk over to Eve's " she cooed.

" How did you know " he asked.

Amy laughed " Matt you can't let anything go " she told him, he shrugged. Amy knealed up behind him " You're tense again " she said and started to massage his shoulders. " I know a way of working off this stress " she said.

Matt sighed " No strings " he asked.

" None " she said and moved so she was straddling his lap, she wrapped her arms around his neck and brought her lips to him, this time he didn't pull away.

Amy began to slowly undo Matt's belt and then his jeans, she reached in and felt his member " Getting a little crowded in there " she said as she massaged his cock.

" Guess you better take it out " Matt said.

Amy knew what he wanted and she slid off his lap and gently pushed him back onto the bed, then pulled his pants off followed by his underware. She then knelt between his legs and ran her hand up and down his shaft grinning at the moans he was emitting.

" You like that " she asked the answer ovious.

Then she began to suck just the head and caused Matt to shiver she was enjoying toying with him, Matt was loosing control he wanted her badly.

" Fuck this " he said and grabbed her and flipped her onto her back, he started to take off her pants but they were tied.

" Hold on Matt don't rip my pants " she said but she was loving that she had him so worked up.

" Move em or loose em " Matt told her and she did.

Matt positioned himself over her hips and slid his member inside, she was as wet as he was if not more he began to pump in and out slowly at first and then as the excitment increased so did his thrusts until he was banging into her, Amy always liked it a little rough.

" How about you, you like it " he asked.

" Um babe you know I do " she moaned in satisfaction.

A little while longer and Matt spilled his jusices deep inside her, then he rolled off onto the other side of the bed. Amy rolled over and rubbed her hand over his chest.

" You haven't lost your touch " she told him.

" You neither " he panted, then winced.

" You okay " she asked.

" Yeah I just stink is all, I'm going to go take a shower " he said and got up.

Amy grabbed his hand " Want some company " she offered.

Matt shrugged " If ya want " he said.

" I just need to get something to drink, want anything " she asked.

" A water thanks " he said a bit dry himself.

Amy grabbed the card key " be right back "

Matt nodded and went into the bathroom he turned on the water and let it run a bit before adding some cold, he then stepped into the spray, the hotel had great water pressure and he let it massage his sore muscles. Matt lowered his head and let the water run over his neck and shoulders and down his back, his hands resting on the wall and the curtian rod. Amy stepped in and saw he was relaxing she placed her hands on his lower back and pressed her fingers into the tightened muscle there, Matt groaned. Amy smiled and kept the massage up, she leaned up to his ear and asked.

" Mind if I stay, I hate sleeping alone " she said.

Matt mumbled a response resembling he didn't care " As long as you keep doing this " he said.

The next morning Amy woke up and Matt had his arm around her, she looked back to see him sleeping peacfully next to her and smiled. She lay back down but his cell phone rang and woke him up, it was the realator.

" Hello " he said and Amy couldn't make out what the woman was saying, Matt laughed " Alright I'll meet you there " he said and hung up. He still had a strange smile on his face.

" What's up " Amy asked.

Matt shook his head " When the owners found out it was me intrestead in the house they said they would knock two grand off their asking price and pay all closing costs if I have lunch with them " he told her.

" Wow " Amy gasped. " You going to buy the house " she asked.

Matt nodded " Yeah I think I am " he said as he dialed Faith's number.

" Hello " she answered.

" Hey its dad I'm about to go have lunch with the owners of the house I'm fixing to buy, wanna come " he asked.

" Sure " she said. " Where "

" I'll come by and get ya in about an hour or so " he said.

" Okay " Faith said and they hung up.

Amy ran her hand up his arm " Its great that you two are close "

Matt nodded " Yeah could have gone in the other direction and she could have hated me for not being there " he said.

" Yeah but you didn't know " she reminded him.

" Still " he said. " You going to hang out here " he asked.

Amy looked at her watch " Actually I need to jet I have a photo shoot with the band and a gig tonight, you should come it's at Rooks " she said.

Matt shrugged " We'll see I might just fly back to Cameron tonight and get a few things done before I go back on the road Friday, I'm on my own right now until I'm fully cleared so a few signings, promotions things like that " he said Amy knew the drill.

Amy stood up and she was wearing Matt's shirt, the Stronger than Death one and he had to laugh it had such an ironic twist to it.

" Yeah I know I was thinking the same thing when I grabbed it out of your bag last night " she said.

" Keep it " he told her.

" Thanks " she hugged him. " I better get going, see ya around " she said.

" Yup " Matt said and she got her things and left.

Matt got dressed and went to pick up Faith for his discount lunch as he thought of it, sometimes it really amazed him how much people were willing to do just to hang out with one of them, he laughed thinking he would have had lunch with them either way but two grand and closing costs was a nice treat too.

Matt pulled into the driveway and saw another car was there, Faith hurried out to meet him and was about to get in the car when he got out.

" Hey I'm ready " she said.

Matt laughed " Are you in a rush or something " he asked.

" Um no I'm just um hungry " she said.

" Okay but do you mind if I use the bathroom first " he said closing the car door.

Faith gasped " You can't " she said.

" You are acting very strange even for a teenager, I really have to go " he told her.

" Its broke " she lied.

" Oh well there's more than one " he said.

Faith shook her head " Nope something with the plumbing had to shut off the water " she said.

" Really, maybe I should take a look " he said knowing she was up to something.

Faith grabbed his arm " Um you can't see mom has a plumber here and he's really old and he hates to be watched over so come on " she said.

Matt frowned and turned to get back in the car as the front door opened and out came Dr. Lewis and Eve, she about fainted when she saw Matt. Dr Lewis reconized Matt and had to rub it in that Eve had invited him back after Matt all but threw him out.

" Matt nice to see you again " he said.

" We were just leaving " Faith said looking at her mother.

" Well now that the plumbing is fixed I'll be right back " Matt said and Faith bit her lip for lieing to her dad.

" You know I think I will have another cup of coffee before I go " Micheal said and put his arm around Eve.

As soon as they got inside Eve made some excuse to get away from Micheal and talk to Matt. she caught him coming out of the bathroom.

" Matt I can explain " she said.

Matt laughed and set his hands on her shoulders " You don't owe me an explination, I really had to go to the bathroom " he said.

" So you're not mad " she asked.

" No, if you want to hang out with Dr. Duh be my guest " he said.

Eve rolled her eyes " Matt, we happen to have a lot in common, he wrote a column in the New England Journal of Medicne " she told him.

" Next time I have to take a shit at the doctor's office I'll be sure to bring it with me " he said with as straight face as if he had said nothing humorus at all.

Eve laughed " Matt ' she swatted his chest. " You're bad "

Matt laughed " Reall its cool, you have fun with Dr. Do nothing but I have to get going "

" Okay " Eve said feeling at ease.

Faith came down the hall " Is everything alright " she asked her parents.

" Fine sweetie " her mom smiled.

" It's goood " Matt said.

Faith rolled her eyes " Then come on I really am starving " she said and they left.

They got in Matt's car and Faith asked " So things are really cool between you and mom " she asked knowing he wouldn't lie to her.

" Yeah babe your mom and I are fine " he said as he pulled out of the drivway. " Hun your mom and I are just friends she can do her thing and I can do mine, but it doesn't change how we feel about you okay " he said.

" Yeah its goood " she said.

Matt laughed and put the car in drive " Ya almost got it kid " he said.