Breaking Dawn

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AN: Thanks for the reviews guys. Sorry if I rushed the last chapter, I've been to wedding, but I was hardly involved, so I was a little unsure about what to write, speaking from inexperience. So, here's another chapter. I should be studying right now but I decided I would procrastinate and write another chapter instead.

WARNING: SEXUAL REFERENCES

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Chapter 6

I was so sure about this. I was definitely sure about this.

"Bella are you sure you want to do this?"

"Yes. Yes definitely."

"Are you sure?"

"…No."

Edward laughed loudly. I blushed.

"You know, we could just go out for dinner and then go for a nice drive, and then maybe watch a movie, and then just go to bed."

I sighed. What a gentlemen he was. Sometimes it slightly irritated me that Edward was so perfect. How terrible must I look compared to him? I had to pull myself together though. I knew I wanted this. I wanted it so bad, my body was actually physically aching for it.

But my heart was all over the place. I just couldn't seem to slow it down. Edward smirked and sometimes let a short clipped laugh whenever he heard my heart jolt or stop every now and then.

Yes we were at a fancy hotel. The most fancy one Edward could find in Forks. He had wanted to go on a honeymoon, but I had refused of course. I wanted to be changed as soon as I could.

So we had met halfway. Frankly I just wanted to stay in town and stay at Edward's for a few nights. But he wouldn't hear it.

So here we were. Me, sitting on the edge of the stunning double bed, belonging to the luxury suite, and Edward kneeling before me, staring into my eyes, staring so deep it felt like he was looking right into my soul.

His eyes were the most golden I had ever seen them. He had definitely been preparing for this. I knew it was hard for him. But I didn't doubt his control. I think I even overestimated it. But I trusted Edward.

"Edward. Of course I'm sure about this. I'm just…nervous."

"Bella. You know I would never hurt you."

"No, no it's not that, I know you would never hurt me. I mean…" I paused and I could feel my face blush deeply, "What if I do something wrong? Or what if I'm…terrible," I said blushing deeply once again. I was very embarrassed.

"…Terrible at what?" asked Edward, he genuinely didn't understand what I was talking about. Oh god. I can't believe I was going to have to explain this.

"Edward…what if I'm…bad. What if I do something wrong?"

Edward burst out laughing, but he then frowned.

"Bella…why are you more worried about disappointing me than your safety? It's seriously concerning!"

"Well, I'm sorry but I'm just a little scared because this is my first time…and…I don't really know what I'm doing."

I blushed even harder. I certainly did not want to have this conversation with him. I had planned to come here and be confident and brave, this was definitely not part of the plan.

"Bella, don't forget that this is my first time too. Do you think I have any idea on what I'm doing? I mean look at you. You're so beautiful…so delicate. What am I going to do with you?"

My heart seemed to slow at this, he was making me feel a lot better. He leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips, my heart rate quickly fastened again. I curled my arms around his neck and pulled him towards me, kissing more fiercely than he had.

He paused slightly beneath my lips, but started to kiss back just as enthusiastically. I felt my head spin, Edward was more urgent now, kisses more fierce, and I responded.

My head was light and I felt something inside me I had never felt before, something I had never recognized. We broke apart a little, and I stared into Edward's eyes, a hunger that wasn't there before was deep inside him now.

I reached my small shaking hands to the hem of his top. I lifted it slowly, revealing the stony white beauty of his chest. I ran my hands over his stomach. His hands were by his sides and he was staring at me, his breath, usually artificial, seemed real and it was all over the place.

I smiled, and he lifted his arms and I threw the shirt to the side. He then reached for the buttons on my blouse. He undid them slowly one by one. He slipped the top down off my shoulders and he gently caressed my smooth skin.

He reached around my back and unclipped my bra a skill I thought he would have trouble with (luckily I had chosen nice lingerie to wear tonight), He slowly pulled it off and discarded it in the growing pile of clothes on the floor.

He cupped his hands over my breasts, slowly touching and pinching me. I heard a growl in the back of his throat and his breathing got heavier. I felt a strange feeling in me… a feeling I couldn't describe. His cold touch on me felt better than I could've ever imagined.

There was a fire in my lower pelvis…I had never experienced this before. We kneeled in front of each other, not touching, but where he had touched me there was a tingling feeling, as though his hand had not left the soft skin.

My hands shaking, I reached for his belt. I undid it and placed it beside me. I then reached for the button on his pants. We both stood up. I reached again and undid it.

I slipped his pants down his pale, muscular legs. He stepped out of them and they soon joined the rest of the pile of clothes on the floor.

He stood in front of me, neither of us moving. It was as if an electric current was passing through us, I felt like I was going to go crazy if he didn't touch me soon.

He reached out and pulled the zip of the skirt I was wearing down and it slowly fell into a heap of cotton at my feet. We stood for a moment, again taking each other in. Edward was breathtakingly beautiful.

I felt faint. The room was spinning and I was seeing white spots in front of my eyes. I controlled myself and tried my hardest not faint. His scent was driving me insane, he smelt amazing. My body still tingled from where he'd touched me.

We stared into each other's eyes, and we couldn't take it any longer. I heard a low growl from the back of Edward throat, and I moaned as our body's met. I couldn't touch enough of him quick enough. Our bodies pressed together, melting into each other perfectly.

Our kisses were needy, hungry. Edward kissed down my neck and he caressed every part of me he could reach. He was so gentle, but I could tell this was so hard for him. He was struggling, my scent must be driving him crazy.

He swept me up into his arms and laid me on the bed. He got on top of me and pressed into me eagerly. His body was cold and mine was boiling which made a sweet creamy middle.

It felt unimaginably good to feel him pressed against me. He lips caressed me all over. I pulled him up so his eyes met mine. We both hesitated.

I shyly took my hand, more confident now, and I grabbed the waistband of his plain cotton black boxers, which looked amazing in comparison with his pale skin. His breath caught, and he exhaled heavily.

"Edward…are you okay?"

"I'm stronger than I though. A lot stronger. But your scent is driving me insane, I just…I don't want to hurt you."

"Edward…I need this. I want this. I'll be fine, I trust you completely."

He nodded, his golden eyes hungry. I brought my courage back…and I slowly pulled his boxers down.

He threw them away. And I had to step back. Edward looked unbelievably beautiful. More beautiful than I had ever seen him.

I moved forward slowly. I brought my shaking hand down onto his already erect, cold, penis. He groaned as I touched him. He flipped me over and got on top of me.

He looked at me questioningly, and I nodded. This was better than I had ever imagined, I couldn't stop now, and there was no way I could go back. It was physically impossible. And I didn't want to.

He slipped my underwear down slowly, and then discarded them to the side of the bed.

"Bella…you have no idea the effect you're having on me right now. There is no way I can describe it."

He spread my legs and paused at my entrance. He was huge. I was now worried, was this going to hurt? Angela had told me she had bled. What if I did? A whole new list of complications arose to me.

But Edwards hypnotizing eyes eliminated those thoughts. I nodded to him again. We were both breathing heavily. And then, he pushed…achingly slowly into me.

Something inside me exploded, a feeling I had never felt before, and I wanted more. I gasped as he pulled out of me. I braced myself as he thrust into me, this time a little faster. I couldn't get close enough to him.

He was groaning, my sweaty body beneath his stone cold chest. He entered me slowly once more and I moaned beneath him. I heard him growl once again and he started thrusting into faster and harder.

I gripped him tightly, digging my nails into his shoulder blades. And he seemed to let go, he kept pounding into me, he seemed to have lost a bit of his control. I think I was about explode.

I shuddered, and suddenly I felt like I was on a ladder. I was climbing and the strange feeling I couldn't describe got more intense as I climbed higher, and finally I had reached the top. I felt like my pelvis had exploded.

The feeling was amazing and it shook my entire body. Edward fell on top of me, he had groaned and I felt him slowly slide out of me. He collapsed next to me.

We were both breathing heavily. My head was spinning, the white spots appearing again in front of my eyes and I nearly let darkness surround me, but I fought it.

After a few moments, I turned to him.

"Bella…feel my cheek. Feel my chest. Feel me."

I touched him. He was boiling hot. His marble skin was… flushed…and he almost looked…human.

Edward was almost like…me.

He grinned at me. My body was hot too, we pressed together and I lay in his arms. And then I remembered something terrible.

"Edward! Shit! I can't believe I forgot this…"

"What?" Edward looked worried.

"We forgot…. a condom," I said growing red again. Edward laughed. He laughed very loud, the loudest he had ever laughed, her rolled over and embraced me, our naked bodies pressed against each other.

"Bella, do you really think that I would be able to get you pregnant? And even I could reproduce, don't you think I would've been a bit more responsible?" he said, still laughing at me.

I hit him playfully, smiling.

"Well, I just got a little worried! You know, what would I tell my mum…"

Edward smiled at me and I returned it.

"So…was that alright?" I asked meekly. Edward gaped at me in disbelief.

"Bella…you felt how I reacted to that. It was unlike anything I could've imagined. And for a moment there, I forgot completely about my thirst, it was gone…all there was, was desire for you."

I grinned. I was genuinely pleased with myself.

"And you?" he asked teasingly.

"Meh, it was alright," I laughed. Edward rolled his eyes.

I smiled at him and pressed myself once again into him. He kissed me lightly on the lips, sending my heart rate crazy.

I fell asleep in his arms, just like I had many times, but this time was different. We were more connected than we ever had been.

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AN: I hope I didn't offend anyone. And also I just have to say, I have never written a 'sex scene'. And I have never had sex myself. You might say I'm a bit of an amateur. But, I did try my hardest so don't judge too harshly. Thanks for reading, I will hopefully be updating soon.