A/N: So another update in a matter of hours... YAYYY me. I wanted to get this chap out of the way and start working on the rescue. Hope you enjoy.

Olivia's fear tripled at his declaration. He wanted her, he had collected her. Why?

"Why? Why me? What's so special about me?" Olivia whispered.

"Ahhh, it took me awhile to figure out how you would be a rare collectable, but from the moment I saw you I knew I had to have you. I did my research on you Olivia. Women detectives are not that rare, but beautiful ones are. Then there's the fact that you work in the Special Victims Unit, and you yourself being the product of a special victim, all added to your rarity. I had to have you. I now I do."

Todd moved in closer to her running his hand over her shoulder and down her arms in appraisal of his new collectable. Olivia shuddered at his touch and tried to squirm away. In all her years as a detective she had never imagined that it would be used against her in such away. Todd stood up and moved across the room to a small shelf on the wall. Olivia watched as he turned around brandishing a knife. Her stomach churned as he walked back over to her stopping to lovingly pat Lizzie on the head who was watching the whole scene. Olivia could fell the vomit rise in her throat and didn't bother to try preventing her throw up from existing her mouth and landing messily on her jeans. Todd continued to move towards her crouching down when he was near.

"We need to restore you to your original condition" he said in a calm matter as he took the knife and started to cut away at her top. Olivia shot a look at Lizzie whose eyes widened in fear as Olivia was slowly stripped of her clothing. Lizzie knew enough from her father's job to fear what she knew was about to happen to Olivia.

Olivia turned her gaze away from the young girl finding the look in her eyes to unbearable to see. She had dreamed of being raped off course. You didn't work SVU for nine years and never have a dream of you own body being violated, but never did she dream that she would be raped in front of a child. And Elliot's child at that.

By now Todd was removing his own clothes humming a tune that Olivia couldn't quite place. He was down to his boxer shorts and moved to pull Olivia's legs causing her to fall down onto her back her arms stretched above her head where they were still cuffed.

"Please I'm begging you. Please don't do this in front of her" Olivia cried looking at Lizzie as she watched with horror filled eyes. Lizzie couldn't tear her eyes away from the scene in front of her, as horrifying as it was it was like her eyes were glued to Olivia and this man who was about to break her.

Todd ignored Olivia's pleas as he laid his body on top of her naked one running his hand up her stomach and to her left breast and gave it a squeeze. "So beautiful" he muttered removing his boxes with his free hand.

"Lizzie look away!" Olivia yelled at the young girl. Olivia hated to yell at her but she could see by the look in her eyes that Lizzie had almost gone into a state of shock and was taking short sharp breathes her eyes still glued to the two of them.



"LIZZIE!" She screamed again.

Freed of his boxes Todd roughly pulled Olivia's thighs apart. She used all the strength she had in her legs to keep them together but his strong upper body strength ultimately won out. Olivia winced in pain as her legs were splayed wide apart. Todd leaned his face close into hers and started to lick her face and neck. Olivia turned her face away and let out a loud scream of protest.

"SHUT UP!" Todd screamed back in her face punching her in her left cheek. As soon as he hit her he started to soothe her saw cheek with soft kisses. "I'm sorry my Love. I'm sorry" he whispered into her ear.

Olivia felt her breath hitch as he reached down between their two bodies. This is it, she told herself. She felt him fumble around down between were the sexes met and held back a sob.

"Fuck" Todd cursed his hand still fumbling down between them. Olivia chanced a look and almost laughed out loud with relief. Todd was trying with effort to place his flaccid penis within her without much success. He rocked his hips against hers mimicking the sex act in a desperate attempt to arouse his body. His hand brushed against her core resulting in Olivia tensing her inner muscles in protest almost making it impossible for any penetration from his limp member. Olivia thought she would never be so happy to have a naked man on her with the absence of an erection. Todd continued to rock against her letting out small grunts of frustration at his body's unwillingness to cooperate. Olivia shuddered each time he thrust against her causing his defective penis to brush against her core.

After five minutes of inadequate thrusting Todd got up grabbed his clothes and walked out of the room leaving a naked and greatly relieved Olivia lying on the floor. Olivia turned her attention to Lizzie who sat starring wide eyed at her. Olivia knew that the girl was probably in shock and scared at what she thought she had just witnessed.

"Lizzie sweetie? Lizzie look at me. I'm ok. I'm ok baby" Olivia called over to her as she tried to pull herself into a sitting position so she could draw her knees up to her chest to cover herself up. Lizzie just sat and stared at Olivia fear and shock in her eyes.

"Lizzie please talk to me"

"Hey Lizzie remember that time your dad, your sisters, your brother and you and me went up to the cabin in the middle of winter? Remeber? It was so cold Lizzie that we had to all sleep in the lounge room together for warmth. We told stories and jokes..."Olivia was trying desperately to get Lizzie to remember a happy moment if only for a little while till the reality of their situation crept back up on them, "You slept next to me that night Lizzie, and we laughed and giggled the whole night until your dad threatened to separate the two of us."

Lizzie looked at Olivia and let a small smile form on her lips at the memory. "I loved you so much that night Livvy... everything that was happening with Mom and Dad and the separation was so horrible. And you were there and Dad was so happy and he hadn't been happy for months, I never wanted to leave. I wanted it just to be us in that cabin forever"



Olivia eyes shown with tears at her words. "I have always loved you Lizzie. All you kids are so special to me. I love you all."

"I want my Dad" Lizzie sobbed.

"So do I baby. So do I"

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Cragen slammed his office door with such force that the plaques and pictures on the wall rattled their protest. Elliot winced as his superior marched over to stand behind his desk and take a seat glaring at him.

"What the Hell is going on Stabler?" Cragen barked.

"It's not how it seems" Elliot protested weakly.

"Well you better tell me how it is or so help me God..."

"We have been sleeping together," Cragen let out an agitated sigh, "but only sleeping together, as in just sleeping. We're not having sex. Never even kissed let alone crossed that line."

"You honestly think you haven't crossed any lines? For Christ's sakes Elliot you're married! And Olivia is your partner!" He said with astonishment.

"I know but I am in love with her. Kathy and I are getting divorced; she knows what's been going on. The divorce will be finalised next week. I don't know what to say to you...I am sorry but I'm not sorry about loving Olivia. I'll never be sorry for that." Elliot said looking his captain in the eye.

"You wait until your divorce is finalised before you start anything physical with her, you got that? You don't reduce her to the woman who is sleeping with a married man."

Elliot nodded his head and the captain waved him out of his office. He closed the door behind him and let out a sigh of relief. It could have gone so much worse. He could have been transferred to another precinct or even fired. He was not happy that his love life was now exposed but if it meant bringing Olivia and his daughter home he would confess all his sins.

Elliot looked at his watch it was now 3.30 am, ten hours since they went missing. His baby should be tucked safely in bed instead she was god knows where suffering at the hands of god knows who. For what seemed like the millionth time in the past ten hours Elliot prayed to the God who he so faithfully believed in to return his girls to him unharmed. He made his way up to the crib knowing that there was nothing else he could do tonight. He lowered his tired body onto the worn mattress of the bunk that Olivia had claimed as her own nine years ago and let his mind wonder to the past. He smiled to himself as he remembered a time up at the cabin in the middle of winter with his children and Olivia and fell asleep with his happy memories.

A/N: So was that ok??