I finally got it on here, it took a little longer than I'd said but it's here. It's a little short. I forgot to say that it's ALLHUMAN! & the characters still don't belong to me...
In this chapter it doesn't really explain Jacob, but in the later chapters Jacob will become more clear.
Song; All to Myself - Marianas Trench
"Please just follow me, I thought you wanted me, cause I want you all to myself..."
JACOB P.O.V:
I'd finally gotten the courage to actually make conversation with her. She had no idea how much I really liked her. Ever since she came to Forks a year ago, almost all I thought about was her. Her brown hair, that looked so soft. Her chocolate eyes, & her lips, & her body... She was so beautiful.
Everytime I would try to actually talk to her, I'd back out & say no, just give it some time. The only people that knew I liked Bella was Embry & Quil. They were always teasing. Which really bothered me, but decided not to care altogether.
So this afternoon when I asked her to come with me to the beach party down at La push, I was nervous. Like really nervous. My palms were sweating, it was disgusting. In the end though, it went smooth. She'd agreed to come, & I was more than happy. So it's how I ended up here, lying on my bed, thinking of what a great night I'd make her have.
Should I kiss her? No, it was way to soon right? I kept asking myself questions. I turned over & I read my clock. I had half an hour. I shot off the bed. How can time go by so fast? I decided to take a quick shower.
As I came out, I decided to just pull on a white tshirt & some jeans. I looked at myself in the mirror. I smiled. Bella...
I ran downstairs. I was 10 minutes early but I didn't care. I just wanted to see her. I grabbed a light jacket on the way out. As I pulled out of the driveway, I laughed because I just had to park again right across the street. I got out of the car. As I came up the steps, I wiped my hands on my jeans. They were sweaty, again. I knocked on the door. Charlie stood before me.
"Hey, how's it going Jake?" He asked me.
"It's good," I answered.
"Bella should be down here any minute now," He said. I laughed. Just as I did Bella came running down the stairs.
"You look nice," I said. She did. She had on this really nice light blue sweater & some of her chest was exposed. I stared at her chest for a second then very quickly glanced away.
"Thanks," she blushed.
"Well,you take care of my girl Jake," Charlie told me.
"Sure thing Charlie," I said. Then I turned to Bella.
"Shall we go?" I asked her. I went out the door after her. We walked down to my car. I opened the door for her & quickly got into the driver's side. I had to smile. I was smiling the whole time. I had a wonderful night waiting to happen. As I pulled out, I turned to her.
"Oh man, we are going to have so much fun," I told her. Suddenly I wasn't so nervous. I was glad Bella was here with me, & I wasn't going to waste any time of it. Apparently what I said caused her to laugh.
"Yeah? I hope so," she said. I grinned & turned back to the road. We drove in silence for a few minutes. Then Bella spoke.
"So, who's gonna be there?" She asked me. I suddenly wondered if she was maybe looking forward to seeing someone else. The thought caused me a pang of jelousy. I shrugged it off, she wasn't mine or anything.
"Pretty much the regular. Quil, Embry, Leah, Seth, Jessica, Mike..." I trailed off.
"Oh, cool," she said. I wanted to keep on talking with her but then I had no idea what to talk about. After a few moments of awkward silence, It came to me.
"So, why'd your mom send you here?" I asked her. I'd wondered that before, she must miss her mother.
"Her boyfriend, Phil. I don't like him much," she said. Bella made it really clear that she did not like her mom's boyfriend.
"Don't you miss her though?" I asked her again. She stared for a few seconds out the window before she answered.
"Yeah," she sighed. By now we were at the beach. I turned to her & smiled. She smiled back. We both got out of the car. As we walked down to the beach, it got a little cold. I put my arm around her. She snuggled closer as we got close to the beach. All of sudden though, one thing just ruined my night. Sam was there. My face contorted.
"What the hell are you doing here?" I literally snarled at him, with my arm still around Bella. I saw her look up at me, worried.
"Might ask you, the same question. Get the hell out of here before I kick your ass Jacob," Sam yelled at me. Anger burned inside of me. I let go of Bella & went right up to Sam's face.
"Go away, before I punch your fucking face," I spat at him. He laughed. That just made me even more pissed. As I was about to punch him when, Quil & Embry appeared in front of me.
"Dude, chill. Just walk away, let it go," Embry said. I was pushing up against them trying to get to Sam & he just stood there laughing.
"Yeah, just walk away. Bella's waiting for you man," Quil said. Bella finally made me react. I stopped & started walking up the beach again. I spoke to Quil & Embry.
"Thanks guys, I'll see you Monday..." I yelled at them. I knew the night was ruined, no way would I stand Sam. I felt Bella hold my hand.
"Is everything ok?" Bella asked me softly. I sighed & turned to her. Man, I just blew my chance.
"I am so sorry Bella. I didn't expect to find him here, it's just that..." I trailed off & looked away my hands in my pockets. She put her small hand on my arm.
"It's okay Jake, really." She smiled at me. "Maybe another time," she continued. I sighed again, took her hand & started walking to my car. I felt so bad. We reached the car & we both got in. I turned on the engine & backed out. As we got onto the road I started apologizing.
"I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am. It was such a stupid reason to leave. Please let me make it up to you," I begged Bella to forgive me.
"Jake, you don't have to apologize. I understand & make it up to me another way. It's fine really," She told me. But I wasn't convinced. I saw right through her. The rest of the drive home was quiet. What else could I say? I'd screwed up my only chance with her. We arrived at her house. I turned to her.
"Bella, i'm sorry," I had no other thing to say. I was really sorry. She just smiles at me.
"It's okay Jake," she says. "I'll see you Monday. I didn't have a bad time tonight," She tells me. I lean forward to kiss her cheek.
"Thanks Bella," I say to her. She blushes. I smile.
"Bye Jake," she says & gets out of the car. Yeah, she didn't have a bad time but she didn't have a good time either.
This night was not what I expected. I made myself a promise that I wouldn't mess up next time. Hopefully Monday will be better...
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By the way, Bella's not as sweet as she may sound in this chapter. I'll have the next chapter up soon! Max. ; two days.
