I've been thinking. What causes love inside of us? Our heart? Our mind? Our very being? I decided to try and find out. But, before I could get anywhere, I kept thinking about you, over and over.
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I sighed with the start of the new day; I had woken up from the couch and moved myself up to my bed. I really should have stayed up until like, 10, at least, but God. I was tired. I took a quick shower, put on some fresh clothes, and headed out to my bus. Axel met me along the way again, and we chatted for a bit.
"So what's up, Rox?" Axel asked me, turning the corner to our bus-stop.
"Nothing, I told you," I shot him a dirty look.
Axel was the kind of guy that if he wanted to know some piece of info, he would get it out of you no matter what he had to do. It was a good quality for a journalist or investigator, but a bad quality for him to use on me. I sighed in defeat as he continued on.
"Roxas, you know I'm not going to give up 'til you talk to me about it," he said to me, putting one hand on his hip, "So come on; tell me what's up."
I was just about to cave in, but luckily, the bus came just at that moment.
"Sorry, I would, but the bus is here!" I shouted as I ran towards the bus.
"Damnit," he muttered as he ran after me.
The bus-rid was pretty boring. Nothing exciting happened seeing as how the bus-driver had put me and Axel into different seats. He wanted to keep an eye on Axel, who, sadly, was pretty well known for lighting things on fire. But eh; could be a worse friend to me.
The bus soon arrived at our school, and I headed upstairs to first period. My schedule, for some reason, required I jump from floor 3, to floor 1, back to 3, back to 1 again, up to 2, back to 1, stay on floor 1, and then back up to 2 before heading home. I realize that it's too much to ask for my schedule to be 'easier', but I mean, still. That's like...a workout if there ever was one. Especially with only having four minutes between classes.
Despite it being our second day only, we were given an assignment to do. We had to write a poem, in spanish, that told about what we had done over the summer. It was an easy task, but still. Second day? Work? It was a far stretch from the month it took for us to start work in elementary school.
I headed down to my elective when the bell rang, and I sat there waiting for the period to start.
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So, I thought to myself, "Maybe I don't need to know where true love comes from. Maybe it's enough that, even though I'm trying to find why I feel this way, I still feel exactly the same. But, at the same time, I also thought "But how would I know? I'm still only just a kid."
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Even after my teacher, arrived, nothing exciting happened. It was still just an 'explain what's happening this year and get your books ready' thing. I was kind of glad that we didn't get work to do yet. But, I knew the same wasn't about to be said about my History class. My teacher was one who thought the more work you did, the better you'll know it. I mean, I guess it's kind of true, but still. What if the student doesn't understand what we're doing to begin with? She'd practically be killing them. Oh well, as long as the student is Sora Ruke I'm fine.
"Good morning again, class," she greeted us when the period began.
I couldn't argue with the 'morning' part; It definitely was morning. She handed out a test for us to do on our own time and collected the work we did over the summer. I have to say, the invention of 'summer work' was probably the defining point of school actually taking over home life. Not only do they give you homework, but summer work, too? That's like...extra, unneeded work to do year round. It sucked. Majorly. Besides the work we'd been given, nothing else happened and I soon zoned out of the class to think of Sora. Of course, my thought was rudely interrupted by the class-change bell, but that's a different story.
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I finally figured it out today: True love doesn't 'come' from anywhere; it just happens. Sometimes we wish we could control it, but we can't. It's something that nobody has power over in this world. So, I decided, I'll stay soaring by your side no matter what happens. I'll have no need to fear or hide.
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Driver's Ed consisted of a name game we played to remember one another, despite how embarassing it was. Also, the word 'vivacious'. I thought it kind of funny to be describing a guy as such, but...eh. It was one of the few 'v' adjectives, and it's not like anyone else's nickname was too good either. I chose 'radiant' despite the embarrassment.
Chemistry was...boring. I do like the idea of chemistry, the labs and such (as in, playing with the explosive substances) but we sat around all period getting our books. B-o-r-i-n-g. Lunch was a little better, seeing as I had friends I could talk to. Kairi, Namine, and Axel all knew I liked Sora, and so even if I didn't particularly like them (which I do but still) I'd have to still act friendly.
English was boring. Nothing noteworthy happened besides getting our seats.
Last period was Math, and we headed down to get our books. Everything was going fine until about the last 6 people, wherein the school's system decided to not accept the books. It took us about 5-10 minutes to get that problem solved, and we headed back up. Nothing else happened, and the period ended soon enough.
I headed out to my bus, and saw Sora heading to his bus.
"Sora..." I said softly to myself, walking towards my bus a little faster.
I sighed as the bus took off from its spot at the school. I finished most of the work on the bus, and hurried home. I headed upstairs, threw my bad on the floor, and crashed on my bed. I figured I could finish the rest on my way to school. Another day down, only 178 more to go. Hopefully we'll all make it through.
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All that I know is I love you, and that I want to be with you. I truly don't know why I do, or if this feeling will last forever, but...for right now, being next to you feels so right to me. It's all that I know, yeah.
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AN: So here's Day Two! I hope you enjoy, rate, and review ^^ Sorry it came a little late XD;;; I fell asleep. ^^;;;;; But yeah, enjoy! 3