Wednesday November 11, 2009 2:06 pm

Today there was no school. Yay! But then again I didn't go Monday or Tuesday.

I lied to my mom about feeling sick. That's what I do it seems like these days. I lie. Everyone always believes me too. Except my mom. She knows how to read a lie from anyone a mile away because she can read people very well. That's why she always wins at poker. The reason she is so good at lying is because she did it so much as a kid as well. She never calls me out on my lies though because she'd rather just ignore it, knowing my lie is not a big deal anyway. I am not a trouble maker and she knows that.

But she always makes sure I know that she knows that I am lying to her. She only does it when she's drunk though. Every single time she gets drunk she let's me know that she knows I am probably doing something on the computer that I am not suppose to- which is true. I write and read rated 'M' fanfictions though I don't look at porn, I have a facebook and myspace account that I claim I hardly go on but I go on shortly everyday.(The whole reason I have those accounts is to keep in touch with my friends at my old school) And she knows I cuss at school and in my texts even though I don't do it around her.

She is very trustworthy mom. I am confident she won't ever read my text messages because I trust her as much as she trusts me. Yes even though she knows I lie constantly to her she still trusts me. And even though I know she lies to me I still trust her. It's a complicated relationship.

My mom is one of my best friends. Not to say that I don't have any friends whatsoever but she is the number one person I can go to and ask about my problems. Same with my two favorite aunts and my best friend Sierra. (That's her real name btw) I know they will never judge me, and with every decision and mistake I make they will always love me and care for me.

Last night at about 1:00 am I finsihed my next chapter to "Someday You'll Marry Me," all I am waiting for his my beta to send me back the edited version. She is super great! She does her job perfectly and my readers love it. I just wish they would give her as much gratitude to her as they do to me. She is important in writing the story too.

I know for a fact I could never be a beta. I mess up on my daily speech in general! So of course I am going to mess up the grammar in my stories. I'm a pretty good speller though. I can usually guess the country and the origin and figure out how it's suppose to be spelled. Not to say that I should go on the national spelling bee or anything but I'm still pretty good.

I love to write though. Ever since I was in third grade my teachers have recommended my writing to other teachers, and even my third grade teacher said on my report card that he though I should be a writer someday. I always felt so complimented and flattered.

I don't know why though I keep choosing to not be in an AP writing class or a creative writing class. I think it's because I'm too afraid of compitition from the other talented writers. I know I have to get use to compitition though because in the real world it's dog eat dog and there is always going to be someone better than you at something, so that means I just need to stop it up a knotch. I think maybe my senior year I will either take an AP class or a creative writing one.