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(THIS CHAPTER IS HARRY'S POV)

Look at Hermione, sitting there across from me, eating her cereal. She looks, oddly perky. And oh god, considering Ron's conversation with me this morning. EW! I don't want to think about that. There my best friends, weather or not sex is the reason for the smile on her face I don't want to know.

"HARRY WOULD YOU STOP STARRING AT ME!" Hermione shouted as she through a Fruit Loop at my forehead, breaking my thought process.

"Was I starring?"

"Were you, I was starting to think maybe I was gushing blood and I just didn't know it. Is there something wrong?"

"No, nothing."

"You seem odd Harry." She came and sat beside me putting her hand on my shoulder. "You're all tense, is everything alright?"

"yes yes, just fine. I'm just thinking."

"About what?"

"oh, you don't want to know."

"course I do, Harry you can tell me anything."

"Ron had a little talk with me this morning if you must know."

"Did you two have a fight?"

"No, nothing of the sort. He was, more, asking me for my opinion."

"About what?"

"About…" do I tell her?

"Well fine." She got up and began cleaning her dishes. "if you and RONALD can't trust me I'll just go, I can tell when I'm not wanted."

"you don't understand"

"no Harry, you have made it perfectly clear. You and Ron have some secret that I obviously cannot be trusted with."

"He told me about last night."

She had a blank stare on her face. she obviously didn't know what to say. She sat back down beside me and looked down at her hands. "You must think I'm some type of freak."

"Of course I don't Hermione. You have needs and urges."

"it's bloody well been two years it's about time. No offense, I love him but I need him too."

"of course you do Hermione."

"but Harry, I am nervous."

"about what?"

"To have sex, oh this is going to sound so awkward."

"No, Hermione, I'm plenty nervous."

"You mean, you and Ginny haven't had sex?"

"not with each other."

"WHAT?"

"umm…" I shouldn't have said that. "well… I am a virgin and Ginny had sex while she was still in Hogwarts."

"Oh."

"Yea, maybe I shouldn't have told you that."

"I promise I wont mention it, but Harry why are you nervous?"

"What if I'm not as good as the other boys she has been with. That is all. And you Hermione?"

"Well.. I'm nervous, that I … oh you have to promise to never mention it."

"I swear."

"I'm nervous that maybe I can't.. you know… reach orgasm. I just, I wish there was some way to practice."

"Well," she was right. This is awkward, what am I supposed to tell her. "you could, well… you know. Do it yourself. You could masterbate."

"I've tried, Harry it doesn't work. I'm not good enough for me, vibrators don't even do it. There's got to be something wrong with me, and I am scared I wont enjoy it and Ronald with think he was no good, but I'm sure he is, it's just me. I have no way of knowing and it scares me, a lot."

"I don't know what to tell you Hermione." And I really didn't. that was for sure.

"you must feel like your in a really odd place right now. Just promise me you won't tell Ronald."

"I wont. But Hermione I couldn't possibly help you, but maybe, Ginny she knows things."

"there is no way I could repeat what I just told you Harry."

"Well, what if I told her for you?"

"Oh, alright. But be discreet and make her swear to keep it to herself."

"Will do Hermione." And with that she left the table. Folding the newspaper I went upstairs to find Ginny.

It was alone in her room wearing my boxers and a sports bra that I found Ginny.

"Well hello love." She said greeting me with a kiss and a grope. I could tell the mood she was in because she was already trying to undress me. How I wanted to give in, how I wanted to let her give me a blow job, but I had a responsibility to my friend. I'd be sure to have fun time later.

"Ginny wait." I said just as my pants lowered revealing the top of my penis.

"what's wrong?" she asked, as she slid her hands down my pants.

"I need to talk to you." Reluctantly her hands came out of my zipper and she sat down.

"okay, please make it quick baby, I'm horny."

"I can tell." And I told her Hermione's story.

"Oh, well that's simple. She should let someone else finger her."

"Well tahts the point Ginny, she doesn't know if Ron can make her, you know."

"I didn't mean Ron, I meant someone with experience that always brings others to orgasm."

"Who else would do that with Hermione other than Ron?"

"I could as a friend."

"YOU?!"

"Why not?" and suddenly my pants were around my ankles. I love blow jobs from Ginny. But this time it was awkward. All I could picture was Ginny and Hermione togheter, doing things that I usually do with Ginny. It just didn't seem right.

When Ginny and I were done and lying in bed next to each other naked I turned to her.

"You really mean it about Hermione."

"Sure, it could be fun."

My mind raced.

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