The Love That Will Never Be

A Vampire Knight Fanfic

By:

YuuriCullen

AN: AAAAND I'M BACK! I'M STILL ALIVE, AND WRITING FANFICS! XD AFTER A LONG WRITING COMA, A PLOT BUNNY BIT ME, MADE ME WRITE A VAMPIRE KNIGHT FANFIC CALLED "CRIMSON MOON", AND NOW ANOTHER ONE BIT ME TO CONTINUE THIS FIC! LOL

THIS IS ONLY A THREE-SHOT, PLUS AN EPILOGUE…SO PLEASE HANG ON 'TILL THE END! PLEASE READ AND REVIEW! REVIEWS ARE LOVE! ^^

DISCLAIMER: VAMPIRE KNIGHT BELONGS TO MATSURI HINO, AND EVERYTHING THAT GOES WITH IT. ALSO, THE ITALICIZED QUOTE IN THIS CHAPTER IS FROM THE SONG "AGAIN" BY THE BAND FABER DRIVE. I DON'T OWN THEM, OR THE SONG.

ON WITH THE TALE!

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"Nothingness"

Again I bleed,

Again I shake.

Again I fall,

Again I break.

Wasted…hated…

Again, again…

Again I burn…I take it all…

(Zero's POV)

I already knew you were a selfish bastard, but I never knew you were that selfish as to take everything from me.

When you left, you took all of me…

My heart, my soul, my whole being.

Hell, you even took her away from me. My only "sister", you took her with you.

I am left with nothing

Nothing but pain anguish as I still keep on loving you, even though I purely know you wouldn't even care for me, not in the slightest bit.

Sure, you did let me drink your blood, but it was all for her

You even used me as a mere pawn for your plans to protect her.

Who would be fucking insane to go such lengths just to protect someone?

You would, that's for sure…

My heart is a sickening mess as I think more of you and her, living your lives just like the fairy tale ending "Happily Ever After" suggests.

For me…my life is more of a "Happily Never After"…

Hurt, Anger, and frustration just courses through me when I think of you.

All those harsh words, the cold glares, the ruthless commands, the raw hits..

You never knew how badly I was hurt under the surface, Kuran.

The one loving you, treating you like a useless rag doll…would anyone be able to bear it?

Adding to the pain is that he's using you to protect the one that he loves, and you absolutely have to oblige, him not caring how much it hurts you inside…would anyone endure it?

I know I have been…all these years…

Stabbing, riveting pain is just in my heart, and it continues to break even more as I think of the vampire ball.

I knew you and her are coming…

Hunters will be joining in as well…

And that means I must go…

Over my dead body…

I've had enough of this…so much, that I'd rather die than see you and her, being the perfect couple that you are, and tear myself down to pieces and break again…

I think you intentionally sent out that wretched invitation just to see me break, eh, Kuran?

Well, you sure did your job pretty fucking well…

But I won't let you see it…no matter what happens…

Over my dead body…

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I grabbed my weapon of choice, the Bloody Rose, which has killed numerous insane Level Es…

Funny how irony is…because that's what I am…

And how I'll always be in your eyes…

I cocked the gun, smirking to myself as I put it over my heart…

Maybe the way to end the breaking is to destroy it completely…

"Goodbye Kaname…you'll never know how much I've loved you…"

I pulled the trigger, a loud bang following…and after a flash of white…

Nothing

AN: ~SNIFF~ I'VE MADE KANAME SUCH AND EVIL LITTLE BITCH...BUT HE ISN'T!!!!!! UH…SORRY FOR THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE KANAME…I DO LIKE HIM MYSELF, BUT I NEEDED THE ANGST TO BUILD UP AT WHAT HAPPENED HERE…AND…I SHOULD SAY THAT THE ANGST FUELED ME TO NO END…IT'S LIKE ZERO HIMSELF WAS HELPING ME WRITE XD.

I'VE GOT MY WRITING MUSE BACK, SO PLEASE REVIEW!!!! AND I REMOVED THE WORD CENSORS…LOL…

THE SONG WAS A PERFECT EPITAPTH FOR ZERO…AND THANKS TO ANOTHER SONG BY FABER DRIVE, I NOW HAVE A TITLE AND EPITAPTH FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER….WHICH I'M GOING TO WRITE AFTER I POST THIS!!! PLEASE REVIEW DEAR READERS!!! KEEP THE LOVE AND SUPPORT GOING! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!! *HUGS ALL OF YOU*