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Bella POV

The rest of the day was uneventful. I went to lunch and the rest of my classes. I was thankful I didn't run into Edward again. I didn't want to be mean to him but I just didn't want the past to repeat. I couldn't live through it again.

The moment I walked into my house I heard the devil's cream. "You stupid bitch! Get in here now! Why are you late? You better start on my dinner now before I get mad!" Ha! What is he supposed to be right now, if not mad?

"Why are you just standing there? Get my food! Your already late enough!"
"I just got out of school! I'm not late!" I hated him so much and although I couldn't find a way to make him stop, I sure as hell wasn't just going to stand there and be weak!

"Are you talking back to me? Huh? Bitch you know better than to talk back to me! Remember what your punishment is for talking back! Now finish my fucking food!"

I finished his food and served it to him. As he sat down to eat, he looked at me and saw that I had a plate for myself. "Fatass, where do you think you're going with that? I never said you could eat!"

"I have to eat Phil! And I'm not a fatass!"

"You bitch!" Great now I was going to get it…

I felt the sting of his slap, then his push. Suddenly he stopped, I thought maybe he didn't feel like hurting me, something that happens rarely but it happens. I was wrong. I felt him pulling me by my hair, up the stairs. Then he lifted me up and pushed me on his bed and went to lock his door. I stood up but he just pushed me back down. I didn't want it to happen but I knew it would. When he wanted it, he got it.

I felt him crawling up to me. He pulled down my pants and started trailing kisses up and down my thighs. I closed my eyes and tried to go somewhere far away in my mind. It helped me escape because I didn't feel anything until he went in me. I hadn't realized that he had taken of the rest of my clothes and I was completely naked. He kept thrusting in and out of me, even after he was done. He did it for so long that I was starting to get sore. He finally got off of me and put on his clothes.

"You whore. You better remember not to talk back to me anymore if you don't want to get punished. Or better yet, don't remember." He walked out and left me there. I went into my bathroom and took a shower. It always happened, I wish I could say I wasn't used to it but I was. Phil did it to me since I was ten and my mom knew but there was nothing she could do about it, he hurt her too.

When my mom found out what was going on, all she could do was make sure I was on the pill. I didn't want to end up pregnant because of that monster. After I took a shower, I got dressed and went to bed. I tried to ignore what had just happened so I thought about Edward Cullen. That boy, no that man, was a god. He had the perfect eyes, the perfect face, and the perfect body. He was just perfect. That was the main reason I could not let him get close to me. If he got close, it would ruin him. The past would get repeated. I fell asleep thinking about him.

The Next Morning

Edward POV

As I woke up, last night's dreams came pouring back. I had dreamt about Bella, she had been screaming my name and telling me to leave and run but then suddenly it all changed and she was next to me, in my arms crying. Then she looked into my eyes and slowly our faces got closer and when I could feel her lips near mine, I woke up.

What is wrong with me? I shouldn't be dreaming about those things. Tanya would be heartbroken if she found out I was dreaming about another girl, especially one I just met. Tanya loved me and I loved her, I couldn't hurt her.

After getting ready, I walked downstairs to eat breakfast. Apparently, my confusion over the dream was apparent on my face because it's the first thing Alice mentioned.

"Did you have a weird dream tonight Edward?" It's like if she was a physic, that weird little pixie!

"Umm…Yea it was really strange and the person in it was random and weird."

"Well you know what they say…"

"What do they say?"

"That if you dream about someone then it means that they were thinking about you before they went to sleep last night…" She looked at me knowingly. What is up with her? Does she know I dreamed about Bella? Why does she keep acting so weird..Hmm…

And could it really be possible? Was Bella thinking about me before she went to sleep last night? No, that's not true because then why did she turn away when I tried to say hi to her yesterday. But what if she was thinking about me. I don't understand why but just thinking about the possibility of Bella going to bed thinking about me made me feel weird and happy at the same time.


Well that is it for this chapter. I'm sick so I wont be going to school until Monday so maybe, just maybe I will have time to update again this week but for that to happen I need to have motivation. It would motivate me if I actually got reviews so please let me know what you think. I know people have read the story so please review.

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