"Rose?" Shareen asked as entered the flat.
"Yeah?" she called back from the kitchen, making the two of them a cup of tea.
"How's it going with you and John?" she asked and sat down on the sofa.
"Good, why?"
"Do you love him?" she asked quickly and Rose paused for a moment or two.
"Mate it's a bit soon to know if I-"
"do you love him or not?" she demanded, but once again, Rose stayed silent "Please, do you?" she asked and Rose nodded her head, not trusting her voice "I don't want to do this." She muttered and Rose looked at her confused.
"Do what?" Rose asked, and this time Shareen was the one to stay silent "Shareen!"
"I followed him!" she yelled "I followed him, and guess what I saw!"
"I don't know, what did ya see?"
"This," she said quickly found the photo on her phone and showed Rose the picture of him going in to a blue box. Rose just stood there in silence.
"Where did you take it?" she asked.
"What?"
"Where did you take it?"
"Down the road, on Moor Park," Shareen answered "Why?"
"I'm gonna go there, see it for myself." She spat and made a swift exit and went to see the TARDIS for herself. As soon as she made her way round the corner, she gasped. There it was. The TARDIS. Rose decided the only way for him to know that she knew, was to go in. She walked in and gasped as she saw that everything had changed, it was nothing like what it used to be. She took in the sight, and realised he wasn't there. She decided to wait, wait until he came back. Luckily for Rose, she didn't have to wait that long, and when he walked in, he didnt even realise she was there.
"How long before you told me then?" she asked, causing the Doctor to turn and face her.
"Rose, how did-"he began but was cut off as Rose's hand met his face "Ow!"
"Why didn't you tell me?" she cried and moved a step back "didnt I deserve to know?" she asked and he shook his head.
"No ,no, no, it wasn't that," he rambled "I couldn't tell you, how could I?"
"Well, y'know, but opening your mouth and simply saying 'Oh by the way, Im the Doctor'!" she yelled.
"i couldn't! I didnt know why you were here. Why are you here? Why are you back?" he asked.
"don't you want me back?" she asked, avoiding his questions.
"Of course I do, but I thought you would be happy, with the other me, the human me, what happened?"
"You don't want to know." She whispered.
"Yes I do, of course I do, I wouldn't have asked if I didn't want to know, would I? Why I else would i have asked?"
"I guess not but-"
"Rose, tell me."
"Fine!" she snapped and gave in "fine." She said, this time in a calmer voice "He died." She whispered, then the memories came back to haunt her.
"Doctor! You really shouldn't be coming with me!" Rose complained as the Doctor came along side with her on a mission "It's too dangerous."
"Yes, well, better with two, right?" he asked and Rose couldn't help but smile."Besides, if its too dangerous for me, it's too dangerous for you." He smiled and took her hand "Now, let's see what we've got." He said and led the way in to the warehouse.
"He shouldn't have even been there, I told him not to, but he wouldn't listen," Rose cried "That's when it all started."
"Doctor! Did you hear that?" Rose asked as she heard someone behind them.
"It's probably nothing." he whispered "Jake'll be here in a moment anyway," he reassured and moved forward and Rose just sighed, then turned around, finding two men dressed in black, pointing guns at them.
"Um, Doctor!" she yelled and he recognised that voice, the fear in her voice, so he turned around, and noticed one of them was aiming at Rose.
"No!" he yelled and moved in front of her, protecting her as the bullets were fired and he fell to the floor, blood seeping through every wound in his body, covering his clothes in red.
"No, no, no, I've got you!" Rose yelled as she cradled him in her arms, and just in that moment, Jake arrived with back-up and took care of the men. Rose watched as every second went, the Doctor's breathing came shallower "Look at me please," she begged "Please! Keep your eyes on me." She whispered, but his eyes were becoming heavy and he couldn't focus "I love you," she whispered "you know that don't you?" she asked rhetorically, and he nodded his head and was about to speak but Rose stopped him "don't talk, save your breath, please." She cried "don't leave me, please! I need you, don't I? Me and you, together, married, all the thing we wanted to do, have babied, buy a house and get a mortgage." She whispered "I can't do them alone, can I?" She cried and attempted to keep him hanging on, but it was too late, he was gone. "No!" she cried and cradled his body.
"He died, trying to save me." Rose cried and burst in to tears. "I should be the one who's dead, not him!"
"Rose, I'm so-"
"Don't!" Rose yelled "don't tell me that 'you're sorry', because you're not!" she yelled and headed back for the doors "I came here to start a new life! A brand new life! And now look, I'm just re-living the memories!" she yelled and began to open the door, but the Doctor stopped her and slammed the door shut.
"Don't you understand? I couldn't tell you, how could I? Please, you've got to understand where I'm coming from, I love you," he admitted "there you go, look I've said it, I love you!"
"You lied to me!" she yelled.
"Technically, I didn't, I never said I wasn't the Doctor, which would be lying, I just never told you and-"he began but stopped himself in fear of getting punched once again "Please, just stay." He begged but Rose shook her head.
"I can't," she whispered "Sorry." She said and quickly left, leaving the Doctor standing there alone in the TARDIS, once again, not knowing what to do.
Awwww, poor Rose what do you think he should do?
Hope eleven was okay in this chapter, I didn't know what he was like when he wasn't bubbly and happy.
Anyway, review, let me know your ideas. Pretty please with a cherry on top and chocolate sprinkles?
Amy xxx
