"Rose!" the Doctor yelled, but when he walked out of the TARDIS, she wasn't anywhere to be seen "Rose?" he asked, this time not to anyone in particular, just himself. "Damn." He whispered and ran to her flat hoping she was there. "Rose!" he yelled, running straight in to the flat, seeing no-one except Shareen standing there, angry, in fact, very angry.
"what do you think ya doin'?" she yelled and stormed up to him. "You cant just barge in like that!" she yelled, not giving the Doctor chance to explain.
"Um, is Rose here? I'm looking for her, is she here?" he asked
"No, she went out looking for you after I showed her that photo." She answered.
"What photo?" he demanded.
"You, going in to that weird box thing, I knew there was something bloody weird about you, could never quite suss out what it was. Have you got some kind of weird fetishes for old police boxes or somethin'?" she asked.
"No I have not," he replied darkly "Now do you have any idea of where she is? I need to find her, right now actually, need to explain something, now where is she?"
"I dunno, like I said, she went out looking for you." she explained and the Doctor sighed and went to leave "Oi!" she yelled "Don't break 'er heart, I reckon she's had enough of that." She commented and the Doctor stopped walking to the door and turned on his heels to face Shareen.
"What do you mean by that?" he asked.
"Well, ever since she's come back, she's been a bit down, I think something must've happened with that Doctor of hers, they used to travel together, and this time he wasn't here, dunno where he went, she just came back alone after all these years, I just guess that he broke her heart." She explained. "Then you came along, and there was something in her eye I guess, she was smiling. So dont break her heart, yeah?" she asked.
"Yeah." He agreed and went out to find Rose.
"Oi!" Shareen yelled one last time "I think I have an idea where she might be." She admitted and began to tell the Doctor and gave him directions.
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Rose sat on the park bench, thinking and wondering about what had just happened, so many thoughts and questions running through her head. Why didn't he tell her? Would he of ever told her? Would he have just disappeared one day in the TARDIS and never come back? Was he gone now? All these questions ran through her head, and as much as she wanted an answer to them, she was scared of getting them, what if they were all bad answers, what if he really didn't want her now?
Rose could feel the air getting colder and colder, her breath showing in the low degrees. She knew she would have to find him, this was the Doctor. Her Doctor, she couldn't just leave him, shout at him and just forget about him and leave him alone forever.
She just couldn't deal with the lies, the fact that he had never told her and the thought of the fact that if it weren't for Shareen and the picture, he may never have told her. Rose got up and decided she would go home, Shareen would be worried, and the Doctor had probably got to her by now. She got up and looked straight ahead, only to find the Doctor, standing there, with a sympathetic smile on his face, with a hint of relief.
"Shareen said you'd be here," he explained "Used to come when you were younger? Did you?"
"Yeah," she managed to whisper in reply "Yeah, we did, we came here once. Remember?"
"Oh yeah, chips in the snow." He smiled.
"Chips in the snow." She repeated and couldn't help but smile at the memory, there they were, ankle deep in snow, in the middle of winter, and they strolling around in the snow, eating chips whilst everyone else was wrapped up inside, all cosy and warm when they were playing on the swings like little kids.
"is that a smile?" he asked "Please, tell me that's a smile, is that a smile?" he asked again and Rose stubbornly shook her head "That is definitely a smile." He beamed and now she really was smiling, he was just the same, except a bit more wackier and weirder.
"Ok, it is a smile." She gave in "Happy?"
"No." He admitted and Rose looked down at the floor "You haven't forgiven me have you?" he asked rhetorically, but of course she answered.
"No. It's not something you forgive easily," she admitted "how long before you told me? Or would I have to guess and twig eventually that something wasn't quite right?" she asked "Hmm?"
"I would have told you," he whispered "I just didn't know how, you were grieving."
"You didn't know that at the time, you didn't know why I was back here." She defended.
"Well, no." He admitted "But i was curious, curious on why you were here, every moment I wanted to ask you, question you on why you were back here, on this Universe," he began "But I was caught up in the moment of being with you, I was falling for you all over again, well not all over again, I was still in love with you before you came back, but now, now Im even more in love with you!" he gasped for air as he finished he long ramble.
"you lied."
"I know," he admitted and was going to start an argument on that again, but thought it was best not to "And I am sorry, I really am, but can you forgive me?" he asked "Rose, please say you forgive me, please, do you?" he asked and Rose hesitated before giving her answer and sighed as she told him the answer.
Hmmm, what do you think Rose's answer will be? Again, sorry if this isn't very eleven, I don't know how to write him when he's begging and when he's in love with someone.
Anyway, review and give me your opinions
Amy xxxxx
