A/N: ok who else cried when eli almost got stabbed! god, i wanna ram fitz face into a wall and then a wood chipper!
Chapter 5
Damned for Greatness Pt. 2
I finally made it to the office and saw Ms. Davidson, the receptionist, who had a phone to her ear.
"Ah, Ms. Giovanni. Phone from Dr. Lasenbyrg." I laughed at the name as I took the phone.
"Hello?" I greeted, twirling the phone cord between my fingers. I quickly stopped and started tapping my fingers against the desk.
"Ms. Giovanni, we have the results of your physical exam. Would you like us to tell you over the phone or would you rather have you come to the hospital?" I thought for a second and said "I'll come over there after school. I'm going to need someone's support."
"Ok then. Nice speaking to you." He said and I smiled a small smile, even though he couldn't see it.
"Yeah. Same here. Bye Dr. Lasenbyrg." I said and hung the phone up. I gave it back to Ms. Davidson and I walked out. The halls were cleared out with no sign of blood (thank god). I tried to put on my best smile as I walked into class.
Class ended in a matter of minutes, but only because I was half paying attention. I was doodling in my book with the sharpie I stole from Eli. He's right, it is fun. I had started drawing an eyeball…but then stopped when I realized what I was drawing. 'What the hell.' I thought looking at my book, not paying attention to where I was going. You'd think I would've knocked down some cute guy by now, right? Well you thought wrong. I've known these halls for a while now, and I already know all the corners, classrooms and snack machines. I was able to make it to my next class while drawing parts of my 'eye' before I made it in. I sat down in my usual seat a few rows in the front, like in the middle. 'What period is this, English?' I thought looking up. I saw Eli come in, sitting down next to me.
"Enjoying yourself there?" he asked smirking. I was kinda surprised that he even said anything to me since him and Fitz's little confrontation this morning. I looked down and said "Is that a snarky comment I hear?" He laughed. He looked over at what I was drawing and said "Wow. That's deep."
"Gee, thanks. So, what's your plan?" I asked. He gave me a confused look. "What plan?" he asked. I rolled my eyes.
"Please, I know you have some devious plan of getting back at Fitz. And I want in." I continued drawing my eye and sighed. 'I should've done this with a pencil.' I thought. I heard Eli sigh and I turned to him.
"Ok. So I have a plan. But I don't think-" he stopped when the class had started coming in and giving him looks.
"What are you looking at?" I yelled at them. They quickly looked away, sitting in their seats. Eli gave me a look that said 'thanks' and I nodded. Class had started and I tried my hardest to pay attention. I wrote notes, fell asleep, woke up when Eli kept poking me with his sharpie, and then class was almost done, so I just wrote down what he showed me and when class was over, I just walked out. I couldn't even think of what I had next period until Eli walked up to me, throwing an arm over my shoulder.
"Did you hear anything I just said?" he asked. I shook my head, not even hearing what he said just now. If I started stumbling, people will think I'm drunk. He sighed and said "I pretty much just explained my whole plan to get back at Fitz. Thanks for asking." I sighed and said "Sorry, I'm kinda out of it. The doctor called and said they have the results of my physical exam. And I'm kinda scared to figure out what it says. I mean, what if I am bipolar?" We both sat down in our seats as the class started to come in. He passed me a note, right before the teacher had passed by our tables. I read in my head 'Don't worry. I'll be with you every step of the way. When can you come in? To the hospital that is.' I laughed out loud and everybody, including the teacher, turned to me. Eli had a smile on his face, trying not to laugh. My cheeks turned pink as the teacher glared at me asking "Something funny, Ms. Giovanni? How about you share the joke?" I nodded slightly, standing up.
"Um. I have…or at least I think I might…bipolar disease." I stated and everyone stared at me wide eyed.
"I'm sorry, but I don't think that's very funny." The teacher said with a straight face. I shrugged.
"Maybe not to you. But I think it's hilarious. Besides, I'm not lying."
"That's enough, Ms. Giovanni, sit down."
"She's telling the truth." Eli said standing up. All eyes scrolled from me to him. I turned and smiled.
"Well. I guess, I can excuse from doing any work today." The teacher said, trying to show that she wasn't affected by this. I gave her a look.
"Wait. You believe him. But not me." I said disbelievingly.
"Well of course. How am I supposed to believe you when you could possibly be bipolar? You could've been joking, for all I know." I rolled my eyes and sat back down.
"Bitch." I murmured to Eli who only smiled. I continued drawing my eye through class. I got bored and started to draw the same thing but with a pencil. It looked a whole lot better. Class ended fast and I hurried to wherever I had to go. The day went by and I could barely focus on what happened throughout the day. I walked to my locker, trying to keep my eyes open. I don't even think it was because I was tired, I think it's just because I wanted to drop dead because I was scared to figure out what my results said. I opened my locker, throwing my unneeded books in it. I took out the eye I drew and pinned it up on my locker. I closed my locker and jumped at Eli standing right behind it.
"Ready to go?" he asked. I nodded, feeling my hand start to shake. He noticed and grabbed onto it tight. I looked up at him and he smiled down at me. I smiled back as we walked to the hearse. He opened the door for me and I rolled my eyes.
"Don't try to act like a gentleman, Dr. Doom." I said when he got in. He laughed, starting the engine. I put in my ear buds and started blasting 30 Seconds to Mars. They were a favorite of the moment. The song seemed to match how everything was happening. 'Thank the lord for Closer to The Edge.' I thought
"No I'm not saying, I'm sorry. One day, maybe we'll meet again. No I'm not saying I'm sorry. One day, maybe we'll meet again. No, no, no, no!" I sang and I could see Eli glance over at me a couple of times as I continued. Singing was a hobby to me, and I wasn't saying I was great at it. I was saying I was awesome at it. I can do a whole lot, stuff that people don't know about. Like how I can play the electric pretty good, but I decided not to. We finally made it to the hospital, about right after I replayed the song twice. I didn't sing it again, my throat started to hurt. Plus, I had just got a huge lump in it. Eli stopped the car and turned to me.
"When did you start singing again?" he asked and I turned to him, slightly embarrassed.
"I didn't exactly stop." I confessed and he laughed slightly. "Well you're really good. If not, better." I grinned and said "Thanks, man. Now come on. We've got something to do." He nodded, both of us getting out of the car. We walked towards the hospital doors and I felt my heart thudding in my ears. I watched as Eli had talked to the lady at the front desk just like yesterday and she told us that we could go in. I sat down in the stretch out chair as Eli sat in the other one across from me near the door. I sighed, taping the arm rest impatiently. Eli immediately noticed.
"Do you always do that?" I looked over to him.
"Do what?" He pointed to my tapping fingers. I looked at them and then looked at him strangely.
"Um…you are so…peculiar sometimes." I laughed. He smiled. Him and smiling nowadays. "Well I got you to loosen up and laugh." Mr. Lasenbyrg walked in and it immediately became quiet.
"Ok. We have the results, right here." He said holding up a file with a tab sticking out, my last name then first name on it. I gave him a small smile.
"Lay it on me." I said and opened the file. He looked at it for a second and then looked up to me. He looked back down. Then back up. Down. Up. Down. Up. 'Holy bejeezus just get on with it!' I thought angrily, it showing on my face.
"You don't have bipolar disease-" I cheered.
"YES! HALLELUJAH, THANK THE LORD!" I yelled, throwing my hands up in the air, standing on the seat and Eli tried not to laugh, even though it looked like he was about to burst. Mr. Lasenbyrg stared at me and I quickly sat back down, my hands going down with me.
"Sorry." I said quietly, smiling. Mr. Lasenbyrg looked back down at my files and sighed.
"But I'm afraid that you may have Type 1 Diabetes." The doctor said and my face fell. Eli's probably did too, but I couldn't even look at him right now. After a minute of silence, Mr. Lasenbyrg started laughing. I shared a look with Eli that said 'this guy is crazy and he's gonna kill us.'
"Calm down, Georgia. I'm just kidding." I sighed and slightly laughed. 'Dude, not funny.' I thought, still smiling. The doctor's face fell again and he said "Or at least you might." My face fell again and I groaned.
"Dammit, man, do I have it or not? And don't fuck with me!" I yelled and he backed up a little.
"Well, it seems that your mother has had diabetes in the past, so we assume that you may have it. But we won't be positive until we run a few more tests." He answered and I leaned back in my chair.
"You mean screens?"
"Excuse me?"
"You mean screens instead of tests? That's the correct word for it." I said, looking over to him. He thought for a second and said "Well. I guess it is." I gave him a smirk and he composed himself asking "So, we'll run a few…screens…tomorrow morning. Sorry, but you'll have to miss school. Is that ok with you?" I turned to Eli and he shook his head. 'Test tomorrow.' He mouthed and I looked back up to Mr. Lasenbyrg.
"I can…not do it tomorrow. I'm very busy. How about Friday?" I asked. He nodded and said "Ok, your appointment time is 7:00 AM. And then you'll take a second one the next day."
"Great." I said and stood up, before he gave me an appointment slip. I stood up and walked out the door, Eli trailing behind.
"Well. You don't have bipolar disease!" Eli yelled happily. I smiled and said "Yeah I know!" We both hugged and what I did next kinda surprised me and him both. I had kissed him directly on the lips. Like, jeez, was I on drugs! I pulled away quickly and stared at him in shock, who only just stared back.
"Um. I'm gonna act like that didn't happen." He said and I nodded, a smile creeping on my lips, turning into a giggle fit.
"What's so funny?" he asked.
"When you blush, your ears turn all red and heated. It's kinda cute. In a sisterly way, of course." I said, still giggling between words. He blushed again, which made his ears turn red again. I giggled a little more and grabbed my arm, dragging me to Morty. I opened the door, starting to stop my constant giggling. He got in the car and started the engine, his ears still red.
"Ya know, I noticed that your ears turn red when you talk to Clare, or even when you're around her. Except it's much, much darker." He glared at me and I just smiled, looking out the window. I was taking the possible diabetes thing pretty well, surprisingly. I guess knowing that I didn't have bipolar disease kinda made me think that if I didn't have that, it's impossible for me to get diabetes. But, I know that was a total piece of shit. Anyone can get diabetes, just like how everybody could get shot. Not the best thing to compare to, I know. The car came to a stop and I looked out the window to notice that we were in front of the house. 'I didn't even notice he started the car.' I thought getting out. He was already at the door, holding it open for me. I walked inside, him following behind me.
"So, what's the homework?" I asked hands on hips. "You mean getting back at Fitz?" he asked.
"Sure?" I said confusingly. I was actually talking about the homework. Oh well. I felt my bag vibrate and quickly took it from out of my bag.
"Hello?" I asked not even checking caller ID.
"Sup Ghost." I heard Gabe's voice from the other line and smiled. I held my finger up to Eli before he started talking and waved my hand to him, showing him to go upstairs. He rolled his eyes and walked upstairs. I sat down on the couch and replied "Hey Gabe. What's up?"
"I was just wondering, you wanna go on a date tonight?" he asked. I felt my heartbeat speed up. I've never met a more straight forward guy like him.
"Uh…yeah! Sure! I'd love to." I said enthusiastically. I heard him laugh and said "Great! So, where do you wanna go?"
"As long as I'm with you, I don't care if I'm at the bottom of the ocean." I said. I quickly covered my mouth, and I heard laughing come from upstairs. I quickly turned towards them and saw Eli quickly run back upstairs.
"Do you wanna go there?" Gabe asked sarcastically. I laughed and said "Yeah, let me just get my bathing suit."
"I can imagine that." He said and I felt my cheeks heat up.
"Shut up! Seriously though, just pick me up at my house and you'll pick the place. Just make sure you get me home by 10:00." I said kicking my feet up on the couch.
"It's a date. See you tonight."
"See you tonight." I hung up the phone and sighed dreamily before running up the stairs and banging on Eli's door. He opened it slightly and I pushed it open wider.
"Invasion of privacy?" he said sitting on his bed.
"Says the guy who eavesdropped on my phone conversation." I said smirking.
"So what's up?"
"I've got a date." He stared at me and then said "No seriously." I punched his shoulder and said "No really, Gabe's taking me out. And I want you to meet him." He stared at me for a minute until he laughed.
"Dude what am I your dad?" he asked still laughing. My face fell and he immediately stopped laughing.
"I didn't mean it like that, Ghost."
"No just forget it. I shouldn't have asked." I said walking towards the door. I turned back around to glare at him before walking out, slamming the door behind me. I walked downstairs and felt my phone buzz on the coffee table. I picked it up and answered an angry "What?"
"Um, hi to you too, Ghost." I heard Clare from the other end. I sighed and said "Sorry, I'm just pissed."
"Why? What happened?" she asked.
"Eli said something that ticked me off. Typical." I answered while digging through my bag, looking for some sneakers.
"Well he probably didn't mean it."
"You're just saying that because you love him." I said laughing.
"I do not! We're English partners and that's it!" she yelled. I rolled my eyes and said "Yeah, and Fitz is a saint!" I heard her laugh.
"Good one. But seriously, I'm sure it just slipped out." She assured. I sighed, looking up at the steps and saying "Maybe you're right. But I'm not talking to him when Gabe gets here."
"Gabe? Who's Gabe?" she asked suspiciously. I cursed under my breath. I forgot to tell Clare and Alli about Gabe.
"Um. He's this guy that I met at a concert. We hit it off immediately and he's taking me out tonight. And before you say anything, I'm sorry didn't tell you, but I didn't tell Alli either!" I said beginning to pace.
"I can't believe you didn't tell me! I'm not mad or anything, I'm just a little…stressed. My parents have been fighting still and it's freaking me out."
"Yeah, Eli told me. But you live with your parents." I said pausing to look at my book bag. I opened it and took out my homework.
"Wait, what do you mean by that? You don't live with your parents?" she asked and I cursed under my breath again. Geez, what else have I not told Clare and Alli?
"I mean…I've been living with Eli…for the past few weeks. My mom had a business trip. She won't be back in like 3 months." I lied. Or at least half lied. I mean, I have been living with Eli. And my mom is on a business trip. Her business is her business and that business just happened to send her away. I just don't know when she'll be back. I didn't hear Clare reply back after a while and said "Clare? Are you still there?"
"Yeah, I'm still here. You've been living with Eli?" she asked and I nodded, but then remembered that I was talking to her over the phone and said "Yeah. Why? Mad I'm living with your future husband?" I laughed when she replied with a quick "NO!"
"Look, I've got tons of homework, so I gotta go work on it. And beg Eli to help me with it. Talk later?"
"Yeah. We'll talk later. Bye Ghost." She said in a slightly sad tone.
"Bye Clare." I hung up the phone and put it in my pocket. I dropped my homework on the couch and kneeled down in front of it. I glared at it for a moment until I heard footsteps come down the stairs. I looked over at Eli and he looked over at me before saying "Sorry." I stared wide eyed in shock. 'Didn't see that coming.' I thought standing up, dropping my book. I quickly picked it up and gave him a small smile.
"It's cool, dude. It came out and you couldn't stop it. But I can honestly say that it will come to bite you in the ass in the future." I smirked. He smirked back and walked over to me, hands in his pockets.
"So, can I still meet Gabe?" he asked, clearing a few things off the couch before sitting down.
"Help me with my homework and I'll think about it."
After about 2 hours, we were done with our homework and the bell rang. I stood up quickly, excited and saw Eli give me a look and walk over to the door. I followed him, trying not to seem too excited. He opened the door and I smiled at Gabe. I was too speechless to say anything.
"Hey Ghost. And Eli." Gabe said, still standing in his spot.
"Sup, Gabe. Now let's get one thing straight and one thing only," Eli started and rolled my eyes. "You get her home by 10:00 PM, not AM. You get her home at 10:01, you're gonna end up in the back of my hearse, got it?" Eli finished. Gabe quickly nodded his head and Eli smiled.
"Great. Have a good time, Ghost!" Eli said giving me a pat on the back. I walked outside and closed the door. I looked up at Gabe and mouthed, "I'm sorry." He gave me a strange look and asked "Why are you-" "He's still at the door." I cut him off. I put my hand on the door, and banged on it hard.
"Ow!" Eli yelled out. I smiled and grabbed Gabe's arm as we started walking from the house.
"So, where to?" I asked smiling up at him. He smiled back and said "I'd say it's a surprise, but that seems so cliché. So, I'll tell you now that we're going to this awesome club." I looked forward until asking "If there's drinking, then I can't go. I don't drink." He laughed and said "Please, I can be classy when I want to. No drinking, trust me."
"Ok. Onwards to this date." I said as we continued to walk. After about 10 minutes of walking, we finally made it. And I quickly felt like a dumbass.
"Above The Dot? You've gotta be kidding me." I said as we waited in line to get in.
"What, you've been here before?" Gabe asked and I scoffed.
"That would be an understatement." I said as we entered the club. We danced all night, and talked for the other half. He even told me about his family. I obviously didn't tell him about mine. Or at least the truth. I just told him the story I told Clare. And I wouldn't dare mention the bipolar disease/diabetes issue. Only because I barely knew about it myself. Note to self: look up symptoms of diabetes when I get home. After about an hour, I looked at my cell phone and saw the clock read 9:45.
"Ok, time to go." I said grabbing Gabe's arm and dragging him to the exit. We began walking back home, in a non-awkward silence. We made it to the front of the house and I turned to him, smiling.
"Well. I'll call you." I said in a soft tone(don't get used to it). He smiled and leaned down to put a kiss on my lips until I saw car lights flash across the house. 'Eli.' I thought angrily. I gave Gabe a weak smile before slowly leaving a kiss on his lips, just so he'll be able to last a few days. As I saw him walk away, I couldn't help but feel my ears start to get hot.
"And you talk about me." Eli said, turning Morty off and opening the house door. I rolled my eyes, a smile still on my face. Tonight was a very good night.
I stepped out of Morty and followed Eli as he ran up to the fence to talk to Clare. I didn't pay attention to his conversation, but I could make out bits of it. Clare was begging Eli to apologize to Fitz. Which he shouldn't do but was going to anyway.
"Hate to interrupt but I see Alli, so I'm gonna say hi." I said walking away. I smiled at Alli and she smiled back.
"Hey, haven't seen you in a while. I feel so isolated." She said and I laughed.
"Don't miss me too much. Did Clare tell you?" I asked and she nodded smirking.
"So, you and Eli…are…"
"Just friends and sorta siblings." I said and she nodded.
"Right. Besides, Clare's got dibbs." I chuckled at her immaturity. I turned to Eli and Clare for a quick second just to see Fitz kick him…somewhere I honestly don't wanna talk about. I ran over to them and kneeled down next to Eli.
"Do you want me to do something?" Clare asked.
"Don't. Touch anything." He breathed out, holding tight. I stood and walked over to Fitz yelling "Hey!"
"This, is what a girl feels like." I said before quickly punching him where the sun don't shine. He yelled out in pain and fell to the ground.
"I'd hate to be the girl that had sex with you. She probably got pissed 'cause you couldn't handle it." I smirked and walked over to Eli saying a "Your welcome." Before I walked up the stairs of the school, I turned back and glared at Fitz still on the floor and then walked inside.
The day ended quickly, just like any other. Me and Eli went to The Dot to chill with Adam and you wouldn't believe who was there. Like I swear the dude's a stalker. We walked over to Adam and I sat down next to him while they talked. I didn't notice I stopped paying attention until I felt Peter's hand slam against the table. I glanced up quickly and he gave me a strange look.
"Are you ready to order?" he asked. I said "Coffee. That's it." He nodded and walked away to the coffee machine. I turned around and saw Eli giving Fitz a fake ID. I was confused, and I still didn't understand it. After I got my coffee, I told Eli that I'd meet him at home and walked out. I sipped my coffee and spit it out. 'I don't even drink this stuff.' I thought taking another sip. I gagged as I continued to walk.
The next day, the same thing. Eli was being nice to Fitz, giving him another fake ID, and I continued to watch, trying to see what he was planning. But every time I thought of something, I ended up at a dead end. I completely lost it when Fitz had greeted me, Eli and Clare with a "What's up brother? Sister?" I looked at him confusingly but didn't say anything.
"Dude, am I missing something?" I asked. He shook his head and I rolled my eyes, dazedly walking to my locker. I opened it and sighed. 'Geez, life is soo boring. I'm just waiting for someone to shake it up.' I thought. Me and Eli had parked in front of The Dot, skipping English today, and he turned down the radio.
"So, I know you have a plan. But you never told me." I stated and he looked outside his window and smirked.
"You'll figure it out soon enough. Follow my lead." He said getting out of the car. I followed in suit as he walked across the street near an alley. He looked over at the building next to The Dot and smirked, noticing Fitz walking out. He took out his cell phone and his wallet. He handed me a twenty and said "Be back here in five minutes." I gave him a look, but he didn't look back as he approached Fitz as he walked across the street. I shook my head, not even paying attention to them. I walked into the building next to us and noticed it was a jewelry store. I couldn't help but feel weird walking in here. I'm not the usual one to look at gold and drool over it. I liked silver better. After about five minutes, I walked back outside and looked to my left, but didn't see Eli. I heard trashcans hitting the pavement and groaned. 'Dear God, please don't make me kill somebody today. Amen.' I prayed as I walked into the alley. I gasped at the site of Fitz beating up Eli.
"Hey, back off!" I yelled trying to pry Fitz off of him, but he continued to punch. I knocked him back and tried to stand Eli up but he whispered "No! Don't get into this!" I gave him a confused look but couldn't reply when Fitz pushed me out of the way into a wall. I tried to steady myself as I heard something that made me wanna run: cop cars. I turned to Eli as Fitz punched him again before noticing the cop car stroll into the alley. Eli held onto Fitz leg, making sure he wouldn't get away. I stared in shock, looking from the cops to Eli and Fitz and then back to the cops. 'No, Eli! He's gotta be kidding!' I thought disbelievingly. I saw a two police officers step out of the car yelling "Stay where you are!" I watched as they pressed us against the wall, looking for our wallets. I felt myself hyperventilating but I don't think Fitz or Eli noticed.
"Looks bad for you." I heard Fitz say as one of the cops pull out our wallets. I continued to listen, just like I always did.
"Why is that?" Eli asked, a little blood dripping from his lip.
"The fake ID. When they see mine, they'll let me go. I don't know about you." Fitz replied and I felt my eyes go wide in shock and realization.
"Guess so." Eli said smirking. 'Eli gave Fitz the fake ID so he called the cops in advance so that when Fitz started beating Eli up, he'll look like the bad guy.' I thought. I closed my eyes as I started to breath out. After a while the police officer said "Ok, son, your clean." She was referring to Eli. He took his hands down from the wall. She tapped my shoulder and said "You too, hun." I nodded, not even looking up.
"You. We're taking you downtown." The officer said to Fitz pulling his hands back and putting on handcuffs.
"Wait, why? I didn't do anything!" Fitz ranted while the officer put him in the back of the cop car. He looked at the both of us from the window of the backseat and Eli had just stared while I glared. The cop car drove away and I let out the breath I was holding, pushing my hair back.
"Well. That went well." Eli said smiling devilishly. I started to pace and held onto my head, feeling a headache coming on.
"That went well! You just got Fitz arrested and for what! And why didn't you just tell me the plan earlier instead of making it a huge surprise! I almost lost it just now, Eli. They could've took me in." I yelled.
"Ok, one, I got him arrested because when someone messes with my friends and me, I'm not just gonna stand around and take it! Two, I didn't tell you because every time I tried, you had to do something. Specifically saying not my fault! And three, they wouldn't have took you in. You've never done anything bad, they only take in people with records!" he said and I shook my head, feeling the truth starting to boil over.
"Well I'm one of those people!" I yelled out and it immediately got quiet. All you could hear were the alley rats scurrying to wherever. Eli stared in shock and confuse. I felt hot tears come to my face as he walked closer.
"When we graduated from the 8th grade, we lost contact. We stopped emailing, we stopped texting, everything. And I didn't take it well! My mom was going through a rough time just trying to feed me something every day! I thought that the only way to get money, was to rob someone. So I did. What happens? I get caught! I end up in juvie for a month. It would've been longer if my aunt wouldn't have bailed me out. After that, I didn't do anything else…horrible. I moved with my aunt for a while in Brooklyn. Bedstuy. The people I hung out with, they weren't exactly great. My cousin got me hooked to the life and I didn't want out. I wasn't in any gang, my aunt would have my head if I did. And then my cousin, I tried to deal with the fact that she was gone in a matter of seconds. How do you think I feel, knowing that your cousin died? Just over a drive-by! I may have got hit, but I didn't die! And then you, you just try to get payback at Fitz, right? Well let me say something. Payback will get you nowhere if you don't have a life to live." I ranted and I felt my throat tighten up. My story was sappy but it was true. I did move to Brooklyn for a while. And my cousin did die from a drive-by on the block. And I did get hit. It was in the shoulder, so I didn't die, or whatever. The only thing I didn't tell Eli was that I wanted payback on who did it. Someone gave me a gun, but I was too scared to do it. I didn't want my life to go down the toilet for killing someone. I wouldn't be able to cope. So I moved back to Canada and lived with mom, where the rest of life was fine. Eli was at a loss for words. I shook my head and turned around, walking away from the scene. I walked all the way back home, not caring if Eli followed me or not. I didn't care that I missed the rest of school. When I made it back, I had laid on the couch and fell asleep, trying not to think about all that I confessed. Man, was tomorrow gonna be worse. I've done a lot of bad things in my lifetime, I can't do another.
A/N: Whoa, didnt see that comin did ya? Review pwese!
