A/n: O so this is really short, and reallystupid but it leading into the next chapter. Which I'm pretty confident about so please ready. And tell me what you think. I'm how do you think i'm doing with Jade thought process is she a little too ooc for you? Because I want to keep her in character, but at the same time this is a journal. Don't call it a diary Jade hates that, hehe. I'm so lame.


...I'm a loner...

It's not really because I want to, like everyone thinks. I'm always alone, and that's how it's always been.

I never chose to be this way; an outsider. Well maybe I did just a little.

This is going to sound really confusing if I don't start from the beginning so...I guess I'll have to.

You know what? I've yet to figure out why I've ever started to write in you. I just found you, hiding to my drawer. You were hidden underneath my clothe, and I should throw you away. I kind of remember writing in as a kid but I didn't find any of the pages. Which brings me back to, why the hell am I right in you? This is insane.

I must be losing it. One because I actually writing in you. And to because I referring to you…this as a you. I mean I'm arguing with myself here.

Ugh, now I feel that I've annoyed and repulsed with myself. This journal thing is stupid for me I quit.


A/n: Like I said it's really short but, I'll try to make the next chapter longer so just...

...please review