Sorry for the wait, enoy


I couldn't believe that I could actually have fallen asleep after only being up for a few hours last night. I loved sleeping, except there were a couple of problems. One, I couldn't see Jacob. Two, I couldn't see Jacob. Then three, I couldn't see Jacob. I mean his room was next to mine, but if I walked into his room while he was sleeping I kind of felt like a stalker.

I crawled out from under my covers and made my way to the kitchen. No one was up yet, well out of the bedroom at least, so I started my breakfast. I have grown to like human food more than blood; I only hunt once a month now. I do have to admit avoided eating in front of Jacob, because I kind of ate like a pig. Not necessarily messy just a whole lot of it at a time.

I cracked four eggs into a bowl and started to scramble them while whistling. I grabbed some peppers, mushrooms, spinach, sausage, and cheese to add to my omelet. I hear the small movement of air as the door opened, then closed. Jacob stepped into the kitchen.

"You making breakfast?" I love how the first thing he thinks of when he wakes up is food, I thought sarcastically.

"Yeppers" I poured the eggs into the heated pan

"Tho are you thuper duper exthided for today" he said with a heavy lisp and a cheesy grin on his face

"Very much so. It is a nice day, for once" It was almost always raining in Forks Washington. We had moved to New Hampshire, but when my dad heard "vampire" in some ones thoughts, we moved that day. Thank goodness that no one that my parents used to go to school with were still here, that would be very problematic. The whole family starts our senior year in about a month, not much more summer left.

I added the rest of my breakfast ingredients in accordingly. I placed the omelet onto a place and turned around. Jacob was holing a fork and a knife in his hands in such a way that made him look like an old cartoon. I was completely surprised 'feed me' didn't come chanting from his mouth. I sat down and took a bite. I heard his mouth pop open

"Oh did you want some?" I inquired, he just stared at me. I chuckled and grabbed another plate. I gave him almost all of it and left me about a half of an eggs worth. I was hungry but, no food, or the love of your life left to fend for himself. If you knew Jacob you would give him all your food in a heart beat. Plus I could always eat later before we went to the beach. I ate extra slow so that he wouldn't think that I was giving him all my food, I mean I was but I didn't want him to feel guilty for it.

After he ate his portion of the omelet he went to go change. When he saw I wasn't heading to my room he looked at me inquisitively.

"Aren't you going to change, I mean unless you want to go in your pajamas?" he laughed at his own joke

"I'm gonna go…do…something," I stuttered he gave me a curious look but a satisfied nod as he went to his room to change. I hurriedly went to the refrigerator and began eating some sliced ham from the top draw as fast as a half vampire half human possibly could. I heard Jake's door open so I finished off the piece I was working on. And shut the refrigerator door. Now you get the picture of why I don't eat in front of him.

I made my way to my bedroom and threw on the outfit that me and Alice had picked out. I quickly brushed my bronze curly hair that effortlessly hung at the bottom of my short dress, My mom never wanted to cut it when I was little so I guess it just passed on, plus I got the feeling that Jacob like it when it was long a lot as well.

I walked out side of my room and Jacob's mouth popped open again. My mom came from the kitchen and placed her hand under his chin.

"Close your mouth you might catch flies in there," she said as she closed it for him, my dad growled at what I thought were Jacob's thought, it's the only reason I thought he would look like that. I smiled as I blushed.

"You guys are going to the beach." He said as a statement, of course. I nodded.

"See you guys later," Mom and Dad both waved as we left the house with our picnic basket. Jake set the basket in the back of my "Baby Blue Bentley" which is often what I called it. It was a gift for my "16th" birthday party. He walked me to the passenger seat and opened the door for me. I snagged the keys and ran to the driver's side and got in.

"No one touches my baby but me!" I laughed. He rolled his eyes and resultantly got inside. We held hands as I drove to La Push. Jake was warm. I can't feel actual heat but, he was warm. On the inside, he had this whole persona to him that was well, warm.

When we arrived at First Beach I grabbed the picnic basket and we walked to set our stuff down. Jacob so shed his shirt after us lying on the bear sand.

"I miss you Jake" I admitted

"I'm right here Ness" he grabbed my hand a little tighter

"I know but, you've been gone a lot lately, and I miss you" I laid on my side so my face was inches away from his

"I miss you to, but tonight I am here with you. If I leave I give you permission to swear at me, throw things at me, or even leave me. You know I can't handle that so I am here." I smiled and leaned into his lips, they melted around his.

"I love you" I said

"I love you more,"

"As if that was possible," he rolled his eyes

After talking for hours I stood up. "Wanna go for a walk?" he nodded and stood up to. I took off my dress leaving me in my bikini. We saw other couples walking down the beach. People in the water but, no couples. I kissed Jacob and slid past him into the water.

"Catch me if you can," I challenged as I ran into the deep blue ocean. He laughed and ran after me.

"I'm gonna get you," he said as he grabbed me at my waist from behind. We both laughed as we fell into the water. After many rounds of water fights it started to get dark so we went to eat. We brought pb and j's I started to eat mine when Jake got a text. He had a worried look on his face.

"What wrong Jacob?" I looked confused

"Are you going to kill me if I have to leave?" he said worriedly

"Yes" I said wide eyed, did he really just ask that? I heard a howl rip through the sky. He got up.

"I have to go, I'm sorry" my mouth dropped open

"You're kidding me right?" I asked in disbelief

"No," I held his head in shame. Paul and Embry game out from the trees

"Jake come on!" Paul said

"I am" he turned around

"Jacob Black you leave here now you're leaving me," He turn around again

"I'm sorry" he turned and ran into the darkness

Did he just break up with me? Did I just break up with him? Either one I don't like. Tears cane streaming down my face furiously. I grabbed our stuff and put it in the back of my car and started the car. I drove about a hundred miles per hour to the main house.

I couldn't believe what happened. I hoped that any moment I would wake up in Jakes arms the moon lit beach sky above us. He himself said he wouldn't blame me if I left him. Did he want that to happen? Was this just an out for him? I mean I knew he didn't want to never see me again, but did he just want to be friend? Was that why he was never home? I started doubting my self, but I refused to do that.

I ran and knocked on the door; Dad opened it and pulled me into his arms. I stood there for a minute and just cried into his shoulder, probably ruining his shirt, but I knew he wouldn't care. I finally suppressed my sobs enough to walk in. Emmet walked up to me and picked me up.

"Do I need to kick someone's ass sweet heart?" I nodded and he slightly smiled.

"I can have that arranged" I knew he was serious but he said it in a comforting voice.

"Can we go to the store?" I asked

"Sure why?" my dad said

"I want to stuff myself with junk food" he hid a smile but nodded. Emmet set me on the floor. Just Dad and I went while the others tried to find a movie we could watch. We got into the car and drove like mad men to the grocery store. We pulled into the little no-name shop, and got out of the Volvo. He put his arm around me and we walked inside. I got ice cream, candy, popcorn, and chocolate. He smiled a little bigger at every item I picked up.

I'm half vampire so I don't gain weight, I'm actually pretty lucky. I can eat all this tonight and not gain a pound, good for sad nights like tonight when I wanted to eat my body weight in carbs.

We walked up to the counter to pay, the cashier was probably seventeen. She started making eyes at my dad! She then looked at his arm around me and rolled her eyes. Did she think we were dating? I mean we both look eighteen but, he is my dad! He looked and me and with one swift nod confirmed my theory. I shook my head and smiled.

"Have a nice night," she looked at Dad

"Fat ass," she mumbled as we walked away, I growled, Dad grimaced

We drove in almost silence every once in a while a tear would roll down my cheek, but Dad knew I didn't want to talk about it. We pulled into the garage and Dad got the bags and I walked inside to change into something more comfortable.

We watched "Napoleon Dynamite", I could actually laugh through the movie thanks to Jasper.

"You know you're the best uncle ever?" I told him while shoving popcorn into my mouth

"Of course I knew that" he smirked

"What about me?" Emmet said raising his hands as Dad was holding me

"If you could make me happy then you could be my favorite" I told him and he smiled

"Well that mutt is going to get his ass kicked by me!" he stood up when there was a knock at the door "That's my cue," he smirked and walked to answer the door.

Even though I wanted to cry with all my heart I felt Jasper helping me stay positive. Emmet grabbed the door and of course on the other side was Jacob.

"I thought I told you I would literally kill you if you ever mistreated my niece. Well there she is crying because you left her." Emmet growled

"Can you just give me a chance to explain?" he said to me. I couldn't bring myself to look him in he eyes. I actually started to get angry and Japer knew when I got angry no one could do anything. Enlighten me on what was so important that you left me for, I thought so Dad could translate

"What happened?" Dad asked

"Paul caught a scent that want normal," he defended himself; I struggled out of my dads arm to stand.

"You 'catch'" I used air quotes "a new scent every day, don't you think you might be paranoid?" I yelled at him

"I just want to protect you," he sighed

"Protect me," I was furious now "don't put this on me, don't you dare! If a squirrel passed by you would go on patrol! YOU ARE INSANE! If anything was truly wrong my family would be out there!" I spat at him

"Nessie calm down" my dad tried to sooth me, I had almost forgot they were here.

Dad can Jacob and I go to the cottage, I don't feel comfortable fighting in front of everyone? He thought for a second

"Don't break anything and hey no, make up sex on the counter," he laughed, trying to calm me down even though I knew he was as mad as I was, but I silenced him with a glare. I took off running and Jacob fallowed behind me. I ran into the come ttage and slammed the door in Jacobs face. He opened the door and proceeded in.

"What happened to 'If I leave I give you permission to swear at me, throw things at me, or even leave me' what about that?" I screamed

"I didn't know this was going to come up?" he said and then it clicked

"That's not it, you think I'm so wrapped around your finger that I don't care what you do" I screeched

"That not it," he seemed hurt by my accusation

"Fuck that!" I lunched a pillow that was on the couch.

How did it come to this? Me cursing, being violent, and hating Jacob? It was hard to believe just a few hours ago we were a happy couple lying on the beach.

I was suddenly knocked off my feet as the air in my lungs was forced out. I heard an earsplitting CRACK! I felt the wall behind me give in. I smelt blood coming from my head. I saw the cushion on my lap and a very broken lamp in front of me. I put two together. Jacob threw the pillow and lamp at me. I felt excruciating pain coming from my head.

He rushed over to me sobbing. "I'm so sorry" he whispered

"How could you?" I sobbed in pain, he grabbed his phone.

"Edward we got a problem?" he said

"What happened dog?"

"I'm sorry" he sobbed in the phone, and then I heard the door open and a loud BANG!

"You filthy mutt," Dad yelled a he had Jacob by the throat "You will never my family let alone see my daughter ever again"

"Daddy" I managed to pass through my lips. He dropped Jacob but Emmet was in front of him. He picked me up and looked at me.

"Let's get you to Carlisle sweetie," he turned to Emmet

"Take care of that," he gestured to Jacob

"Don't hurt him" was the last thing I said before the darkness took over my head.


Sorry this one kind of sucks. My boyfriend helped me so blame him, lol. I know this is early to be starting problem but there will be more to come. I promise ill try to keep Jacob (my boyfirend, coincidence much?) away for the next chapter, lol. The next one wont be up for a little, my NAVY brother is coming in from Europe. Hope you enjoyed!