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Chapter 4
:: Jacob's Point of View ::
(Flashback)
We stared at each other without any hesitancy. The need, the desire, the fire, overtook us both and we went at it like crazed lovers who didn't have much time. Her jeans were down on the dirt floor and my hand between her legs, feeling her wet, swollen pussy. It felt so good between my fingers. I jerked her panties off and placed them in the back pocket of my jeans. She gave a little gasp and looked into my eyes. I stared back, getting lost in its chocolate depths. She grinned and I pushed one finger deep inside her until she moaned. Bella grabbed the front of my jeans and began to stroke my dick; she started rubbing it, fondling it. And just like that my dick jumped to life, becoming even harder than I was already. I wanted her so bad I was shaking. I helped her unzip my fly, with my free hand, covering her trembling ones. In a blink of an eye, she was down on her knees, giving me head, damn… I could stay like this all day long with her wet lips kissing my shaft and sucking on the tip. I stared down at her. She stared up at me with my dick in her mouth. She got back to work on it, sucking it so hard I was about to come in a second flat. I pulled her up. She grabbed onto my face with her hands and I suddenly had her back pressed up against a Spruce Tree, her legs hugging my hips, my dick inside her. I pounded against her as hard as I could. She moaned for more. I gave her more, each stroke bringing us closer to the end. She moaned my name and arched away from the tree. I pushed one hand inside her shirt and squeezed her breast, pinching at her nipple. Her moans were getting louder and louder and I knew she was coming. A flood of good feeling wrapped around me as I realized I was giving her this, this orgasm, this time in space that only we would have. I loved knowing she would never forget this, that when she thought about it she'll definitely blush. I began to hammer inside her, feeling it come, marching right up to the edge and jumping off, leaving me to go with the flow. I shuddered when I came inside her. I could feel her pussy tighten over my dick and squeeze. I stared at her flushed cheeks, her swollen lips that I was about to attack again. Thrusting my tongue into her mouth, she held on to me and sucked on it, moaning as I kissed her….
"Hey! Hurry up in there! We're running late!" Billy yelled from the other side of the locked bathroom door.
I shook my head before I rinsed down the tiled walls of the shower. Ever since Bella and I have been "talking" the sexual escapades we endured as teens were constantly re-playing in my mind. I was getting a little bit tired of the constant masturbation. Hopefully in this camping trip I can remind Bella about what a fox she is when she's under or on top of me.
"Dad! Come on!" Junior hollered out from the other side of the door.
"I'm coming!" Literally. I thought to myself with a devious smile.
I closed my eyes and thought about Bella. I want her so bad right now. I want to feel all of her, every glorious inch of her porcelain skin. I want to be close enough that I could feel the blood rushing through her veins. I want to be inside her again. Letting her know how much I loved, missed, and wanted her. I need to prove it to her. And I have two weeks to do just that.
Like a good boy, I found a marriage counselor for us and we saw Dr. Jasper Whitlock every day this past week. We made some serious improvements. The Doc said that as long as we openly communicated our feelings towards one another we should be okay. He also agreed about us taking things slow and I just wanted Bella back. Even if I have to masturbate in the shower for the next year, she's worth it.
There's just one little problem… when we kiss, I can feel her wanting more. But she's a tough cookie. She'll back away, look around, to make sure nobody saw, and say "good night." I wonder if she was pleasing herself everyday… Nope, must get dressed, can't let my thoughts go there. I stepped out of the bathroom and hauled ass to my bedroom to get dressed.
Once dressed, I looked around at the un-made bed, the dirty socks that littered the wooden floor, and shrugged. I'll clean it up eventually. I walked out of my bedroom that was also Junior's room when he stayed for the weekends, and was about to head out but I saw Bella sitting on the couch.
I raised an eyebrow at her, "Something wrong?"
She stood and walked over towards me. I took a moment to study the sway of her hips. Her body is so tight, toned, and one hundred percent woman. Her curves drove me crazy. Her body always felt so good underneath mine.
She kind of dropped one shoulder, as she crossed the small living room space, cocked her head to the side. She kind of smiled through her brown eyes, kind of laughed, too.
"What?" I asked amused.
"The way you look at me…" She stopped in front of me. She took my hand and placed it over her heart. "My heart beats so fast. After all this time you still have all this power over me."
My heart was beating just as fast as hers was. I was beginning to shake again. "Bella," was all I could think of to say.
She lightly shook her head, stood on her tip toes, and lifted her head towards mine. Our lips grazed, softly then she softly sucked my bottom lip into her mouth. I was a goner after that. She ground herself against me, twining her leg around mine. I walked us back to my bedroom and began to undress her…
"Hello? Mom? Dad?" Junior called for us in a sing-song voice.
Panting heavily we untangled ourselves from each other. She quickly stood up and began to button up the black and red flannel shirt she wore. I blew out a frustrated breath and got to my feet, zipping up my pants. Junior walked into the room right when Bella grabbed a flashlight from on top of the dresser.
"Found it!" She coolly lied.
"Can we go?" Junior gestured towards the front door.
"I need to find the bug spray for the tents. Give us five minutes." I turned Junior around and lightly spanked his behind. With a "Hey!" he ran out the door. I shut it and locked it, turning my attention back to Bella.
"Five minutes?" She asked with raised eyebrows.
"I've done it in less than five minutes. Remember…" I was about to remind her about that time in the Stock Room of the Newton Store, but she placed a slim finger on my lips hushing me.
"I remember every single time, but we can't do it like this. When we do, do it, I want it to last longer than five minutes or less." She sucked her bottom lip into her mouth and looked up at me with sparkly eyes.
"Cock blocked by my own offspring." I mumbled.
She laughed, tossed the flashlight on top of the bed, and wrapped her arms around my neck. "I love you Jacob Black."
"I love you too Isabella Black." I leaned in and kissed her hauling her hot body impossibly closer to mine.
A loud BEEP disturbed our little moment. We were walking out when she stopped and turned to face me, "Condoms?" She whispered out.
I laughed, "Already packed babe."
She rolled her eyes at me, "So you were planning on getting laid?"
I shrugged my shoulders, "Not really, I was hoping we would, so I packed it just in case."
We were walking side by side towards the rented Mini Van, before I opened the door for her she whispered in my ear, "I hope you brought a lot."
I gulped as I watched her get in. This was going to be the best two weeks of my life!
"Finally!Come on we're wasting day light." Junior annoyingly exclaimed.
"Cool it squirt your beginning to sound like your Grandpa Billy." I chuckled getting behind the steering wheel.
"Dad?" Junior asked once we hit the highway.
"No, we're not there yet." I took a wild guess he was going to ask me that. I saw it on TV all the time. This was going to be his first road trip so…
He laughed, "No dad, why do we need bug spray if we're staying in cabins?"
"I brought a tent anyway because you guys are going to sleep outside." I was joking, but I told him as serious as I could.
"Awesome!" He exclaimed.
Charlie and Billy chuckled.
"You actually want to sleep outside in a tent?" Bella asked him while soothing his hair back out of his eyes.
He nodded, "Yeah I can't wait. Jeremy and Alex said the last time they went camping they got to see a black bear go through their food while they were in the tent. This is going to be awesome!"
Awesome, became Junior's favorite word. The first time he said "Dad you're awesome!" I thought wow, to myself. My son thinks I'm awesome. Then he started using it for every little thing. "That movie was awesome;" "Mom's spaghetti was awesome;" "That game was awesome." Everything was awesome to the little guy. So I didn't feel too special afterwards.
Forty minutes into the drive…
"Jacob, can we stop somewhere I have to go to the bathroom." Bella asked in a low whisper. The road put everyone else to sleep.
"Babe, why didn't you go before we left the house?" I whispered back as I got off the highway to head towards the nearest convenience store.
"Because I was a bit pre-occupied helping you look for the bug spray," She smirked in my direction when I parked the van in front of the convenience store.
I got out of the van and walked around to meet up with her. She looked back at the van.
"They'll be fine, come on." I tugged on her hand and led her inside. "I'll wait for you right here." I said reluctantly letting go of her hand. She shook her head and pressed her entire length against me.
"Come with me," She whispered in my ear before grazing her teeth on my ear lobe.
"Here?" I asked in disbelief as she took me into the Family bathroom.
She began to undress herself. "I thought you wanted our first time to be more special than a Family bathroom," I teased as I started to undress myself too.
"I want you so bad. I can't wait two seconds." I roped my arms around her waist and pulled her back to me.
"Bella, you feel so good." I hoarsely whispered in her ear. She smiled as my hands ran up her torso to her breasts. My mouth met her neck, kissing, nibbling, and tormenting her. Her hands hit the sink as I unhooked the front clasp of her black lacey bra.
"I can't believe we're doing this," She said turning her head to the side to look at me.
"Me either, but I'm glad we are." I slid her black lacey panties down her thighs and kissed my way up from her lower back. I was already on edge, for sure I would be coming the second I entered her… "Shit! Condom."
Bella bit her lower lip, "Fuck it, Jacob just… Please. I need you." Her breath was choppy, but she sure as hell didn't need to tell me twice. She widened her stance, looked over her shoulder as I slowly slid inside of her. Her muscles clenched, pulling me deeper. She lost patience and pressed back against me, wanting more. I wrapped my arms around her waist. She gripped the side of the sink with both hands out, anchoring herself.
"Relax, baby," I pulled her up to me, her back to my front. "Perfect. God you're sexy." My hand slid down to massage her as I slowly pulled out and thrust back into her, driving her mad. "Open your eyes baby, watch me love you."
Her eyes fluttered open, and she was mesmerized by our reflection in the mirror on the wall, above the sink. "Oh," was all she said. I surrounded her, my dark hand on her white breast, the other between her legs. The way she watched me and moved, took my breath away. "I love you Bella."
I watched her watch me. The emotion of it all clogged her throat I could tell, she managed to nod. My thrusts became more intense, along with my breath, and my love. I didn't think I could love her anymore than I already did. Her head rolled back against my shoulder. "Jacob… oh God." She didn't bother fighting it. She came with a ragged cry, and I joined her, drawing out her orgasm and shattering any doubts that she might have had about my love for her.
Getting dressed I couldn't take my eyes off of her. Once she had her shirt buttoned up she was standing in front of the mirror again, this time finger combing her hair. "I love you too." She said turning around to face me. Looking as normal as she did when we walked in. Her cheeks were slightly flushed, but I loved that look on her.
The left corner of my mouth lifted up in a silly grin. "Marry me, Bells."
Silence…
I can't believe I just proposed to Bella again, after having great make-up sex in a public bathroom. The silence just stretched on and on. "I guess I know the answer." I murmured as I walked out. Bella stood there still stunned to silence leaning against the sink. What was I supposed to do? The only thing worse than proposing marriage in a public bathroom, after having amazing sex, was the silence that followed said proposal.
