Chapter two!(:


i stare at him,

i feel so,

undeserving.

i dont deserve this chocolate-loving

god.

i was lucky enough to be in his presense.

not be with him.

who was i, in a galaxy

full of much deserving men?

why choose me, when you can have

models, or artists?

ravers or writers?

he deserved more than me.

a gamer.

as i squeeze his hand,

to be sure he wasnt asleep,

i think about us.

about how we met.

science lab adventures in wammys'

got me the shot of being his friend.

i'd have given my legs

just to stand in the door frame.

he deserved so much more.

we lay here, on our hill,

waiting for the rain to fall,

waiting for one of us to just get up,

grab our shoulders,

and give the first kiss.

i breathe in fresh air deep and sit up.

i wouldnt make him do it.