Final chapter!(:
he doesnt know whats going to happen
neither do i.
i struggle to breathe as i pull him
up, too.
i hope for a distraction.
i hope for a near by crash.
explosion,
just so he doesnt hear
my heart beat.
"Fear is the heart of love."
i like that song,
i think of that.
"I will follow you into the dark." i say.
he looks at me funny.
i cant help but make a face
in my head.
it makes sense to me.
i try to think cool.
ice.
snow.
russia winter.
i breathe in deep and lean in.
i hope for an explosion.
one comes.
in my head.
fireworks of every color
explode in my brain,
my body,
my mouth.
we part and i feel it.
i hear it,
i think he does,too.
my heart beat as it pounds
againt my heaving chest.
he stared at me,
and i seen his chest heave too.
did he feel it?
he leans in again, but hugs me.
and from this,
i know he did.
"I'll follow you, too."
i smile.
..."well hold eachother soon. in the blackest of rooms."
