Final chapter!(:


he doesnt know whats going to happen

neither do i.

i struggle to breathe as i pull him

up, too.

i hope for a distraction.

i hope for a near by crash.

explosion,

just so he doesnt hear

my heart beat.

"Fear is the heart of love."

i like that song,

i think of that.

"I will follow you into the dark." i say.

he looks at me funny.

i cant help but make a face

in my head.

it makes sense to me.

i try to think cool.

ice.

snow.

russia winter.

i breathe in deep and lean in.

i hope for an explosion.

one comes.

in my head.

fireworks of every color

explode in my brain,

my body,

my mouth.

we part and i feel it.

i hear it,

i think he does,too.

my heart beat as it pounds

againt my heaving chest.

he stared at me,

and i seen his chest heave too.

did he feel it?

he leans in again, but hugs me.

and from this,

i know he did.

"I'll follow you, too."

i smile.

..."well hold eachother soon. in the blackest of rooms."