" I fell for him. I fell so hard."

Henry patted his friends shoulder lightly. Since the revelation of his sexuality it had become a ritual of the boys to lay in the same bed and talk about the Roberto debacle.

" I know."

James stiffened and closed his eyes. " We could've been perfect together. We had so much in common. We have so much fun together. Henry"

James paused to listen for Henry's steady breathing. " Yeah?"

James continued on " The way he makes me feel. It's like no one I've ever met. "

Henry gulped at the sound of this. James didn't notice. Henry rolled his eyes knowing that if James could see him he would get upset. He was thankful that the dark could hide his true emotions.

"He's not that great."

James sighed and turned over to face the wall. " You don't even know him. "

Henry scoffed. " Bullshit. I know him very well. A typical jock."

James turned and faced Henry only being able to vaguely make out his silhouette. " He's not a fucking stereotype."

" Please." Henry waved his hand in the air.

James turned around and scoffed. " Why do I even talk to you about these things."

Henry leaned up on his elbows and stared at the boy whose back was turned towards him. " Excuse me?"

James immediately sat up and turned back to face the boy straight on. " You know nothing about love"

Henry grabbed onto James's neck and pulled him in closer by his collar. At first their lips did nothing but smash against each other. James could feel the longing that Henry had. He could feel the warmth of his fingertips across his neck.

He liked it.

Henry traced his tongue across James's bottom lip. James shuddered at the feeling. He moved towards his neck and kissed him tenderly and slowly before whispering " Love isn't sitting around crying over someone."

" Henry."

" Henry"

The light from the window illuminated the dorm room. Henry opened his eyes to the face he had just been holding on too. James was fully dressed and ready for class. He was smiling at him but was obviously confused.

" Dude, I don't know what you were dreaming about. But I had to wake you up." he shuddered a little for the dramatic effect " The noises you were making were...something else"

James laughed and Henry threw his covers over his head trying to hide his embarrassment. " You tell anyone, I kill you."

James flipped over the covers and waved his cell phone in front of Henrys face " My new ringtone bro!"

Henry lunged for the phone but James was too fast for him. Henry fumbled with his sheets as he chased him. James ran towards the door and slammed it shut. Henry sighed and slumped to the ground. He rubbed his face in frustration.

" I love you. You idiot, I always have"