Hey all you wonderful people :) Here is word 10 and there are four more words left. though the foureenth is very short...very short. So i am curious do you guys want double updates? or do you want to take it one chapter at a time? It all depends on what you guys prefer because i can do either..or neither...but no one whats that right? Okay so hopefully this comes as an interesting shock...i hope you weren't expecting this and also more shocking things yet to come...lol well i at least hope they shock you because that was the intent i had when writing them. now i am off hope you guys enjoy this chapter and please tell me what you think and if you have questions i will answer them unless they are directly contected to the plot because you don't want me to give it way just yet right? lol
~Kai
Many Years Ago
Mary sat on the edge of Dean's bed, gently stroking his hair as she watched him slumber peacefully. She knew it would be along while before Dean would ever have to worry about his destiny; but his destiny made her worry none the less. Of course, she had confidence in him. She could tell already tell that he was he was the one who could do it. She also knew that he would need a lot of help.
The only thing Mary was really worried about was whether he would recognize the help he was given. Since this help would come as another angel, would grace his life in so many ways, but she was scared he wouldn't see it that when he got older. Her hand slowly traced the curve of his small cheek bone. She smiled as he squirmed a little then snuggled closer a little closer to her.
"Dean." Her voice was soft as she leaned in and whispered into his small ear. "Remember to keep an eye on your brother. Sam is going to go through hardships that will cause him to doubt himself and I want you to please never doubt him. He will come to appreciate this and not doubt you when you will question yourself. Also Dean when you meet the person you will come to love, don't doubt them. Since doubt only ever causes riffs between people and angels." Mary finished and brought her head back up away from Dean's head. She then gently pushed another lock of Dean's hair away from Dean's face as she stood up from his bed and exited his bedroom.
Outside of Dean's room John stood solemnly as he locked eyes with Mary's. She smiled at him sweetly. She still loved him and she always would. Nothing he could do would change that, but that didn't mean she wasn't disappointed in his choices, but then again what other choices had did he have? She had hoped that he would have come up with a better solution, but when this one presented its self it was one he had to take.
He tried to smile back at her, but his smile fell short and looked more like a grimace.
"Are you ready to go?" He asked in a low voice. She just nodded her head up and down as a response.
The ride to Alastair's was mostly silent only John's unsteady breathing, which came in and out in rough pauses sporadically. He seemed to be more nervous then she was. In all truth she didn't feel nervous. She was sure that whatever happened would happen for a reason, whether she lived or died. Sure given the choice she would choose was to live because she would love to see what would become of her two boys. She knew they would grow up to be great men, just like their father. Even if neither of them would ever truly see just what a great man their father was.
"John, can you promise me something?" She asked slowly as her gazed locked with John's. He nodded his head up and down.
"Yes of course." He said hastily.
"Will you promise me that you will take care of Dean and Sam and will you promise me to help Dean full fill his destiny. I know he will do great things, he couldn't not with a great father like you." Her smile was sweet and soft, just like her voice.
"I'll always protect Dean."John said confidently then added "And Sam. I everything I will do, will be for them."
"I know John. I appreciate that. I am sorry for what might happen in the future. Things will probably not end well for you, and for that I'm so very sorry." Mary said in a low voice suddenly looking away from John from guilt.
"Mary please never feel sorry for me. I made all these choices for the same reason you did, and I never wanted pity from anyone and I especially don't want yours of all peoples." He said sternly as he leaned over and captured her lips with hers.
"Is it because of what I am?" Her voice was so quiet that John had to struggle to hear it.
"No! Never!"John protested shaking his head vigorously from side to side "Mary, I have never felt this way about anyone before, but you know I can't back out of a deal with Alastair." John said gently stroking her face pushing a lock of her blond hair behind her ear.
"I know that. Alastair would have caught you if you had come up with any other request then the one you did. I am impressed that you came up with one so quickly after all the other circumstances arose." She sighed as she pushed her hand through John's hair.
"I'm impressed that he bought it as well. Mary" His voice began to shake and fade away. "I am so sorry that I had to drag you into this. Please…. Please pull through. I don't know what I would do without you. I don't think I can take care of those two boys without you." His voice was pleading as tears began to well up in his eyes.
"John, I have never been more confident in you because I know you can do this. I am sure that there willl be a lot of distain between you and the boys, but I am sure they will come to see what you have done. That you helped bring them together, you helped me, that other angel Michael, and one day you'll help both Dean and the other angel Michael mentioned." Mary said in an understanding tone as her hand moved from his hair to squeeze his hand tightly.
"I am just not sure how I will know which angel I need to find. Michael didn't give me a name. Just the information that the angel's wings sparkled in the morning sunlight, so what am I just suppose to test every angel's wings now?" He demanded and looked away avoiding eye contact with Mary, like he might be ashamed.
"You will find this angel. You found me didn't you?" She said brightly as the impala slowed to a stop in front of Alastair's mansion.
They kissed one more time, passion evident between them, they both new it was unlikely that they would meet again because the likely hood that Mary would survive was so low.
"I love you." John muttered his lips still caressing hers. He felt her smile then press her lips more forcefully back down on his.
I love you too." She whispered as she finally pulled away and opened the car door. She gave him one last parting smile before she got out of the car and waltzed up to the door step of Alastair's mansion. She looked back at John and waved him good bye and vanished inside when the door opened.
John sat there in his car for a long while until he finally collected himself enough to drive home and take care of all that Mary left behind. John jumped out of the car after he parked it in front of the mansion. He hated this place, but it had been in his family for generations and he half expected it to stay that way even after all that was going to happen. He tipped his head up and to the sky and prayed. This was new experience for John because the only thing he had faith in before was himself. Now he had to have faith in destiny and in Dean because it was what would help save them.
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Family: n, 1: a group of people united by certain convictions (as religion or philosophy): FELLOWSHIP 2: a group of persons of common ancestry: CLAN 3: a group of things related by common characteristics or properties 4: a group of individuals living under one roof: HOUSEHOLD
Dean stared went from the angel that was standing before him to his brother, who just gave his shoulders a shrug as a response to his brothers blank stare.
"Who….How?" Dean stammered as his arms suddenly began flailing towards the angel with the amber wings, who stood in front of them looking particularly annoyed at Dean's reaction.
"Don't look at me. Kara found him." Sam stuttered back at Dean.
"I'm standing right here! There's no point in excluding me in your conversation." The angel said loudly as he rolled his eyes at the brothers.
Both Sam and Dean turned and locked gaze at him as if his statement had never once even crossed their mind. Both look away from the angel again as they heard the door slam and Kara enter.
Her blond hair was pulled back into a tight pony tail with a few strands acting as bangs because they had been too short in length to be a part of the initial ponytail. She ignored Sam and Dean as she crossed the room extending her hand out to the angel.
"Hello Gabriel. I am sorry if the welcoming committee wasn't up to your standers." She said with a smile as she turned to look at Sam, who just scowled at her.
"It's good to finally meet you." Gabriel said as he gripped Kara's hand firmly "Now, could you tell these chuckle heads to lighten up because I have a plan."
"What are you talking about?" Dean demanded suddenly because he didn't like the fact that he felt he was out of the loop.
"I'm here to help you free Castiel. He's my little brother, and after letting him down so many times before I feel somewhat obligated to save his butt. Plus look at this fox." He said brightly as leaned closer to Kara, who giggled.
Sam tensed and quickly snaked his arm around Kara's waist, but all Kara did was squirm away. Looking away from Sam and over at the angel, who just smirked proudly.
Dean thought this dude was jerk, but he was connected to Castiel and Dean was desperate.
"You have a plan to save Cass?" Dean asked slowly looking over at Gabriel, who just gave his head a swift nod.
"Yes, I do." He said a cocky air embedded in his voice.
Sam glared back that the angel. He was really starting to get on his nerves.
"Just who do you think you are?" Sam spat and both Kara and Dean looked back at Sam in surprise at his sudden outburst at the angel.
"I'm the one with an actual plan." Gabriel said in differently.
Sam glared at the angel, clenching his fist and grinding his teeth. Dean raised his eyebrows and rolled his eyes in the same fashion the angel had done earlier. Kara on the other hand reached out looked away from Sam. Gabriel on the other hand seemed to find each of the human's reaction humorous.
"I have a great plan that will work just as well." Sam stated defensively as Kara groaned.
"Your plan has so many holes Sam. I found Gabriel because I knew he could help us." Kara affirmed angrily, while she glared over at Sam.
"Yikes! Okay I was all for us helping each other, but we're trying to accomplish one common goal, and that is to save Cass." Dean finally interjected sternly causing the fighting between the two of them to ceased.
"Sorry." Both Sam and Kara mumble at the same time avoiding eye contact with each member of the group.
"You know what. I think that you need to talk this out. I will discuss Gabriel's plan with him, then we will incorporate Sam's plan into it as well." Dean says sternly as he headed for the door Gabriel following behind him rather reluctantly. Gabriel seemed to take great pleasure in people's distress.
Sam looked away at the floor. Kara frowned as she reached out and gripped his hand. "I'm sorry." She muttered as Sam perked up and stared at her with wide eyes.
"No! You….You can't say sorry to me. Not after all that I have done." Sam sputtered as he quickly pulled away from her.
"Sam, I understand. You did what you thought you had to do. Plus I did with hold information from you. I was scared of what you would think of me. I know that probably sounds silly because in all honesty I have worked so hard in ignoring everyone's thoughts and then you come crashing in and all the walls I have built come crashing down." She stammered looking suddenly overwhelmed and out of character.
Kara was always in control. Even when she had been sold to that terrible man she always smiled every time Sam passed through the door of the club. It didn't matter what anyone else thought at the moment because it belonged to Sam. It had belonged to Sam since the first moment they met. Yet with Sam she never felt that she was in control.
Sam just stared blankly at her and she rolled her eyes. He always acted this way and it was one of the reasons she liked him, but she also thought that it was so irritating at a time like this.
"Sam, you may think I' am in control but when I am with you I can't be. I want to be….Oh, I really want to be, but then you do something, anything really and I realize that I don't want to be in control with you because I want to be myself. Please Sam…let me be myself with you." Her voice was soft as Sam just continued to stare at her blankly.
"Sam?" She was slightly worried she had lost him, even though she could still hear his thoughts going at nearly a mile a minute.
Suddenly Sam's hand reached out wound behind her waist pulling her close to him. Both were feeling suddenly very consciousness of their closeness. Then quickly Kara's hand weaved throughout Sam's shaggy hair, while Sam's hand trace down her waist to her hips. They finally brought their lips together and passion followed through them.
Finally they pulled away from each other out of breath and panting. "I missed you." Sam whispered into her ear and she just smiled.
"I already knew that." She whispered back planting one more kiss upon his lips.
