A|N: I'm a bitch right? . I haven't updated for weeks. Writers block sucks… ! I've been writing So Unexpected and I didn't know what to right either. : /. I hope you guys like this chapter. anyways… Last time I left you, Clare and Eli were back together so let's see what happens in this chapter…
Warning? Lemon & Smut in this chapter. =)
So… uhh…. I said my last chapter didn't get any reviews so I woke up one morning & I saw a review. And you know who it was from? The Cliffhanger Girl . I was like OMG! And then she said she liked my story ! :') I was so ecstatic. One of my many favorite authors on this liked my story? Isn't that well a dream come true? Lol =] So Anywhoo…I'm usually a little critical about my writing but I've grown to like this story very well and I hope you guys do too! =] So. Here is Chapter three of In too Deep. Im not even gonna write sequel to You and me anymore because you guys probably know that by now. Lol Here we go…
Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi Yet, please don't remind me! -_- I also don't own the idea of clare coming out of the bathroom in a towel. =X I also took this from THE JUNKIE. Omg! I'm such a thief ! =[ but I do however own Melony and Kaylee. (Who's KAYLEE? I don't know…Well I do knw but you guys don't so how bout you read & find out! Yess? ^_^ ONWARD !)
Chapter 3
Eli's POV
I looked up at Clare. I was so happy that we were back together. I knew coming here was the right thing to do and I'm glad of the outcome. I reached up and kissed Clare again. She smiled in the kiss and I smiled back. I loved having her in my arms again. It was the best feeling I could have. I pulled away and started to trail kisses down her neck. I kept kissing her neck until I found that spot that drove her wild earning a small moan from her. I did a mixture of suck and bite on that spot and heard her moan again. I smiled at myself. I trailed kissed until I reached her chest. I pulled the straps to her tank top down and looked into her eyes as I was doing so. They were filled with lust. I went up to kiss her with passion. While kissing her, I was removing her tank top. I passed my hand over her breasts and did a light squeeze to one of them. She moaned in the kiss. I put my arms around her to unclasp her bra without breaking the kiss.
"Let me help you with that." She whispered seductively across my lips. She pulled the straps down and discarded her bra to the ground. She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me chastely. I trailed kisses down her neck once again but didn't stop when I reached her chest. I knew she wanted this. I licked one nipple and groped the other. I took the nipple into my mouth and bit on it a little. That earned a moan from her. She arched her back to meet my actions. She adjusted herself to make her legs wrapped around me. I could tell she felt my hard against her because as soon as she changed her position, she moaned again. I smiled across her boob. I leaned back and she came down with me causing her boob to practically fall into my mouth. I changed boobs and sucked on the previous neglected one. She leaned back causing her nipple to fall from my mouth. She removed my jacket and shirt and I helped her. She stopped to stare at my body.
"See what you like?" I asked smirking.
"Only you would find a way to make this situation funny." She said smirking back. She leaned down and kissed me again. I brought my hand down to in between her legs and started rubbing her there. Her moans kept coming in, in between the kiss. I played with her belt at first before taking off and unbuttoning her pants. I slid my hands in and felt how wet she was.
"I can see you're enjoying this." I said smirking. I put my hands inside her panties and started rubbing her clit erratically. I could fell her heart racing and her breathing became unnormal. I liked how I was making her feel. She got off of me and took her pants off. I pulled my pants off also before she sat back on me with her legs wrapped around me tightly. She smiled at me. Gosh her smile was beautiful. She started to ride me through underwear and this time she earned a moan from me. I took both her hands and intertwined them with mine and kissed her. Her lips were so soft. As I was about to remove her panties, we heard a knock at the door. We both looked up. I looked up at the clock. It read 7:15. Who could be at her door? We got dressed and looked through the window. I saw a girl with short auburn hair just like Clare did with bags. She had a beauty mark on her forehead and had the same lips as Clare. I'm guessing this was her sister.
"EEEEEP! Darcy's here!" Clare yelled. She opened the door and attacked her. "OMG! DARCY! I thought you weren't supposed to be here for another two days?" Clare asked after letting go. Darcy came in and closed the door behind her with her luggage in hand.
"I thought I'd come a little earlier so we can have some more time together. I didn't know you had company." She said eyeballing me. "Hi I'm Darcy, Clare's sister." She said extending her arm.
"I'm Eli. Clare's…" I looked at Clare for reassurance. She nodded. "Boyfriend. Nice to meet you."
"You too. I think you have a little problem." She said looking down. I looked down and my hard was poking out more then I thought it would be. I blushed and saw Clare blushing too. She looked at the both of us.
"Excuse me for a minute will you?" I asked before running to the bathroom across the hall. As I stayed in the bathroom I could hear their conversation.
"What is he doing here? Especially with a boner?" Darcy asked.
"He's staying with me. It gets lonely around here all by myself and he offered to stay with me. And all guys have boners."
"But why does he have one right before you opened the door?"
"We were kissing. Is that a crime? Don't worry, we haven't had sex." I giggled at her little lie. I realized my hard was gone so I walked out the bathroom.
"Sorry about that." I said smiling sheepishly. There was an awkward silence. "So…What's Africa like Darcy?" I asked breaking the awkward vibe there was.
"It's fun. It feels so great to know I was there to help with their problems. It's really beautiful there too." I nodded.
"My mom actually went there a couple months ago. She said she helped with that also. She was part of Unit 65 I think."
"Oh, that's the unit I was in, what's your mom's name?"
"Cece."
"Cece's your mom? She was so great. She was warm with the kids and was the life of the party. She put me to shame. I loved having her there."
"I'll tell her you said hi."
"Thank you." I smiled.
"Would you like me to help you with your luggage?" I asked.
"Sure." She asked giving me her suitcase.
"I'll help too." Clare said. "You can sleep in your room tonight if you want to."
"I was actually hoping on sleeping in your room with you. You know, to catch up on things?" She said. I wanted to sleep in Clare's room. I wanted to finish what I started.
"Oh…okay." Clare said. I could hear the disappointment in her voice. "Eli, if you want, you can sleep in my parent's room."
"Okay." I went upstairs with Clare and put Darcy's bags in Clare's room.
"Remember last time we were here?" I asked smirking. She blushed.
"Shhh! Darcy doesn't know and I plan on keeping it that way." She whispered.
"Okay." I whispered back.
"I'm sorry you can't sleep with me."
"It's okay I guess."
"Come here." She said. I walked over to her and put my hands around her waist and brought her closer. She snaked her arm around my neck and ran her fingers through my hair. We both leaned in and I felt a shock of electricity when our lips met. Our lips moved in sync and I licked her lips when I got the chance. I bit down a little on her lip and she gasped. I took that opportunity to put my tongue in her mouth.
"Ahem!" We heard. We pulled away to see Darcy standing in the doorway. "Thank you for putting my bags up here guys."
"Welcome." Clare said. She looked at me and smiled a blushed smile. I couldn't help but smile back.
"I'll go make us some dinner." I offered.
"You cook too?" Darcy asked.
"Yes he does and he's an amazing cook." Clare said putting emphasis on amazing.
"Well I try not to brag." I said smirking.
"What's wrong with your mouth?" Darcy asked
"What do you mean?" I asked
"It always goes lop-sided."
"It's called a smirk Darcy and I think it's cute." Clare said looking up at me. I blushed.
"Thank you." I said looking at Clare. I made my way downstairs and headed straight to the kitchen. I didn't know exactly what to make so I just made simple spaghetti and meatballs. I took the ingredients out and started working. I boiled the spaghetti and made the sauce. I put tomato sauce, seasoning, garlic, and onions and mixed it. I found hotdogs so I took three sticks and cut them into little circles and put them in a separate bowl. When the spaghetti was cooked, I put it in a skillet that had oil in it and put the sauce in. I put the cooked meatballs in and the hotdogs. After I thought it was well cooked, I got three plates and separated the meal.
"Dinner's ready!" I yelled. I instantly giggled at myself. I sounded like my mom. I heard footsteps come down and Clare's angelic face appeared.
"Mmmm. Something smell's good." She said.
"Are you sure it's not you?" I said smiling. She blushed.
"What are we having?" Darcy said rolling her eyes.
"Come in the kitchen and find out." I said with a little too much attitude.
"No need for attitude. May I remind you, you're dating my sister?"
"How could I forget?" I asked. We sat down in an awkward silence.
"This tastes really good Eli." Clare said. I smiled a thank you.
"It's okay. A little too hardy. Hot dogs and meatballs in one meal? A little too much dead animal don't you think? But I guess you like the dead considering the hearse?" she said.
"Darcy!" Clare said. "Stop acting like such a… a bitch and eat the damn food!" She said. Darcy looked shocked and so did I. I've never heard Clare curse like this.
"You see what you've done to my little Clare? You've turned her into a little potty mouth!" She said to me. What the hell did I do?
"He didn't do anything. You did. Since you walked through those doors you've been picking on him. He cooked for you, he helped you with your bags and all you did was complain."
"And now she's turned against me. Wow Eli, you've made a great impact on little miss St. Clare."
"Seriously Darcy, shut up!" I yelled. I was fed up with her. "I try to respect you but all you did was make fun of my mouth, criticize my food and now you're blaming me for your sister's transformation. I'm sick of it. I've know you for what? 40 minuets now and I already dislike you! What's your deal?" She looked at me then at Clare.
"Maybe I shouldn't have came."
"I'm glad you did Darcy. I really am but can you be a little less critical and a little more open minded?" Clare asked.
"I'll try." She said "And I'm sorry Eli. Clean start?" I glared at her.
"Eli, it's your turn." Clare said. I looked at her and she was practically begging me through hey eyes. I rolled my eyes and nodded.
"Sure." I said. It got quiet again.
"So how's school going?" Darcy asked Clare.
"It's going great."
"Are you still in advanced classes?"
"Yes I am. That's how I met Eli."
"Oh. You guys aren't in the same grade?"
I shook my head.
"I'm in 11th grade." I said.
"Oh. Wow. That's good for you."
"Thank you?" I asked smiling.
"So, are you and Alli still friends?"
"Um…She kind of moved. Something happened and she and her family moved."
"Oh. I'm sorry. What happened?"
"I'd rather not talk about it." She said looking at me. I kept my head low.
"Well now I'm curious. You wanna tell me Eli?"
"Not really." I said smiling sheepishly.
"Please. I mean whatever it is, I won't judge."
I heard Clare sigh and she started to talk.
"If I tell you will you promise not to tell mom. She doesn't know about this."
"Oh okay."
"There was this dance named Vegas night. We went there and I guess Fitz had a thing towards Eli, like a rivalry and KC had a thing for me as in a crush so they planned something. Fitz was going to pay KC money so that he can shoot Eli."
"So that KC can shoot Eli?"
"No, so that Fitz could shoot Eli."
"Oh. Okay continue."
"Okay so the plan was for KC to go to the dance with me and then Eli will come alone and Fitz can have Eli to himself. But I heard a conversation between them so I went with Eli instead. KC brought the gun and put it to Eli's head but it wasn't loaded. The school had to be evacuated and some people were found stripping, drinking, naked and with a gun. I guess Alli and Bianca, a girl a new girl at degrassi, got into a fight the 1st day back to school and the school pulled up her file and everything she kept a secret from her parents were revealed to them so she transferred into another school."
"So Fitz was behind all of this?" I asked.
"Yea. That's what KC told me but I don't think I was suppose to tell anyone so don't say anything to anyone."
"Wow. All that happened?" Darcy asked.
"Yup and now Simpson made changes to the school."
"Woah! What do you mean Simpson made changes?"
"Oh. He's the principle now."
"Snake is the principle? My oh my have things changed since I've left."
"Yupp. He made us wear uniforms and cut off most of the extra curricular activities. No PDA, we have to wear our IDs 24|7 and we're not allowed anywhere without a pass or adult supervision." Clare said.
"PDA?"
"Public display of affection." I said cutting in. Darcy mouthed an O
"You didn't even know that till I told you." Clare said.
"Shhh!" I said jokingly. We stayed talking almost the whole night away. Darcy told us about some of her adventures like learning one of their native languages and some bad things like this little boy died from a disease. We got along pretty well and had fun doing so. I looked over at the microwave and noticed the clock read 11:45.
"I think it's time we hit the hay. It's almost midnight. They all looked at the time and realized I was right. We put the plates in the sink and headed upstairs.
"I'll take my shower first." Darcy said winking at Clare. She went in Clare's room and Clare helped me make my room.
"Did you bring your things?"
"Yeah. They're in the car. I was skeptical on what was gonna happen when I showed up so I left them in the car just in case."
"Come on. I'll help you with them."
"You really wanna go out there at this time?"
"You'll be with me. Why should I be scared?" We headed outside and I opened the doors so we can get the bags. I looked around for any shadows. That's how Kaylee got taken away from us. I never told Clare about Kaylee and I wasn't really ready to yet. I locked Morty and we headed back inside. "You look so paranoid. What's wrong?" Clare asked.
"N-nothing. I was just taking precautions."
"You seem shaken up. Are you sure?"
"Yeah. I was just kind of cold. That's it." How could I lie to her? We just got out of a fight because of lying. I mentally smacked myself
"Oh okay." She said. We went back upstairs and put my things in her parents' room.
"Can we um…change the sheets? I don't think I wanna sleep on the same sheets your parents… you know?" I said.
"Oh yeah." She said laughing. We lifted the sheets off and replaced them. She took the old ones and put them in the laundry room. She came back upstairs and came to me.
"Darcy's still in the bathroom?" She asked.
"I guess so. Does she usually take long showers?"
"Yeah. She does." She said. She came over and sat on my lap. She rested her head on my shoulder and held my hands and intertwined our fingers. I put my arms around her waist and held her close.
"How are you?" I asked rubbing the back of her hand with my thumb. She giggled a little.
"I'm great. Im in my favorite person in the world's arms and my sister's back. How are you?"
"I'm okay. I got my girlfriend back and I have her in my arms."
"And that's okay to you?"
"No. It's the best feeling ever." I said smiling down at her. She looked up at me and pressed her lips against mine. It was a short kiss but it meant so much. She pulled away with a smile. "Did I ever tell you that I loved your smile?" I asked blushing
"Aw you're blushing!" She said.
"You see what you've done to me Edwards?" I said tickling her.
"Are we seriously going through this again Elijah?" she asked laughing.
"Don't call me Elijah and maybe we won't have to." I said still tickling her.
"What do I have to do to get you to stop?"
"Surrender!" I said smiling.
"Alright! I'm sorry." She said. I gave her mercy and let go. She hit me playfully on my arm. I faked pain. "Aww? It hurts?" she said sarcastically.
"You wanna go Edwards?" I said. I picked her up bridal style and spun around.
"Ahhh! Elii!" She said in laughter. I spun around a couple more times and dropped her on the bed. The room was still dizzy for me. As I tried to regain my balance I felt someone jump on my back and I knew it was Clare. She had me in a headlock. "What now?" she said. I tickled under her knee and she collapsed to the bed. I got on top of her.
"This." I said. She giggled at me.
"This is kind of a sexy position."
"Kind of?" I said raising an eyebrow
"Come down here and we'll make it hot." I wiggled my eyebrows and did as she said. She put her arms around my neck and kissed me. Our lips moved in a similar motion. I opened my mouth and she let her tongue enter my mouth. She moaned. She pressed my head down to deepen the kiss. I liked this side of Clare.
"I seem to stumble on you two's intimacy more frequent." Darcy said. We pulled away and I got off of Clare.
"I'll go take my shower now." Clare said blushing. She left the room leaving me and Darcy there.
"So…how was your shower?" I asked smirking.
"You're doing it again."
"Doing what?"
"That thing with your mouth. Stop it."
"You can't tell me what to do with my mouth."
"If its gonna go on my little sister's lips, then yes I can."
"Your sister loves these lips and I what I do with them so I don't think you do."
"What exactly are your intentions with Clare?"
"To make her happy. She's going through a lot with the whole divorce and stuff she really needs somebody right now."
"Do you love my sister?" I looked down
"Maybe I do. Why?"
"Just asking." She said. She left the room and I rolled my eyes. We were getting along so much earlier. Why was she being such a bitch now? I laid on my bed, well Clare's parents bed and thought of Kaylee. I wonder where she was right now. She's probably 13 by now. I felt a tear start to shed as I thought of her. I wiped it away and took my phone out my pocket. It was 12:30. I realized it was almost dead so I went to get my charger and charged it. I went back over to my bags and rearranged them.
"Hey." I heard a small voice say. I looked up to see Clare in her towel. Her hair was wet and her body was dripping. I stared in awe. "Darcy's asleep and I have something I started that I'd like to finish." She said closing the door, and turning on the iPod dock. Perfume by Chris Brown started to play softly. She walked towards me and I traced my fingers around her lips.
"Is that so?" I whispered across her lips. She nodded before pressing her lips against mine. I put my hands around her waist and brought her closer. I lifted her up bridal style and realized her towel hanging off her body to show off her leg. I looked at her face and she blushed. I walked over to the bed and sat on it with her on my lap. She put her hands around my neck and played with my hair.
"Hi." She said smiling. I smiled back before kissing her again. She started to unbutton my shirt. I took it off and discarded it to the floor. As I started to unravel her towel to reveal her naked body to my eyes, she clapped and the lights went out.
"Nice try Goldsworthy." She whispered against my lips. I smiled in return. I liked the way she thinks. I lay back on the bed and she came down with me. She sat on top of me and started to unbuckle my belt. She unbuttoned my jeans and I kicked them off. She came towards me and kissed me. I put my one hand on her neck and my other around her waist. I pulled her closer and flipped us over so I was on top. As we were kissing I felt her hand go down my boxers and take hold of my erection. I moaned softly. She started to stroke it slowly but started to pick up the pace. I moaned again. I reached my hand down and started to play with her clit. She was so wet. She took her hands away from my dick. I lowered my face and brought my face to her sensitive spot. She opened her legs wider to give me more room. I licked her vagina. My lips took hold of her clit and I bit down on it a little. I take it she liked that because I tasted her liquid in my mouth. I licked her dry and fingered her while eating her out. She was fighting her moans. I heard her whimpers coming. I remembered Darcy was in the other room. I pulled my finger out of her and searched around the bed for her towel. I found it and wiped my hands on it. I threw it to the floor and returned to her. She reached into the drawer and I heard plastic being teared. She returned and got on top of me. I heard the famous sound of plastic being teared again and felt her hands on my dick. I shivered at her touch. I felt something wet going along the tip and I realized it was her tongue. My heart started to pound against my chest. She licked my dick whole before putting the condom on. She started to maneuver on top of me before feeling myself enter her. She gasped and I took hold of her hips. I felt her body move forward and back then in circles. I moaned loudly. For her first time riding she seemed pretty experienced. I helped her movements by elevating my body and going deeper into her. I heard a moan escape from her mouth. I felt her lips brush against mine and toward my ear.
"You like that?" she whispered seductively. I grabbed hold of her neck and guided her to my lips. I kissed her with such passion. She kept riding me and with every movement, we moaned in unison. She pulled away from my lips and got off of me. I got off the bed and went to the bathroom. I took the condom and wrapped it in toilet paper and disposed it into the trash. I turned the light off and returned to bed. I got on the bed and clapped so the light would go on. I saw Clare all red under the covers. I got under the covers with her and laid on my side to face her. She smiled at me and leaned up to kiss me. "I'd like to stay but Darcy might get suspicious that I didn't sleep with her tonight." She said in between kisses. I put my hand around her waist to bring her closer.
"Are you sure you want to go?" I whispered pushing my hard against her vagina. She closed her eyes and moaned. She reopened them to look at me. I smirked.
"Mhm." She said.
"I guess." I said rolling my eyes playfully. She leaned up to kiss me before getting up and retrieving her towel. She wrapped it around her, turned off the iPod dock and closed the lights.
"Goodnight Eli." She said before closing the door. I laid in my bed still smelling her on the pillows and with that I fell asleep.
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Clare's POV
I walked to my locker to get my things for science. I did my combination and got my science binder. I closed my locker and made my way to class,
"Hello there!" Adam said putting his hands around my shoulder.
"Hey Adam. What's up?"
"Nothing. Jus wanted to say hi to my bestfriend. If we still are?"
"Of course we are." I said giggling. "Why wouldn't we be?"
"Just asking." He said. He pulled out his phone and I saw the screen say "Bee : )" He opened it and closed right away with a blush.
"Who's Bee?" I asked curious.
"Wh-what? Oh him…" he said. "I'm getting tutored and I put my tutor's name as Bee cause that's the lowest grade I want." That made no sense.
"What subject?"
"Algebra."
"Adam you know I'm good in algebra. Why didn't you just ask me?"
"I uh.. thought you'd be too wrapped up with Eli that you wouldn't have time for me."
"Don't ever think like that again Adam. I'll always have and make time for you."
"Thanks that's great to now. I'll uh..see you around. I gotta go." He said. He took his arms off of me and walked the other way. I went to Mr. Eustache, the Algebra teacher to find something out.
"Hello Clare. What can I do for you?"
"Um…Adam wanted me to ask you his average. He couldn't do it himself because his mother wanted him for something."
"I don't think I can release that type of information to you unless I get a note or the person is here in person with I.D."
"Mr Eustace. Adam's my bestfriend and you've known me well enough to know I wouldn't do anything wrong. Please?"
"Fine but under no circumstances am I to hear about anything negative."
"Promise."
"Adam is my best student. He has a perfect average."
Perfect average. Perfect average. Perfect average. The words played over and over in my head.
"Clare?" he said interrupting my thoughts.
"So when you mean perfect average, he has an 100."
"Yes unless they've changed the grading system and 100 isnt the best grade someone can get?" he said chuckling. I fake chuckled and smiled nervously.
"Well, thank you. I'll tell Adam." I said. I left the room. Adam lied to me. I thought we were bestfriends.
"You know you want to." I heard someone say.
"Ofcourse I do but I can't. I have a… a…. a girlfriend."
"You like what you see?" What the hell. I peaked in the corner and saw Adam there looking at Bianca's bare chest. Oh my gosh. I saw him engulf her breast in his mouth and moan. He put his hands around her waist and brought her closer. I walked away. Bee wasn't his tutor, It was short for Bianca. My goody-two-shoes bestfriend was a liar and a cheater. Should I tell Fi? No, I think he should tell her himself. But what if he doesn't? Fiona would be kissing Bianca's body parts indirectly. I shook the thought out my head. This was not my business. I was already late for Science, there was no reason to go anymore. I'm passing so missing one class won't matter. I went in the girl's bathroom and went into a stall. I locked the door and saw on the toilet. I had so many thoughts going through my head. Why didn't Adam tell me? Oh my gosh, I saw Bianca's chest! Why was he doing this? Where's Eli? I sat there on the toilet for the rest of the class just thinking. Thinking these thoughts alone.
Adam's POV
I licked her nipple and bit on it enough to make it hard. I know this was wrong but I didn't care that much. This was amazing. I roamed my hands over her body until I reached the front of her jeans. I unbuttoned them and slid my hands through her panties without hesitation. I changed breasts while going deeper into her underwear. I reached her whole and slid my finger in while earning a moan from her. I added another finger and went in and out. I picked up the pace while my third finger player with her clit. Her moans were almost invisible but only I could hear them. I slid my hands out of her and with one last nibble, took my mouth away from her breasts. I leaned up and kissed her but she kissed me back with passion. I could feel it across her lips. We pulled apart and looked into eachother's eyes. I could not have feelings for this girl and hell, she didn't have any feelings. Why would I say that about her? I could tell she has true feelings for me but she's nothing but a sideline hoe.
"I gotta go." I said. She nodded hesitantly and zipped up her shirt. She took her bag and walked away. My phone vibrated and I looked to see it flashed Fiona. Back to reality.
"Hey." I said
"Hey babe. We still on for after school?" she asked
"Of course. Why wouldn't I be?"
"I don't know. You're probably having too much fun at school without me there, you probably forgot about me." She said. I could feel her pouting.
"I would never. If anything, I can't get you out my mind. "
"Aww. Okay. I'll just see you after school." She said.
"Okay."
"I love you."
"I love you too." I said. I closed my phone and sighed. I can't do this to the girl I loved. I walked around for the remainder of the period thinking. Fiona Coyne is the girl for me. If that's true then why am I messing around with Bianca. I opened my phone to look at the naked photo Bianca sent me while I was with Clare. She's got a bangin body. I pressed next and sure enough, there was a picture of Fi smiling that breathtaking smile of hers. I went back and deleted the photo. Noticing things like a beautiful smile is much better then noticing things like a bangin body. I know what I was gonna do.
Eli's POV
I walked to my locker to get my things for English. I skipped a couple unnecessary periods to work on my English homework since I had no time to do so yesterday. As I was putting my things in my locker I heard someone clear their throat. I looked up to see Jenna there.
"Hi?" I said confused.
"Hey. Eli right?"
"Uh, yeah. What can I do for you?" I said. I looked into her blue eyes. They felt fake to me. Probably because they didn't have the same glow Clare's had.
"Kiss me." She said.
"Wha-
I was cut off by her lips. They were chapped and were stinging mine with every movement. As I was about to push her away she backed up. I looked up to see Clare there holding Jenna against the lockers.
"What the fuck Jenna?" she yelled
"Language Edwards." She said smiling and batting her eyelashes.
"I'm only gonna say this once so listen. Touch Eli again and see what happened to your face." She said sternly. I was taken back by her threat. Clare had a feisty side? Me likey.
"Please. You couldn't hurt a fly. Let alone me."
"Just back off. What's up with you taking my men?"
"You always seem to get the good ones! You have a sweet, adorable, loving and cute boyfriend & I'm stuck with a Juvenile Delinquent."
"Aren't you having a child with that delinquent?"
"No. I had a miscarriage."
"Does that give you the right to kiss on my boyfriend?"
"No."
"Then why do it? Shit. I don't care if I always get the good ones. LEAVE MY BOYFRIENDS ALONE!" she yelled. She let go of her. "I'm giving you 5 seconds to go." Jenna looked at her and walked away. It was just me and Clare.
"She kissed me." I said defending myself.
"I know. She's not really your type." She said smiling. I took out my English binder and closed it.
"Let's go." I said taking her hands.
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We walked into English class and sat in our seats. I saw Adam there on his phone. I tapped him and he jumped.
"Why so jumpy?" I said
"Don't do that again. You almost gave me a heart attack."
"My bad. Those definetly weren't my intentions."
"It's alright."
"So what's up?"
"I gotta talk to you later." He said
"Later I'm with." I said pointing at Clare. He rolled his eyes.
"Fine." He said leaning closer. "It won't stop." He whispered.
"What do you mean? What won't stop?" I said confused.
"I'm kind of having a side thing with Bianca and her naked texts won't stop."
"She's sending you naked photos?"
"Isn't that what "naked texts" mean?" he said.
"Shut up."
"I keep deleting them but after I delete one, there's two waiting for me to look at."
"Tell her to stop."
"I don't want her to feel bad."
"You have to fix this. Don't you love Fiona?"
"Yes."
"Then what the hell are you doing with a sideline hoe?"
"I don't know. It just sort of happened."
"Fix it!" I said sternly. He nodded and turned around. If Fiona ever found out about this, she'd be crushed. I shook the thought out my head. I hope Adam is gonna be smart about this.
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Alli's POV
I looked at the lighter in front of me. I knew this was wrong but I wanted to. My parents would kill me of they found out I was doing this but this was the only way I could ease the pain. New school, new pains in the ass. My file was transferred into this school and I see the teachers give me dirty looks like they knew who I really was. I sighed a deep sigh. I took the lighter and held it over the object to make it hot enough. When I saw it start to bend I dropped the lighter and stuck the pin to my skin before the heat went away. I winced at the pain but I smiled at the pleasure.
"This ones for Degrassi." I said repeating the process.
"This one's for my parents." I said doing it again.
"This one's for Drew." I said doing it once again. I sighed and looked at my arm. I saw the marks in my skin. Guess I'm wearing long sleeves for a while. I passed my fingers over the burns and they still stung. I put the lighter in my pocket and let the pin fall to the grass. I'd get a new one. I sat there, on the picnic table, thinking. Thinking of how my life was before the file incident. I thought of how me and Clare's friendship grew and became stronger. I thought of the first time I laid eyes on Drew. His plaid blue shirt. His winning smile slash smirk. His deep eyes that seemed to deepen with every gaze. Did I love Drew? I believe I did. No matter how much I thought I loved Johnny, I wish Drew was my first.
"Alli?" I heard a voice say behind me. I swung my head around to be face to face with Melony.
"Hey Mel." I said faking a smile. I didn't really like her that much but she was the closest thing to a friend I had here.
"What are you doing here?" she said taking a seat next to me."
"Nothing. Just thinking." I said pulling my sleeves down. She eyed my movements.
"Why the cover up in this hot weather. Are you like emo?" she asked
"What?" I said confused
"Like, are you cutting yourself or something?"
"What? No. of course not. I'm just a little different from everybody. I'm actually freezing." I said shivering.
"Oh. That's weird. You should get that checked out." She said getting her bag and standing up.
"Will do Mel." I said waving her off. I watched her walk away and sighed. I pulled out my phone and dialed a number.
"Hello?"
"Hey Drew."
"Alli?"
"The one and only." I said chuckling.
"What are you doing calling me?"
"I didn't think I couldn't."
"Well you can't. If word gets out that we're talking again, things'll get bad. Real bad."
"So that's it. Cut all contacts?"
"Yeah I guess so. Good luck in life Alli." He said and with that, the line went dead. "Good luck with life?" I said to myself. I reached into my pocket and took out my lighter. I bent down and found the previously used pin. I heated the metal and raised my sleeves. I pressed it hard against my skin and sighed.
"And this is to my "luck" in life." I said still loving the pain this brought to me.
A|N: Okay so how'd you like it? Was it worth the wait? . Did you like the twists i put? :( BTW: I changed my at name on Twitter. I will change it on my bio also. It's iMarried_DRAKE If you didn't know, I LOVE Drake. (A.K.A Jimmy. If you didn't know that then what's the point of watching Degrassi? -.- I'm jk…keep watching. Maybe Eclare will get back together…..or not. I heard Eli has a seen with Sadie O_O =( ) anywhoo… Reviews are DEFINETLY welcome. I'm thinking of that writing this anymore because I get no feedback…. "/ Tell me you like it, hate it, ideas? They are DEFINETLY welcome also. : )
So Next chapter... Alli will be talking to a certain someone, There will be a new kid, Eclare will take an unexpected turn and Adam and Fiona will have a date night oh and just because I want to, 2 characters from last season will be coming back. and when I mean Last season like Manny, Emma, Jay, Spinner, Peter etc... so who will it be? You'll just have to review to see : ) I hope I reach at least 10 reviews... :3
