Guys I'm sooo sorry! Everything has happened this year its just been a mess! But I am back and will be updating a lot more regularly from now on. I hope I still have a few readers who are still with me (: Anyway here is chapter 2! I hope you like it and I would love it if you tell me your thoughts. Love you all. Sophie xxx

Eve POV

I lay awake for an hour or so, or did it feel like an hour? I didn't know, but what I did know was that I really needed to toilet. I didn't want to move because I was afraid Paul would wake up and be angry, but I was desperate and when you gotta go you gotta go.

I lifted his heavy steal like arm that was imprisoning me and tried to put it down as gently as possible. I finally broke free and I then tried to remove the covers from me without again moving any of Paul's side. I lifted my self from the bed and tried to retrieve my dressing gown. I got to the door and I knew the latch on the bedroom made a loud clicking noise when it opened.

I struck me when I got to the door. What am I doing? I am so petrified of waking him up to go to the bathroom. I had gone this far I could run. To my parents, somewhere safe. Paul seemed to be in a real deep sleep because he still hadn't woken up.

I could do this.

I grabbed my trousers and long sleeved top from the day before and carried them out with me. I silently grabbed the keys to Paul's truck…

Paul POV

I could feel myself waking up from a dark deep slumber and to say the slightest I was pissed. 4 fucking hours sleep. I couldn't feel Eve next to me. But I could hear her breathing and heartbeat.

I was now wide awake. I kept my eyes closed out of curiosity of just what Eve was planning on doing. Her heart was beating frantically.

I could hear draws slowly opening and some rustling. This repeated until she got to the last draw.

A small smirk crept to my face. She was trying to escape.

What a silly little girl.

Eve POV

I knew it was stupid of getting a few of my clothes but I didn't plan on ever coming back to this hell hole. I was going to see my mum and my brother. They were going to look after me.

I finished packing a few belongings and started down the stairs. Every stair creaked! I mean, what the hell?

I looked around my once home and headed for the door. I grasped the knob and began slowly turning the handle….

"now where in the world are you going princess?"

My heart stopped. I was afraid to move or speak. I was frozen in the same spot.

"Well?"

He knew what I was doing. By the looks of it he new for a while I was up to something. He had that smirk on his face telling me I would pay for my little stunt.

The only thing that was going through my mind was crap.

A few minuets passed and I could feel Paul's patience wearing thin. he was sighing and becoming agitated.

I needed to stay strong.

"I - I was just going to the shops"

He got to my eye level and I could feel his warm breath invading the oxygen around me. He made me sick.

"What? In your dressing gown?

Crap!

"Uh - ye-yeah silly me I forgot t-to change"

"I don't think you was going to the shop Eve. I think you where going somewhere else, but where? In your underwear too? Gosh was you trying to get someone's attention?"

Here he goes again.

"Paul for the millionth time. I. Am. Not. Cheating. On. You."

"Oh babe I know don't worry. No one but me wants your pathetic ass. You should be glad you have me."

That wounded my ego. I wasn't that ugly, yes like Paul repeatedly pointed out I had large thighs and I was getting fat but does he always have to tell me?

I decided not to reply to what Paul said. It would only get me into more trouble.

"Am going to go get changed now. Be down in a bit"

I almost ran past him until I was jolted by a warm hand on my wrist.

"Where's my good morning kiss?"

He said that with such sarcasm it made me want to hurt him so bad. But I could feel the grip on m wrist getting uncomfortably tighter and I knew he was expecting me to obey him.

I lifted my self up to his level and gave him a quick peck on the lips not wanting to submit to him.

"uh uh uh! I want a proper kiss Eve not something my grandma would give me." Paul was laughing in my face I could tell he was still angry at me and I really didn't want to piss him off any more. I mean I tried to escape, where would I go? My mum and brother hate me I have no friends, no money no job, with out Paul I have nothing - and he knew it.

"That's better Eve…You know I love you right?" he gave me a heart wrenching smile that made me weak at the knees. Why cant I hate you Paul Meraz?

"But if you ever pull a stunt like that again you'll be sorry. Do you understand?"

And with that Paul left with the lingering threat of what he just said still around me.

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She thought I was a monster, but I was just trying to protect what's mine. She was mine and nobody else's and the sooner she excepted that the sooner we could be happy.

I hated her some days. Hated her so much I wanted to hurt her. Make her upset. I know it's a really shitty thing to do but it made me feel better knowing that someone might feel worse than I do in this world, knowing that I was needed by someone.

Some people might see mine and Eves relationship was abusive, awkward, strained but I couldn't be more happier if she just did what I say. Its not like I enjoyed hitting her and calling her names.

I see her. When we go out she is looking at every god dam boy out their, I tell you something if I could get money out of how many boys she has slept with I would properly be a millionaire. Slut.

What ever happened to my Eve. Why did she change? She IS happy with me I just have to convince her that if she ever leaves it will be a big mistake but how I will deliver that is a different story.