Eli and I woke up around noon. After we had brushed out teeth and such he asked, "Sleep well, love?"
Now that he mentioned it, I did sleep well. No nightmares. Nothing.
So I replied, "Yes. Actually. I didn't have nightmares or anything." And I smiled warmly at him, which he returned. "Thank you." I said quietly and looked down.
"For what?"
"For...Being there for me. When I needed you..For saying the things you did..And everything... I don't think you realize how much all of that meant to me."
He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I looked up at him and he smiled before he leaned down and pressed him lips against mine. "Anytime," he said after we broke apart.
"Want some breakfast?" I asked after a few minutes of comfortable silence.
"Sure...But..Before I got down there..I think it'd be best for you to explain to your brother and mom why I'm here...Just so that they don't kill me, but jumping to conclusions." He replied, nervous.
"Right right. Give me like. 5 minutes." I said and gave him a quick kiss then headed downstairs where I found Jeremy in the kitchen making eggs.
"Hey. Where's mom?" I asked.
"Work." He replied.
"Ah. Right."
"Yeah..."
"So. Yeah. Uh. Eli's here."
"Explain. NOW."
"I...Was having really bad nightmares last night. And instead of bothering you like I usually do, I called him and he came over and comforted me."
"You know I wouldn't have minded. But, all you guys did was sleep, right?"
"Yes Jeremy. Before you castrate him. All we did was talk, and sleep."
"You better not be lying to me...If I find out he took advantage of my little sister.."
"Yeah yeah. Whatever you say, Jeremy. But you don't need to worry about that. Eli's not that kind of guy."
"Hmph..." He said and he turned around and looked at me. I noticed his eyes and voice softened when we asked, "Have you guys...ever...you know?"
"Jeremy. I really do not want to talk to you about what I do and don't do with my boyfriend."
"I just worry Destiny. With what happened with your past boyfriends..I can't help it."
"...I know...I know, Jeremy. But Eli's not like them. He's a good guy. I think he really cares about me."
"Better be...Do you...Well...How do you feel about him anyway?"
"I...He...He makes me feel good. I don't really know how to explain it...But he makes me feel safe. And happy. And complete. A feeling I haven't had since before dad left. And, most of all, he makes me feel like for once, letting my guard down and falling for someone, won't end up with me getting hurt...Again. And...I think...I think I love him. Jeremy...I...I'm inlove with Elijah Goldsworthy."
Jeremy didn't reply. He just smiled and nodded. After a few minutes he asked, "Where is he anyway?"
"Upstairs. He wanted me to talk to you so that you didn't kill him when he came down." I replied with a laugh. "I'll go get him." I added.
Jeremy just nodded and I walked upstairs and entered my bedroom to find Eli sitting on my bed, reading something. Wait. Was that my...JOURNAL?
"Don't read that! It's personal!" I said as I ran over to him and snatched it out of his hands. He looked up at me with a confused look.
My journal was filled with everything. My thoughts. My opinions. Diary entries. Fantasies I've thought up. Everything. I've never had anyone read it because of the things I've written in there. It just always seemed too personal.
"What's the big deal?" He said, amused.
"It's my journal. It has everything in there...It's personal. And some of it is really embarassing." I said and looked down. Hoping he hadn't gotten to a certain recent thing I wrote in there.
"Oh. You mean like the fantasy you wrote about you and I?" He said, and I could hear the smirk in his voice.
"Oh my god." I said and put my head in my hands.
"For what it's worth, I thought it was hot. And, you're an amazing writer." I heard him say as he walked over to me.
"It's so embarassing. I can't believe you read that." I said as I removed my hands from my face and looked him in the eyes.
"If you wanted me that bad, Destiny, all you had to do was ask. You didn't have to conveniently have your journal laying on your desk in play sight, and have that steamy fantasy marked just to get my attention." He said with a smirk as he leaned down and kissed me passionately on the lips.
We kissed and explored eachother's bodies with our hands until we heard Jeremy shout, "Are you guys coming down any time soon?"
"We should probably get down there..." I said.
"Yeah..." Eli replied.
"Oh. Wait. Can I borrow your sweatshirt? All of mine are in the wash and I don't really feel like getting a lecture from my brother about this." I said and gestured to the cut on my arm.
"Depends. Are you ever going to do it again?" He said, serious.
"No. I won't. Thanks to you. And what you said to me last night. I won't."
"You promise?"
"Yes."
"Swear?"
"Yes, Eli."
"Okay, okay. Here." He said and rummaged through his bag and threw his sweatshirt at me.
"Not that I mind, but you should probably put a shirt on. I don't think you would want my brother knowing you slept with me, half naked." I said as I pulled his sweatshirt over my head.
"...Good point." He answered and took out a plain black t-shirt and threw it on.
Then we walked downstairs into the kitchen and found that Jeremy had made us breakfast.
"Awe. Jeremy. Did you do this all for us?" I said.
"Well, you guys were taking a while. And I felt like being nice." He said and smiled at us.
We all sat down at the dinning room table and dug into our breakfast. Which was suprisingly good, considering Jeremy used to not be able to make cereal without breaking something.
After we were all done, I washed the dishes while Eli and Jeremy made small talk. They talked about a bunch of things. What Eli's parents did. Their favorite bands. Sports. And tons of other things. Then, after I had cleaned, dried, and put away all the dishes I sat back down with them and Jeremy said, "Oh. Yeah. I almost forgot. Mom has to go on a business trip a few hours away and she's leaving tomorro and won't be back till friday. And I'm going to Niagra Falls with a couple of my friends and I won't be home till friday too. So, you'll have to whole house to yourself for about a week. Considering today is Saturday and we're leaving tomorrow."
"Oh really? That's awesome! I love having the house to myself. I can run around in my underwear singing obnoxiously and loudly without you guys complaining. YES." I said and did a little happy dance.
"You're such a loser, Destiny." Jeremy said and laughed at me. Then he added, "And mom wanted me to tell you that you're aloud to have people over, but be responsible. No funny business. No parties or anything. But she also said to have fun while we're gone. Not too much fun though." And he eyed Eli as he said the last part.
"Oh. Okay. So. Invite over every single person I know, be extremely irresponsible, party like there's no tomorrow, and have lots and lots of sex. Did I forget anything?" I say.
"Not. Funny." Jeremy replied, annoyed.
"I found it quite funny actually." I said.
"I'm being serious, Destiny."
"You know I'm not an idiot. I'm 17. And I'm responsible. But I'm aloud to have some fun."
"But not too much fun. Remember. I have cameras everywhere. I see everything." As Jeremy said that he narrowed his eyes at Eli.
"Uhm.." Eli said and swallowed hard.
"He doesn't actually have cameras. He's just being an ass. Don't mind him." I said and playfully punched Jeremy's shoulder.
"Just because I don't have cameras, doesn't mean I won't find out if you guys do something innapropriate." Jeremy said, still trying to sound threatening.
"Would you lay off? What Eli and I do and don't do, is none of your concern. I know you're my big brother and you care. But lay off a little. And don't act like you didn't do 'innapropriate' things with Christina when mom and I visited Niagra Falls a few months ago."
"T-That's different! We're older."
"That doesn't matter and you know it. Stop being such a hipacrit. I know you mean well, but I'd much appreciate it if you didn't feel the need to always threaten Eli every time he comes over."
I said and got up from the table and took Eli by the hand and pulled him upstairs with me.
"Are you alright?" Eli asked as he sat down on my bed and watched me close my door and walked over to join him.
"Yeah. I'm fine. Jeremy just aggrivates me sometimes." I say.
"He's just being a good older brother. Their supposed to be protective and stuff."
"I know. I just wish he'd lay off sometimes."
"I'm sure it's just because he doesn't wanna see you get hurt."
"I guess..."
After that we just sat there for a few minutes until he said, "And not that I was eavesdropping or anything before, you guys just sort of talk loud...But I heard you and Jeremy talking about your ex-boyfriends. What happened that makes Jeremy worry so much?"
"I don't exactly have a good history of boyfriends."
"Care to elaborate?"
"There really isn't much to elaborate on. I dated 3 guys before you. The first guy...Things just didn't work out. Nothing bad happened, we just grew apart. The second guy, he was a player, and he used me for sex. Not that I was a slut and I just gave it up, but he told me all this bullshit about how he loves me and everything, and I was naive so I believed him. Then he fuck and chucked me. That took a while to get over. Then, my most recent ex-boyfriend, Alex, he cheated on me with my best friend, Jessica. And...He used to...Hit me..." I said and looked down.
He reached over and put his hand under my chin and forced me to look him in the eyes as he said, "I want you to know I would never do anything to hurt you. And I'm not just saying that. I truly mean it. I'll always be there for you. And I'll do my best to always make you happy...I...Destiny...I love you."
For a few seconds I just sat there looking at him. In complete shock. Trying to comprehend what he had just said. After I got over the initial shock I said, "I love you too." And we both leaned in and our lips met for a passionate, love-filled, make your head spin, kiss.
After a few moments we broke apart, gasping for air. I looked him in the eyes, and then, right then and there, I came to the realization that all we've been talking about is my past. The skeletons in my closet. My crummy relationships and ex-boyfriends. Never his.
So I asked, "Eli, why don't you tell me about your past girlfriends? You know about my past. Why not tell me about yours?"
He took a deep breath and said, "Okay...I dated 2 girls before you. My first girlfriend was Julia. We had dated for a year before things got bad. We started fighting all the time. We fought so much we forgot what we were even fighting about. Then, one night, when we were having an argument at the park, I said some things I shouldn't of, and she took off on her bike. And she got hit by a truck. She died, because of me..." He paused and shook his head. I reached over and grabbed his hand and squeezed it, silently telling him that, 'It's okay. You have me. I won't judge you. And I love you.' He squeezed it back, looked up and smiled at me. Then he continued, "That took me a while to get over. Then I met Clare. We dated for a few months. But she was a saint, she was like my polar opposite. When I told her about my past...and when the whole Fitz war first broke out...She completely freaked at Vegas Night and ended up moving to Kenya where her sister was currently living. I remember she told me that she 'couldn't be with someone like me.'"
"It's not your fault. You know. What happened with Julia. You weren't the one driving the truck. You shouldn't blame yourself..." I paused to smile at him and squeeze his hand reasuringly. Then I continued, "And Clare. Obviously she wasn't too bright. I mean really, who in their right mind would move to Kenya when they have a boyfriend like you? I'll never be able to understand that. But, I am glad that she did, or I wouldn't have you right now." As I said that he looked over at me and smiled, which I returned.
"Thank you." He said.
"Anytime." I said and kissed him chastely.
"But really. Let's talk about something other than our pasts. Like. The present. You and I." I say.
Eli agreed and we started talking about us. Him and I. About our dreams. Funny stories. Things we're embarassed about. Secrets. Everything and anything. And before we knew it, it was time for him to go home. Unfortunately.
He grabbed his bag and I walked him towards the front door. That's when I realized I was still wearing his sweatshirt. I asked, "Do you want it back?"
He smiled and said, "No. Keep it. So that, if you need me, you'll have something you can snuggle with if I can't come over and comfort you."
I smiled at him and he leaned down and kissed me goodnight, just like every other night. Except, when we broke apart he whispered, "I love you." And I looked him in the eyes and said, "I love you too." He gave me another chaste kiss and walked to Morty and I watched him drive away before I walked back inside like I always do.
Jeremy and my mom had already gone to sleep since it was almost 11. So, I went upstairs and brushed my teeth and got ready for bed. I changed so that I was only wearing Eli's sweatshirt and shorts. Then I crawled in bed and fell asleep thinking about my lovely boyfriend.
The next day went by rather quick. I helped my mom and Jeremy pack for their trips and I drove my mom to the airport. Then Jeremy's friends came over and picked him up. It was about 8:30 when I was finally home alone. So I showered and cleaned up the house out of boredom. After I was finished cleaning it was about midnight. Being as there was nothing else to do, I got ready for bed. Right when I was about to go to sleep, my phone lit up because I had gotten a new text message. It was from Eli.
Goodnight Beautiful. (: Sweet dreams. I love you. 3
I smiled from ear to ear and replied:
Goodnight love. :D Sweet dreams to you too. I love you too. 3
And with that, I fell asleep.
I woke up around 11. I brushed my teeth and showered. Then I put on a pair of baggy sweatpants and a Dead Hand t-shirt. Since I wasn't in the mood to get all done up. Then I went downstairs and made myself some breakfast and watched some TV.
At around 1, I got a text from Eli.
Hello.(:
-Eli.
Heeey there. :D
_Destiny.
Got any plans for today?
-Eli.
Nope. Wanna come over? We've got the house to ourselves. ;D
_Destiny.
Do you even have to ask? ;) I'll be over in a few minutes. Should I bring anything?
_Eli.
Hm...Depends. Do you want to stay over?
_Destiny.
Sure. If you want me to.
-Eli.
I do. I like sleeping with you. :D
_Destiny.
I'll be over in a few minute then. :D
-Eli.
After about 10 minutes I heard Morty coming down the street. And by the time I got off my lazy-ass to open the door, Eli was standing on my porch, hand raised about to knock. He smiled at me and I stepped aside to let him inside.
He walked inside, kissed my lightly on the lips, then went upstairs to put his bag in my room. When he came back downstairs I was sitting on the couch, flipping through the channels. He came over and sat next to me. Then wrapped his arms around me and pulled my closer to him.
"Watcha wanna do today?" I asked, cheerfully.
"Doesn't matter to me." He said.
"Are you hungry? I could cook for you!" I replied, excitedly.
"I could eat." He said with a laugh.
I jumped up and ran into the kitchen getting out pots and pans. "What would you like for lunch ma dear?"
"Whatever you feel like making."
I just shook my head and tried to think of what I could actually cook. Hm. My cooking abilites were amateur. So I could only cook basic things.
"How about spaghetti?" He asked.
"Ah. That I can cook. Alright. Spaghetti! Coming up!" I said with a laugh.
It took me about an hour to make the spaghetti. Eli said it was great. But maybe he was just being nice. I don't know. But after he ate, I cleaned the dishes and put them away. Then we sat back down in the living room and just cuddled and watched TV.
After about an hour he asked, "Wanna watch a movie?"
"Sure. What movie?" I asked.
"Hm...How about Grown Ups?" He said.
"Sure." I replied and then flipped through the channels and bought Grown Ups on On Demand.
For the next hour and a half, Eli and I, sat there peeing our pants at the movie. After the movie was over it was around 4.
I shut the movie off and walked over to Eli, he was sitting on the couch.
"Watcha wanna do now?" I asked with a smile.
"I could think of a few things." He replies with a smirk and pulls me into his lap.
I grin and lean down and kiss him. He returns the kiss and soon the kissing turns heated. After a few minutes, Eli's phone vibrates. We both groan as we pull back and I slide off his lap and sit next to him as he pulls his phone out.
"Hello?" He says, aggrivated and waits for the person on the other line to reply.
"Yeah...Okay...Uh...I guess...Ugh. Alright, alright. I'll be over later tonight. See ya then. Bye." He says then hangs up with a sigh.
"That was Adam. He just hungout with his girlfriend. And now he's freaking out. I don't really know what exactly happened. But he asked me to come over because he needs some advice. And I told him I'd be over later." Eli says to me.
"Mmm. And exactly how long is later?" I reply with a smirk.
"Long enough for us to...go up to your bedroom and pick up where we left off." He replies with a smirk of his own as he runs his hand up my thigh.
I don't say anything as I get up off the couch and head towards the stairs. When I get to the first step I look over my shoulder at him and say, "You coming?" He smiles widely and chases me up the stairs.
As soon as we were in my room and I had closed the door, Eli backed me up against it and started kissing me. Our hands start roaming eachother's bodies, and then he reachs for the hem of my shirt and takes it off. Then he picks me up, without breaking the kiss, and lays me on the bed and places his body on top of mine.
He places his hands on my hips and slowly trails them up my sides until they reach my boobs. He gives them a gentle squeeze and I moan into his mouth. Then he reachs between me to unclasp my bra, I sit up so I can take it off and he throws it over his shoulder somewhere in my room.
Before he can do anything I reach for the hem of his t-shirt and pull it over his head and throw it on my floor with the rest of our clothes. Then he leans down and gives me a short kiss, before trailing kisses down my jaw and onto my neck. He nibbles at my earlobe for a few moments, before he continues to assault my neck with kisses and love-bites. I'm sure he'll leave a few hickies, he always does.
After he's done with his assault on my neck, he trails kisses along my colorbone then he proceeds down until he reaches my boobs. He kisses them each a few times before he takes my left one in his mouth and swirls his tongue around my nipple. While his right hand massages my right one. I can't help but moan out loud and throw my head back. I reach up and run my fingers through his hair. I can feel him smirk against my skin as he switches to give my other tit the same treatment.
Then he trails kisses down my stomach until he reaches the waistband of my sweatpants, before he comes back up and kisses me softly on the lips. His hands, resting on my hips right at the waistband of my sweats, silently asking for permission. I lean up and kiss him, silently telling him it's alright. He smiles and hooks his fingers in my sweatpants and panties before he pulls them down and off. Then he proceeds to throw them carelessly on the floor with everything else.
He comes up and lays next to me and starts kissing me. Then he slowly trails his hand up my thigh and opens my legs. He trails a finger between my lower lips and smirks against my lips when he feels how wet I am. He inserts a finger and starts at a slow pace. I moan against his mouth and this encourages him to pick up the pace. After a few moments I start bucking my hips and I have to tear my mouth away from his to let out a loud moan, which causes him to smirk.
Out of nowhere, he moves down my body and places his head between my legs. He's never eaten my out before, so this is a first. He looks up at me and smirks. Then he parts my lips with his fingers and gives a gental lick. He's rewarded with a low moan from me. He starts licking and sucking on my lips and clit, and occasionally dips his tongue into my tight warm hole. Then he inserts one of his fingers and goes at a decent pace as his tongue continues its assault on my clit. I start to lightly buck my hips and I throw my head back as my moans start getting louder and I can barely control them. I reach down and run my fingers through his hair, at that moment he decides it'd be a good idea to pick up the pace. And I moan louder than ever before, and reach up and grab my bedsheets, or whatever I can reach, and hold them so tight my knuckles turn white.
After a few moments I came, moaning his name loudly. He helps my ride out my orgasm before he comes and lays next to me again. He leans down and kisses me and I can taste myself on his tongue. We makeout for a few minutes before I crawl on top of him. I kiss him hungrily on the lips before I trail kisses down his jaw, and neck, before I nibble on his ear for a few moments, causing him to moan out loud. Then I continue trailing kisses down his chest. When I reach his nipples I swirled my tongue around each of them, causing him to groan in response.
I trail kisses and occasional love bites down his six-pack abs until I reach the waistband of his pants. I place a kiss just above his pants before I smirk and sit in his lap and capture his lips in a hungry kiss. I trail my hands down his body until I reach the tent in his skinny jeans, I smirk and start gently massaging it through his pants. I hear him moan in my mouth and push his hips up, trying to gain more friction. We break apart and I give him one gentle kiss before I go to sit between his legs.
I look at him and smirk before I lean down and unbutton his jeans with my jeans. I then pull the zipper down, with my teeth, and use my hands to pull off his jeans and black checkerboard boxers. I grab his cock and start to slowly pump it. After a few moments I lean down and lick his precum off his tip. I circle my tongue around the head of his dick before I lean down and take most of him in my mouth. I relax my throat when I feel him start bucking his hips, trying to put more of him in my mouth, so that I don't gag. As I deepthroat him I run my hands down his body until I reach his balls, I gently massage them, making this blowjob better for him. It doesn't take long for him to cum, loudly moaning my name. I swallow all of it and whipe my mouth with the back of my hand before I go to lay down next to him.
I wait for him to recover, and when he does I lean over and gently kiss him on the lips. I feel him smirk against my lips as moves himself between my legs and hovers above me. We start heavily kissing for a few minutes before I start to grind my hips against his.
Now, I've been thinking about whether or not I wanted to have sex with Eli for the past few days. I was a little hesitant because of everything I'd been through, but I know Eli loves me. And I love him. So I want to. I don't think Eli would ever hurt me. He makes me feel safe. So, I've come to the conclusion that I deffinately want to make love/have sex with my gorgeous, loving boyfriend.
As I begin to grind my hips against his, he pulls back to give me a questioning look. I smirk and pull his head back down to mine to kiss him again. He hesitantly kisses back before pulling away. He looks me in the eyes, silently asking what exactly I wanted.
Trying not to sound nervous I said, "Make love to me."
He didn't say anything. He just looked at me and smiled. Then he leaned down and started kissing me. But when I tried to deepend the kiss, he pulled away. As he leaned back I gave him a questioning look.
"I don't think you get how much I want to make love to you right now." He said and kissed me lightly on the lips. Then he pulled back to say, "And I know that it's not your first time, or mine. But it's our first time together and I want it to be atleast somewhat special. Not have us do it and have me leaving to go over Adam's house right after. I wanna take you on a date or something before hand."
We exchanged smirks before I replied, "And when exactly would you want to go on this date?"
"I know it's really lame to plan this whole thing, since it should be all spontaneous and passionate... But I was thinking we could double with Adam and his girlfriend. Since he's been bugging me about it since he wants us to meet her. We could go some day this week. Like, Friday or something?"
I scrunched up my face before I responded, "But it's only Monday."
"I know. You're going to have to resist all this, until Friday." He said with a smirk and gestured to himself.
I didn't respond, just shook my head at him. I saw him glance at the clock on my night stand and sigh. Before getting off me and the bed and reaching for his clothes.
Before I could ask he says, "It's already 8. Adam will kill me if I don't go over soon."
I sigh and get out of bed. I go into my drawers and put on a pair of purple boyshort panties, a Dead Hand t-shirt and a pair of short-shorts.
He's already dressed by the time I turn around. He gives me a skeptical look before asking, "You're wearing that?"
I let out a short laugh before I say, "I'm just walking you outside. It's not like I'm actually going out like this."
He just smirks and walks to the front door with me following behind him. We walk outside and he gives me a kiss goodbye. When we break apart we notice a couple of kids, about our age, maybe a few years older, driving slowly passed my house.
When they notice us looking at them the one in the driver's seat leans out his window and shouts, "Hey sexy! What're you doing later? I'll show you a real good time."
Eli turns around and gives them the death glare. I tell ya, if looks could kill...
After seeing Eli's death glare, the moron immediately drives away with a frightened look on his face, causing a smirk to form on Eli's face. When he turns back around to face me we both start laughing.
Then his phone starts ringing. He reachs into his pocket to get it out and flips it open to answer it.
"Hello?" He says then waits for the person on the other line to respond.
"Yeah yeah. Okay. I'm leaving Destiny's now. Be over in a few minutes. Bye." He says then hangs up and puts his phone away.
"That was Adam. He told me apparently he's freaking out and that I have to come over 'right away or he might die' or something like that. He's a strange kid, that one." He says and shakes his head.
"Like you're one to talk." I say and stick my tongue out at him.
"Hey, hey, hey." He says with a smirk and leans in to kiss me.
When we break apart he sighs and says, "I guess I should get going. Wouldn't want Adam to die or anything," with a laugh.
"Yeah. I guess. Hurry back." I say and pull him down to kiss me again.
"Oh, I will." He says with a smirk before looking deep in my eyes and saying, "I love you."
I smile before replying, "I love you too."
He gives me another chaste kiss before walking towards Morty and getting in. I watch him drive away before walking back inside, locking the door, and going upstairs to lay in my bed again.
I figured Eli would be gone for a while so I picked up Along for the Ride off my nightstand and picked up where I left off.
I'm not sure how long I was reading until I evidently passed out. But all I remember is reading my book, closing my eyes for a second, then the next thing I know Eli is kissing me awake.
"Hey there." He says with a smirk as I rub the sleepyness out of my eyes and stretch.
"Hey." I say as I glance at my clock and see that it's already past midnight.
I'm still half asleep and don't really feel like getting up yet, so I grab his hand and pull him down to lay on my bed next to me, and I rest my head on his chest.
I whine when he tries to detangle himself from me. He laughs and says, "Let me just get undressed," with a smirk.
I groan but turn over so that my back is facing him and I wait for him to get undressed and crawl in bed with me. He lays down on his back and wrap his arms around me as I lay my head against his chest. He leans down to give me a quick kiss before saying, "Goodnight, baby."
I smile and say, "Goodnight."
Then I lay there on my lovely boyfriend's chest with a feeling that this was going to be a very interesting next couple of days before I fell asleep again.
And that's Chapter 3. How'd you guys like it? Let me know your thoughts in a review! :D
_Delilah.3
