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It Must Be Love

Chapter 2 – Just the way you are

Bella's Point of view

"My name is Doctor Edward Masen Cullen and I will be the doctor looking after you and Ethan for the next few days whilst you are in hospital." I just sat there in shock because I thought you only got fit doctors on TV show because who wouldn't mind having Patrick Dempsey? Because I know certainly wouldn't mind. Any-way I need to focus on my son; not the doctor who I am going to see for a couple of days and then never again. I can't believe how much Ethan looks like me; let's hope his personality isn't like his fathers. So now Dr Cullen is telling me to keep calm as they are going to cut the umbilical cord and that it isn't going to harm Ethan. Once they have done that the nurses are going to show me how to breast feed him whilst Edward is out the room (Bella; it is Dr Cullen; not Edward; it never will be). What was Dr Cullen saying anyway-oh-yeah that he will leave the room whilst I learn how to breast feed Ethan.

As he leaves the room, he looks at Ethan and says "Right Ethan. You need to look after your mummy. She loves you lots and lots" following this he looks up to me and winks and closes the door. God that man just gets to me when I know he shouldn't. Rosalie now brings in a chair for beside my bed in which she sits and takes Ethan from me. With Ethan away from me I felt alone and really missed Ethan. Rosalie saw my reaction and began to tell me how I would breast feed Ethan. Once she had explained what I had to do and gave me Ethan back. Him back in my arms made me feel so much better as well as making me feel like I could conquer the world. So now that I had Ethan back I followed the instructions Rosalie was giving and within moments of helping Ethan get settled drinking from me, he was then guzzling away. Rosalie said that now he knows what to do he will stop when there is no more milk left and then I can feed him from the other breast.

Now that Ethan had finished feeding from me, he fell asleep in my arms. This was when Dr Cullen made a reappearance saying that he needed to know and check several things. Rosalie then told him that I now know what to do and that he could have her seat beside me. He plonked himself down on the seat and closed his eyes to relax for a few minutes. I didn't really mind as I was giving Ethan all my attention. As I was stroking the side of his face with my finger it caused him to nuzzle into me more.

By this time Dr Edward, no, Dr Cullen has opened his eyes and is watching me bond with my son. When I notice him I look up waiting for him to talk whilst continuing to stroke the side of my sons face. Now that Dr Cullen knows that I am looking at him he says "Well Isabella that boy is defiantly a cute one" I then reply to this by saying "I prefer to be called Bella" this then causes him to be nervous and I am not sure why as I should be the one nervous with a god in my room.

He then steps out the room to leave me and my baby alone, this is the time when I wish I had my mum and dad around me to be able to see my son and just how cute he is and how much he looks like his granddad. In some ways I really wish I wasn't here on my own because I haven't lived in this area for a while. I know that he can't find me because he is dead but he can still affect my thoughts through my memories but I will not let that affect me any longer now that I have Ethan and he is far more important to me than thinking about him. All this time I have been staring at my sons peaceful face which I could stare at for the rest of my life and not notice anything. I wish that I could do that all my life but that's not how life works. Then I hear a knock at the door; it then opens and Rosalie and Dr Cullen come into the room. Dr Cullen takes a seat next to me whilst Rosalie sits on the end of the bed. They look at each other and it looks like they are having a conversation to each other through their eyes.

Rosalie then turns to me and asks outright what I do for a living; I am surprised by this question because I would have thought she would have gone for the more obvious one. So the question is what I do for a living, I replied to this by saying "I am an Author" I simply say, as I don't really think much of it just that it's my job . The looks on Edward and Rosalie faces are obviously shock. It's Dr Cullen, NOT Edward, I thought for the thousandth time. I then said what my pen name is. I simply say Izzy Dwyer. They look like they don't believe, Rosalie then says that she loves my books and asks "Why do I you write under a pen name. I simply reply saying "I don't like to do any interviews, press conferences or anything publically because I don't like having attention drawn to myself. As well as there being other reasons why I don't want to be known publically". Dr Cullen then follows by asking if I have enough support money and family. How he asks the question sounds like he is asking as if he is concerned as well as sounding like he wants to help. I say that "No I don't have any family or friends as I no longer have my family and no friends as I have just moved this area, but I have the money and me and Ethan will be just fine as we are I am an Independent woman and having a son is not going to change that."

We then continue talking about various things and whether or not I am going to continue writing now that I have Ethan. I have really given much thought to whether I am or not really but considering I'm not in the limelight, I have just kept to myself since the incident. So this then lets me be a fulltime mum to my son which I think is the best thing because I don't see how people can just go out and leave there baby after a few weeks, I think I am going to find it hard even being in a different room from him in a while because yes he wasn't exactly conceived in the best or nicest way but that doesn't mean he can't be my baby and that I can't love him with all my heart.

Rosalie then speaks up saying that she has to leave as it is the end of her shift and she needs to get ready for a date with her boyfriend. I follow by asking what she is wearing to this and what they are doing and who her boyfriend is. She just laughs at me and goes "You and I are going to be good friends especially with that handsome little boy" I just laugh and say "that would be really nice actually". This is the first time I have actually felt like my old self since before the pregancy happened but I am refusing to go through my memories at the moment as the day my baby is born is going to the best and most special memory I have. Rosalie then leaves. Leaving just me and Edward; he then turns to me asking if he can hold Ethan for a while, I must have pulled a face and Edward just looked me in the eyes and said "Bella, I am not going to steal or harm him" with him saying this I just nod my head and slowly start to had Ethan over to him but instead he comes and sits on the edge of the bed.

With him not in my arms it feels if my heart has been wrenched out of me. Edward looks at me and says "you are very special Bella and you are going to be a very special mum" this makes me cry because for someone who doesn't know me and who doesn't know what I have been through it just completely amazes me because how could someone really think of me like that I reply with "Thank you and I'm sorry for the tears because no one has ever said something that sweet to me" His mouth just drops and I don't really understand why he has pulled that face. He then gradually shuffles back so he is leaning against the bed next to me with his feet out in front of him whilst holding Ethan so that he is completely sitting next to me on the bed and puts his other arm round me and says "Bella you are not only stunningly attractive and sweet but you are also caring, funny and are a brilliant mother already and I don't care about what has happened in the past or what has made you the way you are but there is one thing I want to ask you"

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