When I woke up I was even groggier than before.

"Sorry Luddy, had to sedate you kind of went berserk on us."

There was a broken table and Elizaveta was cleaning up glass.

"Ve doitsu are you okay?" Feliciano's eyes where full of worry.

"He said he would kill him if I tried to help… I just… The first came from no where, than it seemed to ease the pain…"

My arm was wrapped, but I could feel the wounds underneath. Lizzy gently touched my shoulder. "Rodrich and I have to leave for a while but Feliciano has agreed to help take care of you."

I simply nod wanting nothing more than a hot shower. Elizaveta walked over kissing my forehead softly

"Be careful Luddy." And with that she and Rodrich left.

"Italien, I will be taking a shower there should be pasta ingredients in the fridge." I tried standing, but I wobbled.

"Ve doitsu let me help you!" He wasn't very strong, but he managed. He helped me with my clothes, and had to take a bath instead of my shower. Feliciano went off getting pasta. I laid down in the tub, my muscles relaxing because the hot water.

I decided to take my bandages off putting my arm in the water. It burned but felt nice. Slowly closing my eyes I drifted off to sleep.

An empty filed. That is was the first thing I saw. Than in the distance I saw him.

"Hey West come here!" He beckoned to me.

I ran over there, when I got there I found Ivan behind him, a hand over bruder's left eye. They both where bloody, bruder was bruised and beaten. But he was… smiling.

"You didn't help me… you abandoned your own brother, so I turned to him…" he turned around kissing Ivan softly.

"My good little pet." A collar suddenly appeared, Ivan was hitting Gilbert, but he smiled the whole time. "Da master Ivan…pet."

Gilbert reached out. "Help me bruder, don't you love me?"

The sky turned gray and it started raining,. The water was cold as ice… no it wasn't water, water was not red with a metallic smell. Blood was raining from the sky.

"Ludwig!" Gilbert's voice cried out he was fading away slowly. Suddenly the world started to shake.

Jerking awake I see Feliciano. The water had gone cold, and red. Feliciano was holding up my arm.

"Your wounds re-opened…"

Standing up I drained the water washing off the blood with the shower. I dried off, realizing how beaten I must look.

"Doitsu let me re-wrap those." I stood silent. He brushed my hair once done with the bandges.

"Doitsu? I made wurst…" He smiled weakly; it must be hard seeing me so weak. I fake a smile and said "Danke Italian…"

That night Feliciano silently slipped in bed beside me. The dream haunted me… Bruder. I can't save him… He must hate me, he had helped me in my darkest time, and now all I could do is sit here and wait worried… So very worried.

Ludwig fell asleep, but little did he know his Italian friend was awake. Feliciano has been so worried about Ludwig.

"Oh doitsu…" he brushed the German's hair softly. "If only you knew… I can be your escape, from pain…" Feliciano leaned over his lips inches from Ludwig's. Ludwig's breathing was soft rhythmic. Feliciano pulled away.

"I can't steal his first kiss." Feliciano laid his head on Ludwig's chest falling asleep to the soft drumming sound.

I woke up with a blush on my face, and questions in my head. I slept peaceful, and dreamt that Feliciano awoke me with a kiss. In the dream I kissed back, letting my mind melt. I cared about nothing, just the soft Italian's lips. The dream lead on, and I soon realized I had another problem, in my lower area….

Feliciano's body was sprawled out on top of me limbs everywhere. This made my face flush more, the memories from the dream more vivid. Feliciano started to squirm not making the situation better.

"Feliciano… wake up bitte…"

Feliciano let out a soft "ve?" waking up a little. "Did I miss practice doitsu?" he rubbed his eyes yawning. He looked so cute… cute? Gott… but it was true.

"Nein you just um…" I blushed more thinking about it. Hoping Feliciano was asleep enough not to notice. He shifted around causing me to bite my lip.

"Ve? Doitsu what's wrong?" His face got closer to mine, as he gently poked my cheek.

"Nothing."

Feliciano giggled nuzzling my chest. "Silly doitsu" he wrapped his arms around me looking up at me. "Ve doitsu, what is this weird bump?" he poked it causing "it" to twitch. My face became very, very red.

"Stop bitte…"

"Why doitsu?" he kept poking

"It hurts."

"This does?" he poked it again, giving it a gentle squeeze

"Ja."

Feliciano finally stopped, getting off of me. "Ve doitsu I'm going to go make breakfast!" He got up heading to the kitchen.

I got up heading to the bathroom. Needing a hot shower.

I stood in the hot water for a while before my problem went away. Once dried off in new clothes I re-wrapped my wound, heading to the kitchen.

Feliciano was making pancakes wearing a frilly apron with cupcakes on it.

"Hi doitsu! I made pancakes and sausage." He was nibbling one, grease running down his face, his tongue darted out to lick it up. My mind raced and I shook it off. Bad German! "Looks great, Feli." I sat down getting some pancakes.

"Ve? Feli? Doitsu you never use my real name!"

I half choked on my orange juice (hehehe Roma… 5am) "o-oh I did… sorry." I didn't catch that I called him that.

"Huh? Why? I like it when you call me my real name." He giggled setting down his plate beside mine. Feliciano hugged me softly before eating.

I smiled a real smile, than started to eat as well. Feliciano had a sort of charm to him. "Hey doitsu do you think we could go to the park for lunch today?" I looked at him confused but nod. He giggled happy hugging me. Later that day while Feliciano was getting lunch ready the phone rang.

"Hallo? Ja… ja. I understand, tomorrow at ten? Ja I will be there. Bye." Feliciano came in with a basket looking at me worried.

"The Alli- I mean England and the others are holding a meeting. America wants to help get food over to bruder, and all the people over there."

Feliciano smiled "Does that mean we get to see him?" The thought hadn't accrued to him.

"I don't know…" he smiled at the thought. "Bruder…"

Author's note: Cliffhanger time! Bwahahaha felt like it was a good place to stop, that and my hand is cramping from writing for an hour straight. The orange juice thing is a joke between my Romano and Prussia. What do you get when you wake an Italian at 5 am and make her mom make us breakfast? Orange jews! Fresh squeezed orange jews. Prussia, Roma's mom, and I all heard it. (sorry little joke wanted to add) Hope you enjoyed the next chapter sorry this kind of sucked D: May add a little fun with Germany and Italy soon *wink wink* if you want tell me!

~Hungary_chan