Hey. So I seem to be updating the chapters each day, which is a sign that I'm on my way to a writer's block, but I'm praying that I don't get it, and that I'll be able to finish it before I have to go back to school in February. It'll be my first ever completed story. Wow. I've opted out of the Disclaimers because this is . The title itself explains that I don't own anything. Read & Review. Thank you.
Once she noticed James being intimately close, she felt him pull her closer and close the distance between them. Which, may I say, wasn't that far to begin with.
Katie's iPod had switched song, and was on shuffle. Typical how it landed on this song.
You push me
I don't have the strength to
Resist or control you
Take me down, take me down
You hurt me
But do I deserve this?
You make me so nervous
Calm me down, calm me down
James continued to kiss Katie with as much lust and passion needed for her to respond. It was slow and hesitant but there it was; her response. He felt her arms snake around his neck as he pressed her up against the pool walls. His hands reaching slowly sliding against the outside of Katie's thighs.
Wake you up
In the middle of the night to say
I will never walk away again
I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh
So come here
And never leave this place
Perfection of your face
Slows me down, slows me down
Katie's legs went to wrap round James' hips and he pressed her up against the wall harder. Their kisses becoming more heated and more lustful. James, not knowing what he was doing or feeling, felt as if every touch Katie left tingles everywhere. James didn't know what he was doing, but for Katie, this was the beginning of becoming emotionally attached to him. She's well aware of her feeling for him though.
So fall down
I need you to trust me
Go easy, don't rush me
Help me out, why don't you help me out?
Wake you up
In the middle of the night to say
I will never walk away again
I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh
So you say "Go, it isn't working"
And I say "No, it isn't perfect"
So I stay instead
I'm never gonna leave this bed
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
I'd give it all away just to get you back
And fake it, fake it all
Take what I can get
Knockin' so loud
Can you hear me yet
Try to stay awake but you can't forget
James knew just how to kiss and make a girl forget everything, but Katie was a different case. As strong as his kisses maybe, and heart filled as they felt, she knew that this was just going to make her even more confused.
Wake you up
In the middle of the night to say
I will never walk away again
I'm never gonna leave this bed, oh
You say "Go, it isn't working"
And I say "No, it isn't perfect"
So I stay instead
I'm never gonna leave this bed, ooh
Katie was beginning to pull back but James wouldn't have it. His breath on her neck was an extreme turn on and when he kissed and sucked the base of her neck she couldn't help but let a little moan escape, which, obviously, fed his ego.
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
Take it, take it all
Take all that I have
"Wait, James…" Katie tried but James kept cutting her off with his lips. "James." She tried again.
"What, Katie?" James said in an impatient but kind voice. He was still trailing wet, hot kisses down her neck, and his hands were still roaming all over her body.
"Can't we talk about this?" Katie breathed unevenly.
"What's there to talk about? It's all physical." James said softly.
"Is that what its all about? The physical need?" Katie began. She was now, fully turned off.
"Yeah. C'mon, Katie, you spend so much time being emotionally attached to someone that you just don't let go. It's all about emotion with you." James said unaware of how much this was hurting Katie. She pushed James away and pulled herself out of the pool. "If I ever get around to girlfriend number … whatever-number-I'm-up-to, she better have a busy life full of her own hobbies and goals, because I will not be someone's reason to exhale." James said in a rushed kind of way.
"No shit, James. I always knew you weren't the type to be tied down or to get attached. We're complete opposites. You, the player that doesn't let himself feel. And me, the broken-hearted who's so desperately trying to find the switch that turns all those feelings I have for you off." Katie's voice cracked and she stared at James looking for his reply. But none. She gathered up all her clothes and her iPod and began to leave. "It's me." She said before pushing the door to the lobby. "It's my fault for thinking you were any different." Katie spoke angrily and left. It wasn't so hard to get dressed and fall asleep once she got up to 2J. It was the aftermath that she was facing the morning after knowingly hooking up with James Diamond. Katie for the first time in months, fell asleep to no music.
So. It's safe to say I've entered escape mode. My dad and I aren't getting along right now so I'm writing like crazy just escape into a life that isn't mine, to deal with problems that I have no affiliation with besides creating them. All the while listening to Ruby - Foster The People, and it being on repeat. Also, watching Big Time Rush occasionally just to separate myself from here and facebook and tumblr. Happy Holidays (: xx
