Warning: Graphic yaoi



Seifer could be called many things, such as a bastard, but 'stupid' was not one of them. So he was a bit surprised he decided on his next course of action, despite his brain telling him that he was probably breaking an unspoken rule of courting.

Still, after dealing with the frustration of getting beat up by Terra, and restraining himself from molesting Riku, he felt somewhat justified in his actions. Sure, knowing Riku's schedule put him in the 'creeper' category, but he didn't want to show up at his door and wait an hour.

Oh, he knew that what he was about to do definitely did not fall under the guidelines of proper courting, but he had been good up to this point. Just one kiss or two…maybe a grope…

He knocked on the door, waiting, his heart rate increasing. The door opened, and Seifer's mind shut down. Riku stood with hair still dripping wet, only a towel around his waist. Seifer's eyes followed the contours of Riku's muscles before finally looking at him.

"Seifer?" Riku said, eyes wider than normal, his cheeks dusted with pink.

"Do you mind if I come in?" he asked, his voice barely a whisper.

Riku stepped back, allowing Seifer inside, and closed the door after him.

Seifer didn't wait. He pushed Riku against the door, claiming his lips with his own. A part of him knew that Riku could fight him if he wanted to, and Seifer would back off. Riku tensed, his eyes opening wider, before he relaxed his body, his eyes falling half-closed while his mouth opened a little. He didn't take the invitation quite yet.

Seifer felt a bit guilty for the sudden attack, but at least he hadn't been beaten up yet. Carefully, he moved even closer, their bodies pressed together, his kiss becoming more harsh at the close contact. He slowly slipped his tongue inside Riku's mouth. Hands slowly wrapped around him, and Seifer shivered, finally breaking the kiss.

A rosy tinge colored Riku's cheeks, and the pupils of his eyes were dilated.

"I'm sorry," Seifer said, his voice deeper. "I know I should go slower, and that Terra's probably going to murder me in my sleep. You're driving me crazy."

A small smile stretched across Riku's face. "I'm driving you crazy?"

"Yeah. For a long time. I tried to move on, you know. I tried to act like I did beforehand, but whenever I tried anything with another person, I'd think of you. I'd dream of you. I couldn't do anything with another person. And I'd watch you."

Riku shivered, his cheeks darkening. "You watched me a lot…Sora sometimes noticed."

Seifer scowled. "He's too sharp sometimes."

"Stalker," Riku laughed.

Seifer flushed. "Yeah…guess I am."

Riku pushed him gently away, and the towel slipped to the floor. Seifer licked his lips as he saw that Riku was aroused as well.

"Are you sure you want me?" Riku asked softly. "I'm pretty messed up after everything. Do you think you can handle it?"

"I don't know," Seifer said honestly. "I want to say 'sure, no problem,' but I've never had to really worry about stuff like that."

"You really are serious," Riku whispered.

"Yeah…guess I am…"

Riku gently placed his palms on Seifer's chest, pushing him, and he took the hint, walking backwards carefully.

"Sit," Riku murmured. Seifer carefully sat down, but had to spread his legs as Riku knelt down in front of him.

"Riku…"

Riku's eyes didn't waver from Seifer's, fingers working at his pants and undoing them just enough to release his cock. He remained still, except for his fingers running through Riku's hair.

"You don't have to do this," Seifer said, even if he hoped Riku would continue.

"You think I don't know that?" Riku smirked, then bent his head down. With little nips and licks, Riku worked his way from the base to the tip, slowing down to suck at the slit.

"Fuck," Seifer said, closing his eyes at the pleasure.

"Yes," hissed Riku, climbing into Seifer's lap. Seifer's eyes opened, but instead of a response, he merely pulled Riku into a kiss.

Abruptly, Seifer pulled away. "I may be breaking the rules of proper courtship, but I'm at least going to demand a bed for this."

Riku's temporary confusion at the action morphed into a smirk. "All right."

Seifer stood, finally slipping out of his shoes, pants and underwear, but not before removing a small bottle of lube. He followed Riku into the bedroom, unbuttoning his shirt as he walked.

"Are you scared?" Seifer asked, throwing his shirt into the corner.

"Terrified," Riku replied, moving to the middle of the bed, and spreading his legs.

"Just don't punch me." Seifer carefully got onto the bed and crawled over Riku.

"I'll try?" The answer was accompanied with a smirk.

Seifer snorted. "Thanks," he said. He wasted little time on stretching Riku, mostly taking his cues from his partner. Seifer knew it had to hurt somewhat, because he could read the discomfort in Riku's eyes, but Riku did not lay idle. He moved gently against the fingers, helping Seifer stretch him.

"It'll be easier on you if you're on your knees."

Riku shook his head. "I need to see you. I want you to take me on my back."

"But we could…"

"On my back," repeated Riku, then slightly rolled, pulling his legs apart with his own hands.

Seifer considered arguing for only a few seconds. In those seconds, he lubed up his own cock before practically draping himself over Riku.

"You can't take this back once it's happened."

"I know," Riku said, moving one leg to rest on Seifer's back.

With a steady, but slow, pace, Seifer slid into Riku, and finally knew that the wait had indeed been worth it.


They lay tangled together, the sheets stained and come slipping out of Riku. He murmurs a healing spell for both of them, easing sore muscles and healing scrapes and other injuries. They talk softly about random things, like stupid stuff they did as children, what it feels like to travel, or silly stories about their friends.

The talk would shift, and their lips would meet in small kisses, their legs tangling together. Finally, Seifer would slip into Riku, relishing in the small gasp he received whenever he entered fully.

Then the cycle repeated, with various interludes, throughout the night.