Arcadia Allbright was finally laying her bed. She wanted to sleep and never wake up. She wanted to fall and never get up from the waste land which she landed in. It was her worst nightmares come true. It was the worst possible thing that she figured she could have happen to her in her existence. No one would love her now. Everyone that would and could ever love her is gone.

What do I do now? She thought to herself. When all else fails, read. She thought as she stared at the journal laying on her nightstand.

She picked it up and started reading right where she left off.

In the 1940's, everyone is pretty much a failure in their eyes. I couldn't wait to go back to Hogwarts and see my best friend. I needed to see his smile and feel the warmth of his body near mine. I could never admit it to him because he's a Slytherin and he had girls all over him. There was no way I could ever tell him that I think I might love him and he would ever look at me the same.

She slammed the journal shut. Are you kidding me? Another god damn love story gone wrong by the Ravenclaw and Slytherin houses where the girl falls and the guy doesn't. Typical. I can't ever win. In one lifetime or the next. She froze as her brain went on and on. What am I talking about? This isn't me in a past life. I could only be them if we were related, right? I need to go to the library again. I'll go during lunch tomorrow.

She decided that one thing before falling asleep to the never ending nightmares that waited.

She woke in a cold sweat. She had hoped to sleep and never be able to open her eyes again, now she was happy she could otherwise she probably could have died right then from utter horror.

"That was terrible." She looked at her clock. "7 o' clock. That might be worse." She got out of her bed and took a quick shower that only lasted like 15 minutes. The cold water scared her to no end and she can't even remember why.

She got out and did her usual routine before heading to the library anyways.

"I need a book on past lives." She thought out loud to herself.

"Now why would you need that?" She turned and saw those wonderful silver pools staring back.

"None of your business." She said.

"If you say so." He said and walked away.

Never had she thought that as soon as he turned she would long for those eyes and that wonderful smirk and angled face. No, Arcadia. Lock those stupid feelings down. This happened before and it will NOT happen again.

I need to find a family tree of my family. Allbright is a pretty unique name but I'm a pure-blood so there may be a more likely chance of finding one.

Eventually, she found her family tree and got one good glance at it before the bell ring for her first class. This was a big library so it wasn't a surprise it took her so long to find a piece of paper.

You're kidding me. Of course I remember that stupid name! It's my grandmother. I'm an idiot. How is that possible? She died after I was born and I'm pretty positive the book said she was practically immortal. If Kateryna loved Tom so much, how could she have kids with someone else? I'm so confused. I need my mom.

She didn't realize it but talking about her family made her want to fall again and live under the ground where no one could see her or hear her.

She walked into Herbology second to last with red eyes.

"Miss. Allbright, It seems you've been using the herbs I've been teaching for wrong doing." The teacher said and laughed her horribly ugly squeaky laugh.

Arcadia had no control over what happened next, she wasn't even in her body anymore. She was watching herself from outside of her body and she couldn't help but star wide-eyed at the horrific thing her body was doing. She pulled out her long wand and pointed it at the teacher and the blue light from the wand struck her.

It wasn't that horrible because she only turned into a small apple tree but it was horrible for Arcadia.

Her body moved in a cat like motion and her face looked right where Arcadia seemed to be standing outside of her body and Arcadia felt a pull making her move towards her body. Her face smiled wickedly as she rushed forward right into her body.

The ghost like figure of Arcadia seen by all the kids in the class moved through Arcadia and knocked her back and onto the ground. She was unconscious still trying to wake up from her never ending nightmare.