Kendall's pov:
Where am I? Ughhh I open my eyes and instantly close them, the pain! I cringed and I slowly try to open my eyes again. I immediately get blinded by the bright white room, everything so white. How much I hate that colour, it just reminds me how easily something so innocent can be corrupted. I immediately note the accent of medicine and other stuff that belongs to a hospital.
Wait what happened? Didn't I just lie in the tub and... I instantly looked at my arms and so that they were bandaged, I stare at it in schlock, my mind going rampage thinking about why could have happened and what even really happened. Who found me? Was the question that keeps returning it didn't seem like that it would go away got a while do I pondered about whom it could be...
I mentally cringe at the thought of my mother or little sister finding me, I wonder what they are doing right now, what they are thinking or feeling?
-VOICE-
They must be so ashamed of you right now, they must really hate you more than ever because for 1 they have to bear the constant questioning about your stupid suicide attempt.
B-b-but you told me to kill myself, you told me that everyone hates me and that I should do everyone a favour and kill myself!
-VOICE-
Bitch please, I'm only just a figment of imagination in your pathetic little shitty mind so shut the fuck up!
I'm only voicing out your true feelings and thoughts so don't blame the things that you feel or think on me, because I only fucking voice them out!
My mind went blank. I suddenly felt cold and empty. I can't feel anything except for the numbness that seems to creep through my whole body. I hear someone laugh and I can feel something wet coming from my eyes and gliding down my cheek. It seems like I'm in shock but I hear something it's someone chuckling... Wait I know that voice and it seems that the chuckling increased into hysterical laughing... It was my voice that is laughing like a mentally ill person, it sounds so broken, and the only thing that I notice is how the nurses and a doctor bursting through the door, one holding a needle with some clear liquid substance in it. The nurses held me tight and the doctor plunged the needle in my arm and pushed in the clear substance. I stopped laughing like mad and my eyes slowly starting to drop and as I look at the open door I see how my mother and sister looking worried and scared at the same time.
I woke up again and I noticed how my arms and legs were tied on the bed and my mother laying half on the bed and the other in the chair besides the bed sleeping. I tried to say something but my neck felt dry, but my voice came out raspy. I felt my mother steer and rubbing her eyes and yawning at the same time, as her eyes open she looked at me with sad eyes. She notices how I'm struggling with voicing out my thoughts so she took the water bottle and held it to my mouth gently so I could drink from it.
"What happened? Why am I tied down?" I asked.
"Honey, well... You had a mental break down, well that is what the doctor told me... I have decided that... I'm going to send you to place that the doctor recommended me , so you can take a break and maybe Get better?" I could hear her say.
I could only stare at her with shock, what the fuck happened? I couldn't believe her, my own mom is going to send me to a mental asylum, well ok she didn't say that but I know what she meant by the words, where I could take a break to get better.
I'm not crazy, well I know that I'm maybe a bit weird but I defiantly am not crazy!
The doctor came in and I could hear him talk to my mom that the transportation was ready to take me away and the only thing I saw my mother do was nod and she looked at me one last time and walked slowly out of the room not sparing me one last glance. My eyes went wide and alert and I start to shout, scream and thrash around. Screaming for help but nobody even spared me a glance, my eyes started to tear and I could feel how a tear slowly left my eye.
Help please, anyone please help... I don't want to go there. Please!
