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From previous chapter

" Heard.. From Sasuke's snake… Sakura… Fatal… Dying.." were the only words which managed to escaped Shisui's mouth before Itachi sped in front of him, not realizing that he was still holding his sword on his right hand.

And they arrived at the time where Sakura's bloodied figure was slipped into the room. His otouto and his hokage stood in front of him as Tsunade pushed both of the men out from the room before the door was shut.

It was only a few second, but the scene was clear as crystal in his mind. Sakura's bloodied figure. Sakura's blood everywhere. His precious' maroon life line. Sakura was…

… Dying.

And the sword hit the ground with a loud clank.


8 months ago

Sakura's apartment

They were at it again.

The proud man stood inside the living room, unmoving, even to touch his bloodied lips, courtesy of his strong vixen. She hit him and he let it. Again. And he did not do anything to prevent her punch. A punch because it's really girly to slap a male, and Sakura's not girly at all. And he deserved that punch because he brought nothing but misery to her.

The sting of her punch felt like shit to him, but he couldn't compare it to the sharp stab every time he replayed her teary face. Cheeks flushed, tears glistening on her lovely emerald eyes, bottom lip red from too much pressure from her teeth, sad and filled with sorrow gaze and trembling shoulders.

He brought nothing but bad luck to every people he loves.

His mother,

Who always cried every night because she couldn't prevent her first son from the clutches of the ruthless clan.

His father,

Who was forced to always keep tabs on him; making his father unable to saw his second son's growth.

His little brother,

Who suffered from the lack of love from his father, thanks to him. Who always feel insecure about his ability, always look at his big brother with slight jealousy, when on the other hand, he wants nothing but to be like his little brother.

His cousin

Who always casted aside because of him.

And lastly, his Sakura.

Who suffered the pressure from the clan. Because they said she was no match to him, not worth of him. Who felt sorrow from his forced-pending engagement to another girl, because he was unable to say no to his clan, yet he couldn't let go of him. She was still rightfully his girlfriend, since Sasuke, his little brother threaten the elders that he'd get out from the clan if they didn't let Sakura and him together, until they break up by themselves. Who always faked that smile, to assure him that everything's okay, when he could saw that agony and sorrow underneath her eyes.

He was nothing but a lost cause to the people around him.

Yet, because of his sharingan, his powerful body, his rank,

…people respected him. Respect that came from fear, cowardice, greed.

And he despised it.

Finally he walked slowly to her bedroom. Slowly took step by a step. He'd masked his chakra, carefully so she'd not know that he was always there whenever she cried. At noon. At night. At the hospital. At the training ground. At her place. When it's sunny. When it's cloudy. When it's rainy.

He slowly slid down on her door; listening to her cries.

All because of him.

He's a bad influence to her.

Yet, he couldn't let go. Never.

But he knew, in the back of his mind, he'd eventually have to.

Sooner or later.

Because he'd cherished every precious time with her, until they have to broken up. Because, when she left him, he'd be nothing but a moving doll. A doll who will always replayed their memories inside his head. Until she'd eventually move on. Until she found another better man. Until he could see her true smile for the last time.

And he'd bear it. He'd bear those heavy poisons. And he'd rather die in a painful way and see her alive and happy. Rather than see her suffering, but alive, nor happy but dying.


And the time bomb ticked by. Waiting to explode.

Tick

Tick.

Tick.


I'm okay, I guess. But that activity I told you on previous chapter only WASTED my time. Stupid school agenda's.

Okay, this might be the LAST chapter since I thought (from the amount of reviews, yes, ladies and gentlemen, I always judge my story base on the review, meaning less reviews = bad) this story is bad, aside from the horrible grammar, since I couldn't find any beta and my beta is busy with her own projects. (And good luck with that, Kort-nee-chan ! X3) and when I saw the traffic +100 people read this, but only that amount of review ? well…

So yeah.. the judge is on. Will this story is taken down? It's all up to you, my lovely readers.

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