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'CODE BLACK, CODE BLACK'

I wanted to cover my ears as the siren's pounded in my ears, vibrating through my throbbing head, but of course I decided that any sudden movements would be unwise.

'Looks like they found me' He hissed in my ear, so quietly that his voice was almost lost in the noise.

Then he laughed. 'I guess if I'm going to kill you I might as well cause pain to a few others who have been in this with you'

'You're crazy!' I yelled up at him, tears pricking my eyes as he bent my arms back in a painful position, his gun never leaving my neck.

'I am' He nodded in agreement, his smile making me feel sick.

'How did you find me?' I said through gritted teeth as the sirens continued to pound through my head.

'I find I can be almost invisible when I don't want to be seen, I'm sure you of all people will understand that, especially as I used the same entrance that you seem to make a habit of using'

I ground my teeth together as I finally saw the door I had exited out of open. The man didn't pull me away from it though in a desperate attempt to get me out, instead he stood in the open corridor, almost as if he wanted to be seen.

Zach was the first one to come out of the door. 'We need to find Cammie and –' He stopped mid-sentence and his eyes widened. Liz walked into the back of him.

'Zach you can't just stop in the middle of the doorway!' Shouted Liz. But then her eyes widened too.

'Oh, come out and join us, we're having a great time over here!' the man called as he watched the whole coveops class file out followed closely by an angry Mr Solomon.

I watched the other classes file out absent-mindedly from the other classrooms and run towards the common rooms where we were supposed to go during a code black, they didn't seem to notice us.

Everyone seemed frozen, I would have thought the world had stopped if it hadn't been for the ringing of the Code Black, a painful hum in the back of my head.

'Oh Ms Morgan, how lovely of you to join us!' The man cackled, he turned me and to my horror I was face to face with my mom.

'Mom, go, please go!' I said, my voice rising in panic. 'Everyone just get out!' I practically yelled before the man pushed the gun hard into my windpipe causing me to choke. Out of the corner of my eye I could see the whole of my CoveOps class taking a collective breathe, trying not to move.

'Just please, I'll do anything, please just let my daughter go' My mom sobbed.

'Hmmm' The man laughed as if it were the most amusing thing in the world. 'Well I'm afraid there's nothing you can do really, I just thought it would be fun to have a little reunion, it's a shame I didn't get the chance to have one with my brother' His voice turned cold.

'So…' He started as he finally released the pressure on my windpipe. I chocked, struggling to get air back into my lungs. I clutched at my throat numbly. I noticed my mom take a step towards me, clearly wanting to help me but before she could take another step the gun had been smashed around my head.

I let out a cry of pain as the cold metal struck against my temple. I had been hit in the head so often it was actually ridiculous. My mom's eyes filled with tears and I realised this wasn't only a mothers worst fear but also a spies.

The man suddenly began rummaging around in his pocket, his gun staying trained on me the whole time. I noticed a large group of the security department come behind my mom, but this didn't seem to worry the man, in fact he seemed to enjoy the attention, they were too late. This guy was sick in the head.

My heart sank as I saw him bring out a picture. 'I thought everyone might like to see the real Cammie Morgan before she dies'

'No…' I whispered, my voice coming out strangled and forced.

He brought out a picture, a picture of me, the picture of me from the underwear shoot.

I hung my head in shame, it really didn't look a thing like me, the skin was too perfect, the makeup too extreme, the girl was too perfect to be me.

Tina gasped, actually leaning in closer to see the picture.

Suddenly someone laughed. 'Haha, you really think that's Cammie?'

I appreciated Liz's effort at trying to pretend it wasn't me, but this guy had a gun.

'I'm glad this is so amusing!' the man seemed to get angry at the fact no one seemed shocked, the fact that they believed Liz over him. He obviously didn't know a thing about Gallagher Girls.

But then the gun was in Liz's face.

'No!' I cried my voice a mere croak from the earlier crushing of my wind pipe. 'I don't care what you do to me, just leave Liz out of it'

'Oh how touching' He mocked in a way that suggested he clearly thought the opposite, but I was relieved when he lifted the gun away from Liz's head and back at me. Liz looked like she was going to pass out.

'Well now you know what little Cammie here is really like, we'll be off!' He began pushing past the security, laughing as they attempted to block the way; he knew they were helpless because of the gun being held against my head.

He'd escaped with me, well I thought he had.

Suddenly I was flying out of his arms, my body hitting hard against the stone wall, but I didn't have time to register the pain before the gun shot rang out.

'Let go of me!' I yelled to the man who'd just picked me up, my voice now a state of panic. 'Mom!' I yelled again at her limp body on the floor. But then she sat up. And I realised it wasn't her that had been shot. I glanced around frantically, my eyes tearing up.

I then realised I was covered in blood that wasn't mine.

'He shot himself?' I asked myself, not daring to believe it as I glanced down at his bloody body being dragged away by the security department.

'Cammie are you hurt?' My mother was beside me straight away, everyone crowded around me; I glanced around at the worried faces and felt suffocated by the wall of bodies around me.

'She needs some space!' Zach yelled, pushing through the crowd and I watched them disperse and walk down the corridor, the code black still blaring in my ears. I was left with my three best friends staring worriedly at me, my unofficial boyfriend who was trying to push them out the way and my mom leaning over me.

I finally let out a breath of air that I didn't realise I was holding.

'Cammie tell me where you're hurt' my mom's worried voice sounded in my ear.

'I'm not' I lied. I tried standing but my shaking knees wouldn't take my weight and I fell back down again.

'Cammie we want to help you, you need to tell us where you're hurt' my mom spoke clearly, as if she were worried her words weren't going into my head. But they were, I would never not hear anything ever again.

'He… he wanted revenge didn't he?' I asked ignoring my mom's question, already realising the answer. My voice was unrecognisable, my throat burned with every word I spoke.

My mom avoided my question. 'Cammie just tell me if you're…'

I stood up suddenly and fell into her arms crying. 'It's over kiddo, it's all over now' her voice was a whisper against my skin and I felt her hug me tighter despite the blood clinging to my clothes and skin.

Suddenly someone else was crying and I heard Liz's sobs. I stood up shakily and pulled my arms away from my mom as I grabbed Liz and hugged her tightly.

'I… feel… stupid' Liz sobbed. 'He only held a gun to my head… and I'm crying and…' She cried louder.

'You were really brave Liz' I smiled and she finally stopped sobbing.

I turned to face Bex.

'I forgive you!' Bex grinned, pulling me into a hug. I smiled at her.

'I really am sorry I ran away Bex' I whispered.

'I know you are' Bex scolded.

'Are you hurt Cammie?' I should have been bored of the question by now but coming out of Zach's lips it wasn't an insult or persistence… it was more loving.

'I'm fine… just a little…' I paused struggling to find the right words.

'Shaken up?' Zach offered.

I nodded.

'Pissed off?' Macey questioned.

'Yes' I replied laughing. The laugh sounded weird but I couldn't tell if it was because I hadn't laughed for so long or because my throat had just been crushed.

'Let's get you to the hospital now' my mom pulled me along before I could protest.

'Okay' I sighed. All I wanted was a bath and to get out of these blood stained clothes.

'Mom can I please have a bath first, I'm covered in his…'

'Blood' I finished, my voice cracking.

My mom hesitated. 'I guess so, but come to the hospital straight after okay?'

I agreed and walked to my room closely followed by my roommates.

As soon as I got into the bathroom and shut the door I rushed to turn bath tap on and stripped the blood stained clothes off. I bathed, staying in the scolding water for as long as possible before Macey shouted through the door telling me to hurry up. I shouted a quick reply before getting changed into clean clothes.

I caught my eye in the mirror, seeing the blood leaking down from the front of my face from the cut above my eye. I grabbed some tissue and dabbed at it, feeling sick. I caught sight of my hands which were stained with blood. I grabbed at the soap frantically, scrubbing at my hands.

'Cammie hurry up, your mom will be getting worried!' yelled Bex.

'Coming!' I yelled back, but I could tell my voice was too high, too uneven.

'Cammie are you okay?' Yelled Macey, sensing the change in my voice.

I glanced at the blood in the bath, I glanced at the blood that stained my skin, I stared at the blood running down my face in the mirror. I was like a killer; I had let Zach kill those people, that man had killed himself in front of me.

Suddenly a hair dryer had flown through the air and cracked the glass and a shard was in my hand. I didn't even know what I was doing with it; I should hurt like those people that are dead… I deserved it…

But then I thought of Zach. I thought of his arms around me. I thought of my mom checking I was okay every five minutes. Who was I to take that away from them?

Instead I fell down on the floor sobs racking through my body except I wasn't alone anymore. Bodies were crushing me.

'It's okay Cam' Liz soothed.

'Cammie what's wrong?' Macey asked concerned.

'I just feel… responsible… I feel like I'm a killer' I sobbed into Liz's shoulder.

'First of all' Bex started. 'Those people are all sick and evil and twisted and don't deserve to live'

'Second' Macey continued. 'It's not your fault, and you're stupid to think so!'

I shrugged. I hadn't really thought about it like that, I'd thought a life was a life but maybe Bex was right, maybe they deserved what they got.

'Come on, we need to get you to your mom she'll be going livid!'

I was dragged to the hospital and shoved behind curtains where I was prodded and poked.

'We don't think there's any major damage. She'll need to stay in for observation; she may be in a little pain when the shock wears off' the doctor told my mom before walking off.

'I guess we should leave you to get some sleep' My mom tucked the bed covers around me and fussed around with the side lamp before giving me a kiss on the forehead, whispering 'I love you' and then walking out the door.

'See you in the morning Cammie' my friends said their goodbyes before they too walked out the door.

I was alone with Zach.

'Are you in pain?' Zach asked sitting at the end of my bed.

'Not really, I've been worse' I shrugged.

'I'm sorry I wasn't there for you… again' Zach hung his head.

'What are you talking about, you were, and even if you weren't I wouldn't have cared because you're here now' I smiled, the smile felt foreign on my lips.

I pulled Zach onto the bed beside me and cuddled up next to his warm body. His arms wrapped around me almost involuntarily.

'Go to sleep, it's all over now' he whispered.

And so I slept, because I knew Zach would still be there when I woke up.