Chapter 3.
I gasped loudly then turned on my heel, starting to walk away. I fought back tears and a lump formed in my throat. My head spun with all of my sudden thought. Am I not pretty enough? Am I not good enough? Am I fat? Do I look horrible? The thoughts made me feel horrible about myself. I knew I shouldnt of agreed to this date. I always get my hopes up, to be left down. How can I say goodbye when I've barely said hello?
Tears started streaming down my cheeks. Its always me huh. The girl people can use and just play with my heart like its nothing. The girl no one cares for. The girl who is a nobody. Yup. Thats me.
I heard a sudden shuffling behind me.
"Alex! I'm sorry!" I heard Justin say, running. "I didnt mean to!"
I scoffed thorugh the tears. I've heard that before. I tried to walk faster, but a hand caught me by my shoulder. I tried jerking away, unsuccessfully.
"Alex, please let me explain.." Justin said in a shaky voice.
Should I let him try to explain? No. I cant forgive him for something like this. Its unforgiveable. I heard my moms voice in the back of my head. Always give people second chances Lexi, It may turn into something wonderful. I sighed sorrowly and turned on my heel, facing Justin.
"Fine," I sternly stated.
I pityed myself in my head.
"Girls always yeeno', hit on me. And that girl happened to be on the bench when I got there to wait for you. I was afraid you wouldnt show up.. I've never had such strong feelings for a girl, especially a girl who I've barely talked to. So I looked over at her and she kissed me. I'm so-"
I cut him off by kissing him. I'd heard enough.. He looked and sounded sincere. After a second, I felt him kissing me back.
I pulled away and looked down. His finger caught my chin and pulled my head up, looking at him.
"Dont look down beautiful," He whispered.
Then he kissed me again..
A/N: This was terribly short! I'm really sorry. It'll be longer next time. I appreciate the reviews. Keep reviewing! - Abby.
