A/C Another chapter. :)
A/C Again, sorry ant mistake.
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She was really bored. Her first period was English. Of course she was more than happy she didn't share this class with Finn, Santana or Rachel. That way she had more time to think about everything was going on. But classes? She got in Yale, why go through this again? So the blonde decided to ignore her teacher and focus on everything else in her life.
'I need to make a list with everything I have to deal with.' Quinn opened her notebook and started her notes.
'Finn. I really need to break up with him. He'll try kiss me again and.. oh no! But I need to be kind, he's a nice guy. Not right now, but in 4 years he'll be. I just need to say I really like him but we're better off as friends. Easy!' After that, she smiled at herself, thinking maybe it wouldn't be that hard. And she moved on to the next topic: Santana.
'I can't tell her about what's going on. She will say I'm crazy. Anybody would think that. So I'll just come up with an excuse to explain why I didn't go to cheerios practice. I can pretend I'm sick. I can pretend very well. Oh, and I have to talk to coach Sue as well. I need to keep being cheerios captain. I won't be dating the quarterback anymore, its important keep my status.'
Quinn took a moment and thought about what she was going to say. But she wasn't worried about it, just avoiding next topic. She knew that the most difficult of all of this was Rachel. Everything had to be different. She was in love. And now she knew it. But it didn't mean it was less scary.
When she was a sophomore, for real, she was mean to Rachel. But she could speak to the brunet. She usually said horrible things, but still. After that, they were sort of frenemys. Because of glee they talked about the club, and even about them. 'Rachel was always nosy.' That thought made Quinn smiled. She loved that about Rachel. They had a lot of moments because of that. They wouldn't became friends if Rachel didn't care about her and about her awful actions.
Anyway, after frenemys they finally became friends. And they had amazing conversations and it was easy talk to Rachel.
Everything was fine until she realized she was in love with Rachel. For a long time. She remembered that moment so clearly.
She wanted to win sectionals and was about to drop a bomb about Shelby and Puck. Rachel didn't let her. Glee won sectionals. She won. She won Rachel's friendship for good that day. And later she told the brunet about Yale. It was the happiest moments she had in school.
But then the wedding thing happened and it was a really hard time. Finn and Rachel ended up not getting married, and she ended up in a wheelchair. Anyway. After that, they kept their friendship. And she was happy she could at least had Rachel as a friend. Really was. Before they graduate she even gave Rachel train tickets so they could visit each other and keep in touch. And she meant that. But it was so hard being just friends. And it got worse after she heard about the brake up with Finn. Be just a friend, and act like a friend. She didn't know how to anymore. And because of that she avoided the visits. Until THE visit.
Now here she was. Stuck in her past. She knew about all of this, about her feelings. But at the same time she knew about their story, well, she didn't. Technically. In this reality she was a bitch to Rachel. And she had no idea how to speak to her. The only thing she knew: She could NOT say 'I liked your sweater' ever again.
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Quinn spent the last 20 minutes thinking the best way to get close to Rachel. But so far she just found more questions.
'So, Finn probably already joined Glee, which means Rachel is into to him. It's not fair, I comeback to this stupid year and it's not even the right time.' She was staring at her notes with hazel eyes looking carefully at everything she wrote.
'Well, her feelings for Finn are new, so technically there's still something about what she said yesterday. Or in 4 years. I just have to act immediately before it's all gone. But how?' And then it hit her.
'I can't let Finn single, I'll be helping him and not myself. Oh crap.' Now she really didn't know what to do. Date Finn meant.. Well, date him. For the third time. And again with no feelings for him. It didn't seem fair. But not date him meant he and Rachel could be together real soon and she won't have a chance. She won't have a chance and will be stuck in this stupid life with nothing good.
'Face it Quinn, you will never be 100% good. Not even close. You're a bitch and don't have to change everything right?' Yeah she was really trying to convince herself.
'I'll keep dating him for a little longer. When I finally manage to make Rachel love me back, I'll dump him. Of course.'
"Okay kids, see you next week." She wasn't even paying attention when her teacher ended class, but she saw everybody leaving and did the same.
The blonde was walking to her next class, trying to be quick so anybody could see her, but something caught her attention. There she was. So fragile and sweet, with those big brown eyes and soft lips. 'Oh Rachel, if only you knew…' she thought to herself.
Then she saw this 2 big jerks approaching her. They had… a slushie!
"OH NO!" She tried to run in their direction, she really did. But a few seconds later and… done. Her beautiful Rach had slushie all over her face. The brunet was staring the ground, with her delicate hands cleaning her eyes. That scene made her sick.
"Are you idiots are of your mind?" The blonde got there so fast and wasn't thinking at all. When the subject is Rachel, she's always so impulsive.
"Camon Quinn, we're just giving this loser what she deserve." Karofsky said with this big stupid smile on his face. Quinn wanted to punch him in his face. She really did.
"I'll only say this one time. .ALONE!" In that moment the 3 of them looked her with shock. Actually, not just them, but a few students stopped to watch that scene.
"What's the problem Quinn? You're always the one to demand the slushies. You're being nice to her because your boyfriend is gay now and joined that gay club?" The 2 jerks looked at each other laughing as if it was the most funny comment on planet. Pathetic.
"Get the hell out of here Karofsky! You know who has the power here. Don't mess with me. I mean it, I'll make your life hell if you don't leave her alone." She was so angry, she couldn't take another second looking this idiots. Fortunately they let it go.
"Whatever. We don't have time for your PMT. We're leaving." And they did. After that everybody lost interest and left to their classes.
Quinn immediately turned to look at Rachel, and saw a very confused look.
"Why did you do that? You want to be the one to humiliate me? Please just live me alone." The brunet was really hurt right now. She could tell by the tone of her voice. It made her really sad.
"What? No Rachel, I was just trying to h-"
"Excuse me, I have to go." Rachel interrupted her and ran away leaving Quinn alone in an empty hall.
"Comeback idiot. I love you!" Of course no one heard. She wasn't that crazy.
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Quinn had pretty much an idea where to find Rachel. So she went right on the bathroom. She saw Rachel cleaning herself looking with confidence in the mirror. She was probably thinking one day she'll be a star, and won't remember those days. And she will. Quinn wanted to say she will.
"Please, leave me alone." The brunet said as soon as she saw Quinn staring at her.
"I'm not here to hurt you. I just want to know if you're ok…"
"Why?" Rachel genuinely wanted to know.
'Now. Just say it. No, don't say it. She despises you. Just say you're sorry or something.'
"Because I… hm.. I want.."
'Really Quinn? Now? Just talk to her.'
"Look Berry… I just want to know if you're ok. Stop question everything and give me a damn answer." Not very good. But she was very nervous. She didn't had a plausible answer.
"I'm fine ok? You can just leave now." Rachel wasn't in the mood to do this, so she just needed to end this… whatever it was. But Quinn?
'You can't leave. Think fast Quinn. Do something.'
"Let me help you."
"You don't hav-"
But Quinn didn't let Rachel argue. She got closer and gently started to help Rachel clean her head.
"Here, let's get it out of your hair." She now was smiling and looking Rachel in her eyes. It was the most intimate moment they had in a long time. She could spend hours just like that.
"Thank you." Rachel's voice was very shy right now. But she kept her look on hazel eyes, trying to understand why Quinn Fabrey was helping her. But even if it was a really strange situation, it was the first time someone helped her cleaning after getting slushied. And Quinn was so soft.
"Quinn, weren't you supposed to be in class?" Rachel felt the need to brake this moment, it was getting intense.
"Oh, I graduated already." She really was better without speak. But poor girl, was lost in Rachel's eyes. She wasn't thinking.
"I'm sorry, you what?" The brunet got confused.
"I.. I mean.. I'm very good at this class, I don't have to worry about it, I'll pass." It was the best she could do.
"Oh, nice. Which class?"
'I have no idea.'
"Mat..hysto..graphy… GEOGRAPHY!"
'Oh God, she will think I have mental problems.'
"That's great Quinn. Anyway, I would like to thank you for your help. I appreciate it. It's all good now." The diva thanked Quinn and turned to look in the mirror. She really didn't want her moment with Rachel to end, but she was out of ideas.
"Not a problem Rachel. But what about your clothes?" An idea, right?
"Don't worry, I have extra clothes in my locker."
"I can go and get them for you." She was desperate for more time.
"You don't have to. Everybody is in class right now, I can go by myself. Besides, its locked, and I don't feel comfort sharing my password." That made Quinn sad. But she understood. Besides, it was her first day, she had to be patient.
"That's okay Rachel. I should probably go to class anyway. Bye."
"Bye Quinn."
With that, Quinn left the bathroom and let a smile escape. After all, sophomore Quinn wouldn't had that chance. Really, clean Rachel's head was like, gold. And she didn't care if it sounds crazy. Look at her life.
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A/C Done. Hope you guys like it.
