I'M SO SORRY ! This is a very late update! But thank you for being Patient with me... I'm an idiot... SPK03 really is. Believe me I've been busy with Sour Patch, lemon, school work and illness... But that's no reason... Leave a review if you are upset with the wait or just relieved I updated. But I do apologize. So sorry but I hope you enjoy this chapter. Len in denial, baby drama and Len being an ass... There will be more drama and events taking place. MORE will happen just just keep reading. I hope I didn't give anything away at all. I hate spoiling stories but the most I can do is leave previews. I really do hope you enjoy this chapter.
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Story :
What's Your Resolution ?
Chapter 2 :
"Look at me now"
Len POV:
Rin pregnant with my child, no it's not even fucking possible. No fucking way, no that's impossible, it was only one time we... I don't remember using a condom.
"No, no fucking way...it was only one time...we fucked.", I shook my head side to side. "No you were."
"A was a virgin the first time! T,This is why I never wanted to tell you!" Rin yelled at me as I was shaking my head.
Rin's face got super red when she tried getting up. She was really forcing herself up, but couldn't get up with the extra weight resting on her hips. I sighed not even thinking said.
"Rin. I made a mistake five months ago."
"I knew it. Y,you never loved me. You just used me, I was just another girl that fell for you.", she kept her head down, no longer wanting to stare at me.
"I knew you never cared. No one did...when I left this house. The first night I slept on a park bench." She said with her pitch dropping.
"No one was searching for me. Not even you!" She screamed as tears just kept falling down her face.
"No Rin that wasn't it. I shouldn't had let you go. I hated the fact I hurt you badly." I said trying not to sound paranoid.
"Out of all the girls I hurt you were the only one who moved on.", I stepped next to the couch that had her trapped.
"I'm sorry." I apologized, desperately trying to get her eye contact.
"No, you're not..." Rin answered sounding annoyed.
"Hey, I'm trying. Here." I practically begged.
"You really are sorry?" She inquired, now making eye contact with me.
"Yes." I stated, now staring into her eyes soggy with tears.
"Prove it!" She snapped averting her eyes from mine.
"Give me a chance." I exclaimed, barely getting through to her.
"O-Okay, I'll give you a chance." She finished with her voice cracking.
She nodded trying to get up from the couch of doom again struggling. I stood up and extended my hand to help her get to her feet. She first looked at me strangely, until her hand slowly rose to meet mine. Rin finally took my hand and I picked her up gradually. Her eyes had pain in them. I couldn't help but wrap my arms around her waist. She didn't look any different, she looked average girl. Before Rin got pregnant she was considered anorexic. A stick with no breasts what so ever. Rin let me hold her until she put a hand on my chest, to push me off.
"Sorry lover boy. I gotta pee.", she moved fast going to the bathroom.
I was about to go to my room till a hand stopped me in my place.
"Len. Do the right thing."
"Luka?", I said sounding surprised as I was.
"I know. You'll do the right thing right?" She expressed aggravation in her tone.
"Wait a moment were you a fly on the wall?" I question her knowledge of the situation.
"Maybe I have motherly instincts?" She answered the question, but didn't quit with her seriousness.
"I'll take that as a yes." I said leaning against my door, following that with a roll of my eyes.
"Len you better step up to the plate. You're the one responsible." She added with her arms crossed.
"Ah- I know..." I responded with dread in my throat.
"Good. I expect you to be a good father to that child." She lectured like my damn teacher.
"Sure-whatever..." I yawned loudly, giving her a sign that our conversation is over. In my head I told myself there is no fucking way I'm going to raise a kid. I'm not even eighteen... I'm not ready for this shit. I hate kids... This is the FUCKING worst day of my life.
"I mean it Len." She repeated her serious tone.
"Yeah,yeah,yeah..." I said walking away from her running mouth.
I continued walking down the hallways till I reached my safe haven, my room. God dammit. My life is ruined... Well look on the bright side Len, you're not the one giving birth to that thing. I've seen it before on TV. It's some ALIEN shit. The lady pushing always screaming, the blood and baby goo. Disgusting... My career, how is that gonna work out... Oh yeah...eighteen year old Len Kagamine idol, pop star knocks up band mate. I can read headlines now... All I could think of, is this mistake I've made. What am I going to do? I never wanted any of this, till NEVER.
Even Luka knows about my screw up. No wonder she was pissed off at me. I'm pissed off at me, how could I not remember to use a condom. How could I forget...all we were doing was kissing and touching, then things got harsh. We lost our clothes and went at it. God lovely memory but horrible mistake. I sat on my bed staring at my yellow comforters and recalling the fun we had...bad fun. My yellows covers made me think of my heaven fruit that I sponsor.
How can I patch up the holes I created in my life? I mean the holes I made in everybody's lives... But I can care less about those other girls I used. I know I hurt Rin the most, yet why is it so hard too see her the way she is now? Sure, I loved her more than life, but tarnished our relationship. As a matter of a fact I still love her consequently my question remains. Does she still care or she hates my guts like the other girls?
I placed a hand over my eyes and let out a deep sigh. All I could repeat to myself was Len Kagamine you screwed up your chance of happiness with the girl you loved. The door creaked open without a knock or word. Then I heard the door close almost silently. Hearing footsteps growing nearer my eyes snapped open. Removing my hand cautiously and see Rin with an orange and a banana in her hands. She threw a banana to me and smiled despite what has become of her life.
"Y-You seemed d,down when I told you about... I just hope this will cheer you up." She started up a conversation when I felt like I wanted to die.
Rin sat down on the foot of my bed staring at the ceiling.
"I, I know your mad and probably wondering why I didn't terminate the pregnancy."
All I could do was roll to my side on the bed and get an earful. I wasn't in the mood for hearing reason, I just wished that thing wasn't here.
"I,It's because w,when I found out I was pregnant. I s,still had f,feelings for you..." She muttered sounding melancholy.
"W,When you left me for Miku I wasn't in the right state of mind. And before I know it four months pass, your still playing with girls." She said as if it was really bothering her to say what she needed to say.
"No Rin I'm not mad. I just wished I never ruined what we had before. I want to make things right, with us.", I took the banana in my hand.
"Rin can I ever right the wrong I did to you?" I finished giving her decent eye contact.
Rin closed her eyes and squeezed her eyes shut. When her eyes re-opened she looked down at herself. It made me wonder was she questioning herself or it. The thing doesn't have a name. It really shouldn't at least not yet not until it's born...if its born. She re-directed her attention to me. Blue on blue her eyes were like a vast ocean.
"I don't know can you? The New Years coming. We're gonna be eighteen. We will be old enough to make our own decisions." She explain to me being clueless as usual.
"Well, what will yours be?" She added not removing her eyes from mine. She blinked yet her eyes kept their focus.
"Is that supposed to mean something?", I broke our eye contact and payed back on the mattress.
Rin sighed laying down beside me on her side, holding the orange in her palm. Her eyes scanned the orange repeatedly until she caught onto me watching her.
"You're still a kid. You know that a little lost boy." She said directly to me.
I was taken back by what Rin said. She made me think am I still really a little boy...? I'm almost eighteen that's still the age of a young man.
"Well you're still a little lost girl." I pouted, rubbing my eyes.
Rin sighed loudly to give me the impression of sarcasm.
"You know I may be lost but soon I'll find my way. Me and BUMP." She declared proudly.
"Who the hell is bump?", I turned my head and body towards her. She blew a blonde lock of hair out of her eyes.
"Bump!" Rin answered my question pointing to her stomach and lower abdomen.
"Oh,IT." I called out before she gave me a fake angry look.
"No bump. I don't refer to bump as IT. Cause bump is a bump, nothing else Lenny-o." She corrected beginning to sound like Luka.
"So do you know if it's a boy or a girl?" I asked actually curious. I watched as she drew circles on it with her Fingertip delicately.
"No, I don't know if bump is a boy or girl. All I know is I miss caffeine and trampolines. At least I got oranges to comfort me..."
I watched in horror as Rin jumped up and ran to the bathroom. Before I know it, I hear Rin throwing up in the toilet. The smell of sickness overtakes my room as its fortress. The sound of vomit hitting the water in the bowl. Ten minutes pass and the violent vomiting was over when the toilet was flushed. The sink running and the splash of waters play and the sink being turned off.
Rin walks out of the bathroom shaking and as pale as a ghost.
"Rin are you al-right? Do you want water?" I asked trying to remain calm. I placed a hand on her shoulder and carried her to my bed.
"Lay here, I'll get you some water." I tried my hardest to not freak-out even though I was. Before exiting a weak voice called out to me.
"L,Len...I'm fine. I don't need anything. There has been worse morning sickness. One time I f,fainted in my b,bathroom. This is n,noth.",She stopped mid-sentence.
I grabbed Rin's hand and shook it, she was gone. She passed out, but had a pulse that was a good sign. Stubborn Rin even in pain she covers it all up. I'm just lucky there's some doctors in the Vocaloid house. I went and got Luka, Kiyoteru and Gakupo even Haku a nurse. Never in all my life have I seen Rin this Sick looking since she caught the flu.
Luka was the first to arrive to my help checking out Rin. Just seeing Rin in my bed Luka took out her work tools. Haku was doing basic assistance to Luka aiding her like a help. Gakupo and Luka were the real doctors that have careers in that practice. I let them tend to Rin while I left outside the room.
Freaking out about Rin I forgot that no one knows that I'm the father except Luka. Walking down the hall I see Miku at the end of the narrow hall. Her aqua oceanic eyes staring me straight on. She huffed and went into her room that was the first door, one. Mikuo and Miku battled it out for that damn room. By Miku occupying it, that means she won the battle. Being in the Vocaloid house was like being in a safe zone. No crazy fan girls wanting my number or my hair. Yet all my previous girls live in this house too.
They all constantly glare at me and ignore the fact that I live here too. Teto's the worst we run out of bread I'm gonna run for the hills. Things will get really ugly. Strange as it may seem whenever I dated one of the previous girls my friends got quiet. With Rin there was no problem, like there was a certain order. With Miku it was Mikuo who grew quiet. With Neru it was Nero, with Miki was Piko and With Teto was Ted. Even with Kaiko and Gumi there was Gumo and Kaito, worried older brothers.
All their previous boyfriends wanted them back after I was done with them. My fun was when I didn't let the girls go, just kept them till I grew bored. And it was over, they would cry and beg, then I'd call them sluts... My rule don't date the same girl twice or be in a relationship longer than two-weeks.
CHAPTER END:
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