New chapter for What's your Resolution. Sorry it's late, but hope this chapter makes up for it. Hopefully you like this chapter and leave me a review. Well I'll shut up now... Please Read and Enjoy.
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Story:
What's Your Resolution
Chapter 3:
"My Attempt"
Rin POV:
When I regained my conscience, my vision was blurred. Rubbing my eyes to find myself in Len's room. How I could tell, the sheets are yellow the comforters and even the walls. One large yellow room with a grand piano and a yellow laptop. And what is that on the back of his door? Oh, WOW, a poster of Len and I when we posed for an album picture. A record of Migikata No Chou and Soundless Voice... What a cocky, boastful, little! Punk! Who the hell does he think he is?!
Ugh, so sickening to think I gave it up to that. He had magazines that had he and I on the cover. There must had been millions of copies sitting in the corner of the room. I picked up a copy, saw a permanent marker and decided to have some fun. I drew a mustache on Len's face with a pair of devil ears as well. Then for 'thee' finale a conversation box that connects to Len saying I love Men.
He's such a jerk, a girly looking one at that. 'But!' He does want to make things right, I'll give him at least that. Yet, I won't make it be easy. He thought I was an easy girl before, let's see how easy I am now! After finishing my rant, I felt cramps again. There was kicks and a lot going on inside me. My only unanswered question was, if there is one baby or two... It didn't matter, it was painful whatever which way. The pain wasn't quitting, it was like being punched in the gut... It was horrible having these cramps, I was already on the verge of tears. No noise, I repeated to myself, you don't want anyone to hear.
Upon holding my stomach, I read Len's retarded banana clock. It's twelve-fifty-eight in the morning. Shuffling my feet against the carpet, I reached the bathroom and hugged my friend, the toilet. I felt somewhat accomplished that I wasn't so helpless on my own. It couldn't be held back, cries escaped my cracked lips. If I die this is not the way, I wish to be found. After going to the bathroom, I assumed the cramps to vanish, but I was wrong. Finally, standing I almost screamed at the sight of blood.
There was blood in the toilet, it was more than usual...it was looking like clots. A huge mess, not even a second later my clothing was growing soaked. It was just in that one area, that was my private area. It was terrifying to look down, because my white dress was turning that despicable maroon. It was disgusting, a nightmare becoming a horrid reality. This was too much blood, it brought me to tears as I fell to my knees. I held my hands to the sides of my head as I continued crying.
Peering down, the blood was staining the white tile floor. I panicked, my blood went cold with that sight alone. Why is there so much blood?! Why?! My blood shook as I sat in a pool of my blood.
"No why..." I whimpered, in the corner of the bathroom, seeing blurry. "My b,baby...what do I d,do?"
I held my sides, that nasty shade was everywhere. I crawled to my knees and attempted to pick myself up by holding onto the counter. When I got to my feet, I felt dizzy seeing this sight. "No, calm yourself Rin." Softly I mumbled repeatedly in my mind. My prayers and mumbles were all ringing in unison. Clasping my hands together, my eyelids closed shut. Praying for my baby's safety over and over.
From there I grabbed a mop from the little closet and began cleaning. The mop was absorbing the gunk like water. The water from the mop and blood mixed. I was disgusted with everything the gore, the bathroom, my clothes and even me. Here I am mopping up what can be the remains of my child or just cramp blood.
Len POV:
I wake up on the uncomfortable couch in the living room. Cracking my neck and spine before standing straight. I yawned and rubbed my back while walking like an old man to my room. Out of nowhere I hear some sniffling and scrubbing or rustling. Silently pacing and footing my way into my pitch black room. In my dark room my eyes sighted my banana clock. Thank god it was electric and gave off light or I might had tripped. It's only one-fifteen in the morning, shit only two types of people are up at this hour. Robbers and stealers, but what could a robber be doing in my bathroom?
Let me guess he's stealing my banana scented soaps or stealing my toilet plunger? The bathroom light was on for it shone through the crack under the door. My hand swiftly gripped the knob and opened the door. A clean bathroom with a citrus smell in the air. I stepped in and shut the door behind me. A thud caught my attention, from the bathtub. The golden shower curtain had been suspiciously drawn. I pulled the curtain back to find Rin in her white dress covered in blood. Her hands were turning as white as the dress was before holding onto the sides of the tub.
"Rin?!" I let out a shriek whisper. Rin stood up in the tub and placed a deathly pale finger to her lips.
"W,What, where, why, how?!" I mouthed to her with my expression horrified. Rin smiled weakly and sat back down in the tub water turning deeper shades of red. She laid back and continued smiling, scrubbing the caked blood off her skin. Rin's blue eyes looked dim, no longer lively as they usually are. My yellow loofah was now red, and faint pink.
"Rin p,please t,tell m,me what happened to you." I pleaded and sat down on the toilet. Rin tilted her head back, her eyes stayed on the ceiling.
"S,so m,much b,blood...L,Len..." She said dryly. "I w,was so s,scared..." She squeezed the life out of my sponge like loofah.
"So that's y,your blood?!" I said a little too loud. "Rin are you alright?!" I took her hand as pruned as it was.
"It h,hurt...m,my stomach it h,hurt...badly..." She whispered, to me softy. I finally find my dream girl, yet she's half dead every time I see her. Why, even Rin's hair clips were floating on top of the water. Her skin was ice cold as arctic waters. Under her powdery white flesh, her blue veins were visible. It's almost transparent like glass. Kinda, scary if I must say. I squeezed Rin's hand before asking.
"Rin can you feel this?",my index finger moved around some of her fingers. Rin nodded gradually with her eyes closed slightly.
"Rin are you ready to get out of there?", I stood up and held out my hand to assist.
"No...I think I want to die here..." She mumbled slowly, as her head swiveled toward my direction. She looked serious, but this was no joke.
"No, Rin lets get you out and into some clean clothes.", I grabbed her elbow and she snapped back. Her cool eyes on mine, it lasted a brief moment. She finally stood up, it was my opportunity to help her out.
"I'll bring you some clothes to change into. While I get some clothes you change out of your wet clothes and wear this towel." I explained, holding a towel up to her. She took the towel and began changing in front of me. I made like a banana and split, but when shutting the door, I caught a glimpse of her gorgeous back.
Clothes, that's right, how can I be so easily sidetracked?! Searching my room like a nosy maid, I gathered some clean clothes. A big T-shirt and some jogging pants that kept me warm during winter. Which I use around this time cause its winter the day after Christmas. I knocked on the door and asked if she was done changing. A hand with yellow painting fingernails opened the door.
"Here you go." I began, handing her the clothes through the door. Just as I turned to walk to my bed I felt a harsh tug on my shirt. I turned around, to see Rin holding on. She was in just a towel, with her hair still wet and her head turned to the floor.
"What's wrong?" I questioned now facing her, taking a few steps back.
"Len it's v,very cold." She spoke at the brink of tears yet again. Just seeing her little doll face broken up like that hurt me, it became unbearable.
"Rin go in there in change before you freeze." I said with my voice firm. She held her right hand in her left and began to shiver.
"Len...don't ever leave me...again..." She broke, with a tear now showing on her perfect face. Her eyes met mine and stayed there longer than I expected. It was excruciating every second of it, I held back my urges to console her.
"What do you want me to do?"
"...D,Don't ever leave m,me again...", she wiped that solid one tear away. I didn't reply this time, just nodded. She returned back to the bathroom and closed the door, leaving it open a bit. I sat down on the carpet, leaning my back against the wall. Setting my head back I closed my tired eyes. Then was prodded awake by Rin who was fully clothed now. She smiled down at me and held out a shaky hand. I picked myself up, still staring at her closely.
"You can sleep in my bed.", I pointed at the bed. Rin's dazzling eyes seemed sad.
"...But Len...where are you going to sleep?" She questioned, giving me another worried look.
"You go sleep in my bed, I'll sleep in the living room downstairs.", I patted her head as I was leaving.
"...No...Don't go..." Almost in a silent voice she said. Her eyes found mine again for the like seventh time today. This time, there was no way of avoiding her.
"Sleep with me..." She muttered, in a weak way. She wasn't blushing as bad as I was.
"...Okay..." In my mind, I told myself. This is what got her knocked up in the first place. That is when it occurred, that Rin was not acting herself. If she was acting Rin then I would be sleeping in the living room on the sofa. There were many questions in my mind. If all that was Rin's blood...does that mean something? I am just wondering...it is not normal for there to be so much blood during a pregnancy. One question was keeping me up all night...
What if all that blood was a miscarriage...?
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I know, it's pretty sad...but this story is long...some more stuff is going to happen so stayed tuned. This is a drama for a reason. I'm not going to say what's going to happen but, I'm hinting. Any guesses? I appreciate your reviews, making this dirty writer feel somewhat okay... I'm sorry but I'm always... Ugh, about everything. BUT, really thank you so much. All you LenxRin lovers out there you rule! I know I'm a lover, because it's all I will write about. Review this I will update soon, because I'm on Spring Break at the moment.
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