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Edward's POV

I lay my head in my hands. Tanya's right, I've been a horrible best friend. I was caught up with the fact that I was in love. I neglected her and it drove her away. Bella ran her hand through my hair. I pushed it away. I needed to distance my self from her.

" Don't do that Edward Anthony. I'm sorry she caught us, I'm sorry that it's probably my fault you two aren't as close as you were but please, don't push me away.", she begged.

" You're right.", I say. She sighs in relief and I continue. " It is your fault. I've lost Tanya because you are with me almost everyday! I've just lost my best friend! All because I was in love!", I yelled at her. She flinched away. I stand up and pull on my clothes. She does the same.

" What does this mean?", she asks quietly.

" It means, that I need time and space away from you. I need to repair my friendship with Tanya. I can't have you distracting me. Just, until I call you, just stay away.", I walked her to the door. The tears in her eyes were almost killing me. I hated myself, for hurting her, for hurting Tanya. " Goodbye, Isabella.", I open the door. She walks out, I swear I see a tear drop from her eye.

I head to the bar after Bella leaves. I drown my sorrows in tequila and whiskey. An old buddy of mine sits next to me.

" Eddie! How's it goin' man? Have you popped the question to the pretty lady of yours?", Emmett claps me on the shoulder.

" No, and I'm not going to. We broke up today.", I down another shot.

" You don't seem happy about it. Did she end it?", He's more serious now. I shake my head.

" No, I did. Tanya walked in on us having sex. She blew up and I ended up pushing Bella away. It's all my fault. I gave her up, I didn't even tell her I loved her one last time. One minute we were making love the next I was telling her to stay out of my life. God, I- I can't live without her Em. I love her too much, but I can't keep hurting my best friend either.", I cry.

" My mom always said to follow your heart, but don't forget about your head. So, go make amends with Tanya. Tell her what you just told me. Then go follow your heart and get Bella. If Tanya isn't willing to make you happy, then don't let it bother you. That just means she wasn't a very good friend. When Rosie and I broke up, I almost became an alcoholic. I'd drink night and day, then I got my head out of my ass. I won her back, I got her to trust me again. Now, we're married. We've got a beautiful son and a little girl on the way. Now go and fix this.", he says. I nod my head and pay for my drinks. I hail a cab and it takes me to Tanya's. It's three in the morning, oh well. I need my Bella back. I pound on the door. Tanya opens it and glares at me. After she invites me in, I tell her what I told Emmett.

" I'm sorry, but we had our time Tanya. It's Bella and I's time now. You had me for twenty one years, now you need to share. Bella is a part of my life, you need to accept it. Otherwise, you weren't the great friend I thought you were. Now, if you'll excuse me. I need to go beg for forgiveness and beg my girl to marry my foolish ass.", I run out of the apartment and walk to Bella's house. The light in her bedroom is on, a tell tale sign that she's still awake. I don't even bother knocking. I just go straight to her bedroom. She jumps as I fling the door open. Her eyes are red, you can tell she's been cryng. I stride over to her and pull her tightly into my arms.

" I'm sorry, so sorry. I was an idiot and a total jackass.", I kiss the top of her head.

" Ya, you were. You're lucky I love you or else I would've slapped you.", she buries her face in my chest.

" Do you love me enough to marry me?", I pull back to look at her face.

" W-what?", She asks. I slowly drop onto one knee and pull the ring out.

" I'm an idiot. I'm going to make mistakes sometimes because, I'm definitly not perfect. Not by a long shot. But with you, I don't have to worry about that. I can just be me. So, Bella, will you do the extraordinary honor of marrying me?", She looked at it for a full minute before dropping to her knees next to me and kissing me passionately on the mouth.

" I would love nothing more than to marry you.", she tells me. I beam at her and slide the ring onto her finger where it will hopefully stay until the day we die. We have three rounds of make-up sex, then cuddle after. I love her so much, more than anything. I lazily trace patterns over the skin of her stomach.

" One day, I'm gonna put a baby here.", I tell her. " First, a little boy though. That way, when our daughter is born, he can help me beat the men off with a stick. No doubt she'll be as beautiful as her mother.", I sit up and kiss her lightly. It turns into making out which turns into round 4 ½.

" How many do you want?", she asks after we've dressed again.

" Two or three. I hated being an only child, I want to give our children someone to play with.", I turn on the tv and snuggle Bella into my chest.

" When do you want to have them?", she rubs a hand up and down my thigh.

" Maybe a couple months after our wedding we can start trying.", I brush a piece of hair out of her face. She holds my hand against her cheek then turns and kisses my palm. " You know, now we have to tell our parents we're engaged. How loud do you think our moms will squeal?", I joke. She laughs so hard tears are coming from her eyes.

" Definitely will need earplugs when we tell them...I love you.", she sighs.

" I love you more than anything.", I fall asleep with her in my arms, right where she should be.

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