Here is chapter 3 everyone! I hope this is a good chapter
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Chapter 3 How You Make Me Feel
Out of the nowhere a doctor walked in.
"Are you ready for your surgery?" I nodded. But this time I was nervous. This was a big operation, they would lazer my skin or something, that would burn the cancer away so. They didn't tell me much though. I turned to Austin.
"I need to go" I whispered shaking a little.
"Are you scared?" he asked carefully. I nodded.
"This one could go wrong" I mumbled.
"I know something that will make you feel better" Austin smiled a little.
"What?" I asked raising an eyebrow.
"I will be there when you wake up" he said. I smiled at his sweetness and nodded. I walked away with the nurse. We walked trough the hallway without saying a word. Honestly, I didn't want to talk at all. I was in some kind of trance thinking about the things that could happen because of the surgery. She let me sit down on a bed and gave me a pill what would make me a little sleepy. After 10 minutes I layed down and they put a mask on my face while counting to 10.
"1...2...3...4...5...6...7" the voice got queit nd my eyes started to close. And then everything went black, bringing me in a dreamless sleep.
I woke up with a huge headage. I opened my eyes and saw that I was in another room. Austin sat in a chair, sleeping. I smiled to myself. I sat up and tried to stand up but a failed and suddenly fell to the ground.
"Argg" I groaned. Austin shut out of his chair and ran over to me. He picked me up bridalstyle and sat on my bed with me on his lap.
"Are you ok?" he asked worried.
"I think so, i'm feeling a little dizy." I mumbled closing my eyes and resting my head on Austins chest. Then i realised that I sat on his lap. He stroked my hair softly. "Just sit down" he whispered. I started to freak out all over again. Breathing got harder, I loved him for 3 years. And now I sat on his freaking lap!
"Are you ok?" he asked worried. I still didn't open my eyes.
"C-cant breath" I whispered sobbing. I will explain, every time I got a panick attack I had a hard time breathing, sometimes i don't even breath at all.
"Shit!" he cursed. "Ok, just calm down, try to take a deep breath" he said.
"First open your eyes and look at me" he said. I looked at him and started to panick again. I hid my face because there was no way i could calm downif i looked at him this close. I whimpered. He grabbed my face softly.
"Look-At-Me" he said again. I opened my eyes and his look was litarly breathtaking. This time no air escaped my lips. I was frozen.
"Ally, calm down, just fucking breath!" he almost yelled in a panick voice.
"Do I need to blow the air in your mouth or what?!" he asked. This time I fainted. This was just to mutch for me.
I woke up with Austins face hovering over me.
"Are you alright?" Austin asked. I nodded weakly.
"Tell me the truth, why did you act weird?" he asked
"Don't laugh" I warned.
"But maybe I got a little nervous when you were so close to me." i whispered scared for his reaction.
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