Felt so alone
Never knew what to do
How much times I screamed
That I will never be like you
Calling you my saviour
Another name that didn't meant a thing
Because the pain that you caused
That ruined everything
After that Endless fight
I suddenly let it go
So I finally could say that...
I will be alright
Chapter 5 Dramaqueen
I woke up, without Austin... Maybe, maybe it was all a dream. It could be. Because there was no way that everything really happened. Like Austin sleeping in this bed, with me. I pulled myself up and looked around de room. There was really nobody. But then it hit me. If Austin really wasn't here, it meant that i would never meet him, because I was stuck in here. Not able to break free. A couple of tears streamed down my face. This was it. It wouldn't happen now, it wouldn't happen tomorrow. No chance that it really could happen to me. There was no way that it could happen. I didn't deserve it anyway. But I couldn't help but sob. I walked into the big hall. I think it was pretty early because all the lights were out, except from the one by the counter of the doctor. It was her nightshift i think. She saw me and smiled at me.
"What are you doing this early out of your bed?" she asked.
"I just felt lonly" I whispered tears still streaming down my face.
"Is that Austin-guy gone already?" she asked confused. Wait, did... did she mean that Austin was really here?
"You mean, Austin is in this hospital?" I asked eyes widened.
"He didn't go anywhere I think" she stated.
I sighted relieved. I walked trough the dark hallway and stopped by the kitchen. I was hungry. I made toast for myself and started eating at the huge table. I didn't know where Austin was. I was pretty worried. Maybe he was gone, maybe he didn't like me anymore, or he hated me acting all weird around him. Tears streamed over my face again. Sometimes i felt like such a dramaqueen.
"He hates me" I whispered to myself. Then Austin walked in. Talking to someone on the Phone. Not seeing me. "Yeah! I'm going to check on her now, bye" he said. He hung up and smiled at me.
"Good morni- hey Ally? Why are you crying. I looked up into his brown orbs and sniffed while wiping my tears away.
"I- Well" i laughed nervous trough my tears "I thought you left me because you didn't like hanging out with me anymore" I sobbed.
"Hey, hey shawty... Don't you worry, because i love hanging out with you. And I will never leave your side baby" he said winking at me making me laugh at his cuteness.
So I liked making this chapter alot, i just love love and drama :) xoxo tomorrow chapter 6!
