All alone, in my room, filling the silent, Hoping to see you soon
Chapter 7 NO!
I looked beside me to see Austin still sleeping. I looked back at the doctor and said: " What is the news?" I asked nervous. He looked worried at me.
"Sorry Ally, but the surgery didn't help at all this time. And the chances for you to survive got pretty little by now. There is a huge chance that you can't make it longer than 2 weeks. But there is still one little chance, but i wouldn't trust that little part, it would be false hope." My mouth was wide open and I looked in shock.
" I'm sorry again, if we can do anything for you let us know" he said. He walked off and there i stood. I just heared that i would probably be dead in 2 weeks. I layed down in my bed and covered my face in my pillow, tears falling down. I sobbed silenly, not wanting to wake up Austin. After a pretty long time I got up and wanted to walk out to get some fresh air. I walked around and forgetting my worries for just 5 minutes. I walked back and saw my other doctor.
"I heared about the news, I'm really sorry" she said. I nodded smiling a little. I wasn't planning to tell Austin right now, he would go very soon for his concert and I didn't want to stop him. But when I walked in I saw an angry Austin.
"What is going on Ally?" He asked seriously.
I didn't awnser.
"Ally, I heared the news, and you didn't fucking tell me!" he yelled angry. Tears started to form in my eyes.
"I-" i started but was cut of by Austin.
"Ally, you didn't told me you were going to fucking die in 2 weeks!" he sighted and turned away from me.
"Sorry" I whispered guilty, I started to cry. He turned around and his face softened.
" Ally, I'm sorry for yelling at you, but you've could told me, you're me friend. I'm worried about you" he said.
'Friend' I thought. " And I'm sorry too Austin, I was just really scared to tell you, I'm pretty much in shock too" I whispered.
"Do your parents know?" he asked.
"I think so..." I mumbled.
Linebreak
We sat on my bed together. My back against his chest.
"You know, if I'm going to die-"
"Don't say that" Austin cut me of softly.
"Yeah but if, i haven't done so mutch things." I closed my eyes.
"Like what?"
"Like, being in a rollercoaster, eating Ben and Jerry icecream, kissing a guy, falling in love, feeling wanted, slow-dancing, having a best friend. that kind of stuff" i mumbled.
"What if I help you with that things, make a bucketlist and we are going to make your wishes come true. Here a paper" he handed me a paper and a pen and I started writing.
Bucket List Ally
-Slow dancing
-Eating Ben & Jerry Ice cream
-Kissing a guy
-Falling in love
-Feeling Wanted
-Being in a rollercoaster
-Meeting Taylor Swift
I stopped writing and looked down at my paper. "This is it pretty much" I sighted.
"So I think we can start with..." He looked down at the paper and started reading. "We can start with eating Ben & Jerry icecream." he said. I smiled.
" But where are we going to get that? I can't leave the hospital" I said. He smiled.
"I am in love with Ben & Jerry icecream, I have always something with me" he said. He grabbed his bag and grabbed the icecream. He opened it and give me the icecream and the spoon.
"Enjoy" he said smiling. I nodded and tried it. It was delicious.
"Omg! This is amazing!" i said smiling.
So I hope you liked it! More tomorrow!
