Chapter 6

Okay, I'm gonna try to make this long cuz my computer desktop word is acting weird soo... anyway disclaimer dont own shit. sob.

Song: Paradise Lost - Hollywood Undead

Jasper POV

When I was rescued, I had left that little girl behind, crying for me to stay.

I looked behind me to see her running to me with pain in her eyes.

I prayed to God to keep her safe, out of everyone in this camp, I loved her the most.

Then Maria came and held her back, whispering sweet nothings in her ear.

Bella turned to her and cried and cried, I could take no more I ran hoping to get that sight out of my head.

That was the last memory that I really remembered from the army.

I blocked everything else and eventually I just forgot.

Now looking at Bella now I was so sad, seeing the scars from the wars, the pain in her stance, I remember the very last time I drank from her I promised I would take care of her.

Just look at her now, I did the exact opposite.

I wanted to see what she had been through when she left, her memories, from the past.

But, she was still talkin' to Rose and Em, bout my past and what I had done.

I turned her around, I just needed to know.

"Will you show us your past after I left the army?"

She flinched and flexed her arms, and whimpered. That in itself caused me pain.

"Maybe, it is worse than yours Jazz." she murmmered.

"So? I made a promise. I wanna see who i have to kill." I said.

She ignited the fire in her eyes and I knew I was in trouble.

"SO! YOU NEVER KEPT IT JASPER! SO YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH WHY DONT YOU START WITH ABUSE! YES JASPER, MARIA ABUSED ME TO PUT ON A TOUGH FASCADE BUT IN REALITY SHE HATED DOING IT. I WAS FORCED TO DRINK BLOOD, NEVER EAT FOOD. KILL HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS BECAUSE YOU RAN, I GOT EVERY JOB THAT YOU LEFT BEHIND! AND WANT TO HEAR SOMTHING WORSE? ALL THAT TIME I WOULD THINK OF YOU AND... nevermind." she yelled.

"Of me and what Bella?" I asked.

"Nothing" she said.

Her head turned to the east and her beautiful face broke out into a smile. I instantly was jealous, I wanted to be the one who did that.

All the sudden she started to vibrate,tremors from within.

Rose and Em started backing away advising me to do the same.

All the sudden Bella burst into a beautiful sliver,reflective fur covered wolf, then she ran.

Bella POV

Jake and the pack was here!

I stopped right in front of them, my wolfish grin showing.

Sam comes up and licks my nose and nuzzles against me, I return the greeting.

I loped through the forest with the pack on my heels then I turned and phased.

Sam and the others right after me, I turned and ran right to Embry.

"EMBRY!" I shouted.

"BELLSY!" he shouted.

I turn and greet the others it's funny when your how ever old relitive has a crush on you.

"You know I have to back to the south again soon." I murrmered.

They all growled in response,

"We're coming with you." Sam said.

"NO! You need to protect La push. Your imprints cant come where I'm going." I said.

Just then...

Cliffy sorry took so long to update :) but Im back now :D