Jasper POV
My heart didn't feel the same.. it just felt empty and broken. I could I have done that to Bella? She was my whole life.. my very reason to exist.
I had promised her when she was younger that if she was to pass on to the spirit world that I would have to continue to live on. Even though I wanted to join Bella and death, I had made her that silly little promise.
Since I was banished from camp doomed never to come back, I just wanted to wander, I knew that Carlisle would accept me back into the family despite the fact that I had red eyes again.
It was then I knew where I was going... I was going to go find the Cullens.
The Major was yelling at me through the cage telling me not go back to those stupid animal munching fucktwats but I quickly shut him with the reminder that it was HIM who drove Bella to death in the first place.
I had been wandering for days, just aimlessly, looking for any trace of the Cullens when I got an unexpected call.
"What do you want Peter?" I asked lifeless.
"What no fucker this time?" he asked in a snarky tone.
"I'm not in the mood." I snarled back.
"Okay fine... tooouuuchyyy! So I called you because I ran into a small issue." He sounded worried for the most part.
I perked up, wish to destroy something hopefully. "What is it Capitan?"
" We found something on the bayou of our home and its greatly injured and doesn't seem to be healing well even though it is supposed to be healing super fast." he said in a fast rush.
"Did you make sure it got blood and food or whatever it needed?" I probed.
" Yes'sir but its still not healing well, and keeps curled up like it's too injured. I am worried, we need this creature to stay alive for the continued survival of the vampire race." He sounded very worried that this abomination wouldn't make it through. I wasn't so worried, if it survived this far it will continue to survive.
"Keep it up Captain. I need to leave now." I replied in a brisk tone. I was irritated that he bothered me when I was still grieving for the loss of my Bella. I hung up not waiting for the reply I already knew he was going to say.
I had a nagging feeling that I should check up on it in person, but I brushed it away and continued to go on my pointless search for the Cullens.
Bella POV
Everything hurt, my head throbbed and my leg felt on fire. My concern though was not for me, but my little one inside of me. I hoped he was okay, at least I thought he was a he...
As much as my heart hurt and wanted to stop beating we both knew we had to survive for that little one.
I opened my eyes and everything was blurry and out of focus, I smelt the air and smelled the same smells as before... they seemed so familiar, then I remembered it was Peter and his wife Charlotte.
I heard light footsteps coming to the room, I growled in warning in case it wasn't someone I wanted to be near me. But then, Charlotte called out to announce it was her... and I felt much better.
She opened the door slowly and peeked around the edge, I grinned showing her my wolfy fangs and she grinned back relieved I wasn't out to kick her ass.
"How are you feeling?" she whispered to me.
" Like a truck ran my ass over then spit me out, sent me to Satan and he ass raped me.." I said.
She giggled and said, "I brought both blood and food since I wasn't sure what one you wanted Bella."
My ears perked at the word food. My tummy growled and alerted her that I was indeed hungry and very much so.
She walked in with a tray full of food and a cup of blood, I felt my eyes shift in response.
She smiled brightly and put the food on my lap.. I dug right in not caring for table manners at the moment. Char continued to bustle around the room to make sure I was comfy.
Char POV
That tiny heartbeat filled the room. That little girl I saw before we came and took Jasper was all grown up. I couldn't understand why she was stuck between half wolf and half vampire, she seemed to have no issue about the transition before.
She also seemed to be so broken, like the only thing that was keeping her sanity there was that tiny little baby that grew within her.
Honestly, I worried for her. I worried for her baby and I worried for my husband, my mate. He seemed so panicked when he brought her in. Repeating over and over again she had to live or all would be lost.
Peter made me swear not to tell Jasper or bring him up to her, at least not for a while, not while she was still healing.
I only hoped that she would make it through this.. I needed her too fro the sanity of my mate, and maybe my brother too.
All to soon I looked over at her, she looked pale and sick, just then she broke out in a bloody sweat, her eyes flashing color so quickly I could barely keep up.
She then promptly passed the fuck out clutching her stomach..
I looked down and noticed that blood.. oh god there was so much.
I just hoped that I could save them both...
TADA! I will try and keep updating when I can. let me know how I do, I will eventually fix my previous chapters, maybe I can make the story just that much better for you guys. Until the next update...
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