(Hello my lovely viewers! I have decided to add two more chapters to Revelation and I might just add a small side story so be on the chapter will be told from Grimmjow's POV and will include the next day when they arrive at school. R&R)
Grimmjow's POV
The sun was blinding when I stepped out of lunchroom. Ugh stupid mother nature, why couldn't it be cloudy and dark? I know I sound childish but I'm pretty pissed off. Fuckin' Renji can't keep his nose in his own business. All throughout lunch he kept asking me why I was being an ass to my best friend, Ichigo Kurosaki, and if he could help. I know I sound like an asshole (But honestly I am one, even if it's to people I care about.) but I didn't need him to be worried about my life and what was happening in it. I looked around and my eyes caught site of bright orange hair. I walked over and plopped down next to Ichigo and looked up at the sky. "Hey Grimm, why the long face?", I heard him ask. For some odd reason I hated the sound of his voice at the moment. I glared at him, my pulse picking up. "Fuck off berry head." I said and watched him sit up, his caramel eyes glaring at me.
"Grimm what the hell why are you being such an ass? Did Uliquiorra steal your eyeliner or something?", He asked. I could tell it was a joke but that sentence made my blood boil. Before I could comprehend what was happening, my fist connected with Ichigo's jaw. I watched him stumble backwards, my eyes narrowed but on the inside I'm freaking out. Did I seriously just hit Ichigo? I felt ashamed, when I was younger I made a promise to myself never to harm Ichigo. But for the life of me, I couldn't calm down. "What the hell Grimmjow?! Why did you fucking punch me dude?", He yelled. I could tell he was hurt by my actions but I was just.. I was furious. "Whatcha goin to do? Cry to your Momma?", I taunted and that was when I snapped out of my anger. I.. I really just said that. I watched Ichigo's eyes widen, hurt evident in his eyes. I wanted to kick my own ass when I saw them fill with tears. "Ichigo..", I said softly. His mother was a sensitive subject and I just fucked up. Big time.
"Ichi..", I reached out to touch him only to have him jerk away as though I had the plague. I was hurt by this action but I knew Ichigo was very upset with me."Fuck off Grimmjow."He said as she shoved past me and started running. I was tempted to follow but I knew it was a bad idea. Sighing, I sat against the tree and closed my eyes.
"You're an asshole, you know that?" A voice said, snapping me out of my thoughts. I whipped my head around and found Rukia staring at me, her arms crossed over her chest. "Yeah.. I know." I said softly. She honestly looked shocked when I agreed and sat down beside me. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes again, listening to the birds sing. After a few minutes, Rukia broke the silence. "Why have you been so mean to Ichigo lately Grimm?" She asked quietly. I knew this question was coming but I didn't know how to answer. I stayed quiet, thinking things over in my head. "Grimmjow, why are you treating Ichigo this way? I'm not going away till you tell me.", She said. I sighed once again and opened my eyes, Rukia was staring at me, as though she could read my mind for the answer.
I looked her right in the eyes for this answer as I said, "Because I'm in love with him."
"I'm sorry, but could you repeat that?"Rukia said. The look on her face was priceless, her mouth was opening and closing and her eyes were bugging out of her head. "I am in love with Ichigo Kurosaki." I said and I heard a squeal of happiness. I quickly stood and looked over. Orihime was standing with her hands over her mouth, jumping around while Shuuhei and Renji gaped at me. I felt my face heat up as they walked towards us. I fell to the ground, mortified. I just outed myself to my friends, by accident. They sat around me and just stared at me. The silence was deafening. I looked up and they all still looked shocked, except for Orihime, she was dancing as she sat, a smile plastered to her face.
"Um..Care to explain why you have been an asshole the guy you're in love with?", Renji asked as he started at me. I sat up and ran my hand through my hair. "Because I'm scared." They gave me confused looks and I continued. "I grew up thinking I loved girls and I would have a hot wife and some kids. That changed when Ichigo's mom died. When I went over to his house that night, he looked so hurt and scared. I remember how he held onto his teddy bear crying and when I walked in, how scared he looked because I was seeing him cry. It made my heart clench. I held him all night, but around one in the morning he shocked me. I was resting my eyes, trying not to fall asleep in case Ichi needed me. I felt him move around and I felt his breath on my face. I was about to open my eyes to see if he was alright when I felt lips against mine. He kissed me. I remember feeling my heart beat faster and my mind racing with confusion. I liked when he kissed me and I wanted to do it more." I told them, my face heating up even more when I heard Orihime once again going, "Awwwwwww!".
"That still doesn't explain why you have been such an ass to him Grimm." Shuuhei said. I looked down. "It's because he likes me and I don't know how to show how I feel!", I blurted out. I felt my hands clench and I closed my eyes. I noticed it last week at Renji's pool party, but when I really noticed was at his sixteenth birthday party.
*Flashback*
I ran to catch up with Ichigo, which seemed highly impossible since he was on a board and I was running. "Ichigo, you ass! Give me back my board!" I yelled. He just laughed and stopped skating. I didn't have time to stop so we collided. He let out a small yell when we toppled backwards and I landed on top of him. I pulled back to apologize when I saw he was blushing. 'He looks really cute when he blushes... and when he's under me.' I thought. I shook away the dirty thoughts that were slowly flooding my head and stood.
I reached out my hand and helped him up. Once we were both standing, we looked at each other awkwardly. "Sorry 'bout that Ichi, I couldn't stop myself in time." I said. He gave me that small smile that always had to power to melt my heart. "It's alright Grimm, just scared me is all. I didn't want a broken bone." He said cheerfully as he bumped my shoulder. My heart fluttered, God I'm such a chick. For awhile we just walked around, talking about random stuff. I turned to see where the rest of the gang was and when I turned back, Ichigo was gone. I panicked slightly and looked around for orange hair.
I turned to walk to the table to see if he had seen it first when I heard a familiar voice. "Um can I go now? I bet my friend is looking for me.." I whipped my head around to find Ichigo cornered by some guy in a hoodie. I felt my blood boil when the guy placed his hand on Ichigo's waist. "Come on cutie, just go out back with me for awhile." The guy said as he tilted Ichi's head up. I saw the fear and anger in his in his eyes I snapped. I marched forward and grabbed the guy by the shoulder. "I believe he wants you to back off." I growled as I yanked him away. I saw the relief in Ichigo's face. "Hey buddy I don't think we asked you to come over here." The guy said as he shook me off. Okay he was seriously starting to piss me off.
I clenched my fist and I guess Ichigo read my body language because he stepped forward and placed his hand on my chest. "Calm down Grimm, okay?", He turned to the prick in front of us. "I am honestly glad he came over. I was about to punch you in the damn face and if you come near me again I have two girls who know how castrate a guy." The guy gulped and nodded his understanding before he ran. I laughed softly and looked at Ichi.
He was grinning at me, his pearly teeth on display. I grinned and he once again blushed. Geez he sure did blush a lot lately. We walked back to the table and slid in just as Renji and Shuuhei started one of their make out sessions. "Oh god guys come on I actually wanted to eat." I whined. Rukia snorted at my response and Ichigo threw some pizza at Renji. For awhile we all sat there, talking and laughing. I smiled when I heard Ichigo yawn and laid his head on my shoulder. "Sleepy Ichi?" I asked as I hugged him. He nodded and closed his eyes. "Wanna go to my place and stay the night?" I asked and he nodded again. We all agreed it was time to head home and stood. Ichigo was so tired he couldn't walk. I picked him up and smiled when he nuzzled my neck. I turned and saw Rukia watching us, a small smile on her face. I looked down and saw Ichigo looking at her with tired eyes, a small blush on his face. I looked between the two until Rukia noticed, gave me a small wave and got in her car with Orihime. I wonder what they seemed to be telling each other with their eyes.
I looked down and saw Ichigo was out cold. I smiled again and sat him down in the backseat of my car and took him to my house. About 30 minutes later I had us inside and I placed him on the couch and headed to my room to change. I laid down on my bed and looked up at my ceiling. After awhile my door creaked open and I felt him crawl in bed beside me. I know most guy best friends DON'T do this but we were different, we have always been different. I wrapped my arms around him and closed my eyes. Our friendship ran deeper then anything. Especially mine.
Mine ran deeper than best friends. It even ran deeper than love.
*End Of Flashback*
I sat there, thinking back to that night when I remembered I was with friends. They all looked confused out of their minds. "Grimmjow if you think he likes you back, why be mean to him?" Orihime asked. "I have never tried to flirt guys.. I mean come on. And well.. I'm a guy, we're mean to the people we like." I muttered as my cheeks kept getting hotter and hotter. Ugh this was mortifying.
Rukia was looking at me weird. "What makes you think he likes you back Grimm?" She asked. That was kinda a blow to the heart. "Well.. At Renji's pool party I kept catching him looking at me. Once he licked his lips when he was looking at my chest. And at his sixteenth party he always blushed when I was around and he climbed in bed with me that night." I said quietly. She looked at me, I mean she really looked at me, as though she was searching me heart and soul. It was kinda creepy.
Finally after ten minutes of silence, she spoke up. "Tell him." She said. "What?" I asked. I know what she said but she had to be out of her mind. "I said tell him. Tell Ichigo how you feel. He deserves to know." She said. I stared at her. She sighed. "Go to his house, apologize, talk to him Grimm. Tell him how you feel." She said slowly. I looked at the sky, thinking. she was right. "You're right..you're right." I said and I stood. Before they said anything I took off towards Ichigo's place.
'God my legs sting', I thought as I ran towards Ichigo's house. I skidded to a stop in front of his house and looked towards his window. His light was on so I knew he was awake. I tried the front door to find it unlocked. I guess he was so upset he forgot to lock up. I felt my heart clench. God I am an asshole. I walked up towards his room and opened his door to find him on his bed, his head buried in his hands. I guess he didn't hear it open. I cleared my throat and watched his head shoot up. His eyes were red rimmed, as though he has been crying for awhile. I mentally kicked myself for being such a prick.
I stood straight and took a step in, looking at the floor. I could feel in eyes staring into me. "What are you doing here Grimmjow?"He asked in a broken voice. "I.. I came to apologize. What I said was uncalled for and wrong of me. I don't know why I said that Ichigo, and I'm so sorry." I said softly. I finally looked up and was taken back when I saw anger in his eyes. "That's it? That's the only thing you came here to apologize for?", he seethed and I looked at him confused. I thought.. wait.. "You aren't going to apologize for punching me?! Or for treating me like a piece of shit these past few weeks? You aren't going to say sorry for pushing your best friend away like he was nothing?!", He yelled as he marched up and pushed me back by my shoulders. I stumbled back and stared at him shocked. I could tell he was on the verge of tears and at that moment I made up my mind.
I walked up to him, my size having an advantage because he started to back up. We both stopped when his knees hit his bed. I couldn't help but feel love (along with SOME lust..okay maybe a lot of lust) wash over me when he looked into my eyes. "Grimmjow? Are you- MMHPH!", I cut him off by pressing my lips to his. It's cheesy but I feel my body going off like fireworks as I kissed him. He was stiff for a few minutes before I felt him slowly melting into me. I licked across his bottom lip, begging for entrance. I nipped at him bottom lip and GOD I felt my pants tighten at the small moan he let out. I managed to slip my tongue into his mouth. I inwardly smirked when I realized his mouth tasted like berries.
Finally when oxygen became a problem, we broke apart. I gasped for fresh air as I rested my forehead against his, staring into his beautiful caramel eyes. "Grimm.. what was that for?", He asked softly. I went quiet, thinking about what to say. I sighed for what felt like the thousandth time today and sat on his bed. I felt the bed dip down as Ichigo sat beside me. It was quiet for a long time while I tried to find my tongue, and finally, I did. "I.. I have wanted to do that for awhile now Ichigo.." I said nervously. When all I got was silence, I continued. "When we were younger, I tried to ignore my feelings for you. I mean we were kids and I didn't even know what love honestly was until one night I watched my parents curl up on the couch and watch movies. I remember thinking, "Hey I do that with Ichigo, does that mean we are married?", And I asked my Dad. He smiled and explained that we weren't married and that we were really close. I asked if it was a problem and Dad just said, "Of course not son. But remember as you grow older, no matter what choices you make, your mother and I will always love and stand by you." For years I was confused about what he meant until you turned sixteen. I always knew that my feelings for you ran deeper than best friends but when I saw that guy at the skate park flirt with you at your party, I wanted to do nothing more than pull you into my arms and kiss you, proving to everyone who you belonged to. That was the day I came to terms with being in love with you." I said, unable to meet his eyes once more.
He was quiet for a long time and I was worried I miss read everything. I was about to stand when I was forced backwards onto the bed. I opened my eyes only to feel Ichigo press his lips to mine. Oh hell yes! I kissed him back happily, wrapping my arms around his waist. He broke away from me and grinned and I pulled him back down. "So does that mean you feel the same?" I asked playfully. He laughed softly and kissed me again."Of course you idiot. Now can we sleep?" He asked. I grinned and said "In alittle bit babe." He blushed and I rolled over to where I was on top of him and kissed him.
For a good hour all we did was make out on his bed, me leaving a few good love marks on his neck. "Now can we sleep?" He asked me sweetly. I laughed and let him go. When he curled into me, I pulled him close, wrapping him in my arms. As I fell asleep, Ichigo turned to me and kissed me. I grinned. Life was pretty great right now.
*NEXT DAY*
I walked into school the next day with Ichigo at my side. We talked normally but my eyes kept wondering over to the nice little love marks I gave him last night. He blushed slightly when he noticed I was staring and sent me a glare. I just grinned and winked at him before we walked into class. "Sup guys?" I asked when I saw our little group circled around Rukia's desk. I walked forward and almost fell on my ass when I saw Orihime sitting on Rukia's lap, her neck in the same state as Ichigo's. Rukia was smirking while Orihime was hiding her face in her neck. "Seems these two were getting it on las-", Shuuhei began as he turned towards us but stopped. I was slightly confused until Renji yelled out, "Jesus Christ!".
I stood there, dumbfounded till I remembered Ichigo was also covered in hickeys. I grinned and pulled him close to me, laughing when he buried his face in my chest. Renji and Shuuhei stood there, gobsmacked. I looked over to see Rukia smiling at us. I looked down at the boy in my arms and smiled when he looked up at me. I gave him a soft kiss and sat down in my desk, pulling him into the seat next to mine. I wrapped my arm around his waist and smiled when he rested his head on my shoulder. Life was pretty amazing.
