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Chapter 3

Heavy Mood Swings

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by Kaze909

The extra room is still not finished and since Natsu is unfortunately not here to hug me when I need him; Im hugging my precious toilet instead. So this is the so called morning sickness and it's afternoon. I swear Im never going to get pregnant again and Im not even one month ahead... Im complaining already, aren't I?

I flushed the toilet and wiped my mouth with my white towel that was hanging next to my mirror. Im totally out of energy, it feels like this baby is sucking my magic power for its self.. I probably can't even summon Plue anymore with this low power.

I shook my head and washed my face, that is not even possible, my magic is my magic and nobody's else magic. But still why do I feel so weak then? Maybe I should just ignore it and get changed into different cloths, since I can't wear my black shorts forever. I unlocked my bathroom and walked towards my drawers. The others are still there though, so I won't be able to take a bath until they go.

I should be thankful that my friends are here to help me, but Im not doing anything special that might help them either. Sigh...

"Lucy...are you okay?" a deep elder voice asked. I spun around to see who asked me. It was Master, he seems to be concerned. To be true, I don't know if I feel okay, I actually feel powerless.

I sighed thoughtful, I could lie, but he would notice. "Im just feeling a bit dizzy..." I said pleasurable and continued to rummage around in my drawer. Maybe I should wear something that isn't to tight... something that is comfortable.

"Well, we'll come tomorrow again, till then rest my child!" I heard him say. I nodded.

I led them to the door and waved good bye. I hope they removed the timber of my bed, since I don't want to sleep on the floor. I don't want to get back pains, just like an old lady.

I closed the doors and walked to the baby room, I have to say, it looks marvelous. They did a really good job, it looks like it would be finished by tomorrow. Well no wonder, they finished the guild just in a month.

The room is right next to my and Natsu's room, so it would be easier for us. Anyway, somehow Im tired. I yawned heavily and got changed into something comfortable. I will just take my bath tomorrow morning, Im too lazy to go bathing now. Im not really hungry either at the moment so I will just brush my teeth now and get some sleep. Yeah, that shall do, some sleep and my power will be regenerated again.

I was about to leap into my bed, when I noticed that they fucking forgot to remove the damn timber off my precious bed! I could remove them by myself, but they are just too heavy for me to carry. Why am I angry with everybody at the moment... first I was angry at Natsu for not wearing an condom, then I was angry at Gajeel for rejecting my best friend, then I was angry at Happy for being sad that I won't be having a cat and at last I was angry at the rest for not removing that damn timber off my bed.

What the hell is wrong with me? Im even angry at myself... Am I having mood swings?.. poor Natsu, he will definitely not survive the next nine months if I carry on like this.

I should just sleep on the couch then, with no blanket since I only have one and that's buried under the timber on my bed. Oh well, it could of been worse. So I curled up onto the couch and tried to get some sleep, but weird thoughts about weird things took over me, making it impossible for me to get some sleep...

What if Natsu doesn't want a child..? What if he thinks that it's too early to have such great responsibility over this? What if he hates me for being fat..? Would he still love me?

Hot tears slid down my cheeks and dripped onto my red couch underneath me. M-Maybe I should run away... run away from Natsu. This is fear what Im feeling, it's not an magnificent feeling.

Eventually I fell asleep, still fighting with my inner voice; should I run away or should I face my fear?


I wish it would of been the sun that would wake me peacefully up, but no, it was this disgusting heavy feeling that woke me up instead. I jumped of my couch and ran towards the toilet and slammed the door open.

I let myself fall for the toilet and puked everything what I have eaten up. This awful pressure forced me to cry slightly. It felt like I spend hours in the bathroom, but it was only like fifteen minutes or less. I finally got to flush the toilet and washed my face with the sink water.

I let water run into my bath tub and stripped off my cloths. Haha... 'stripped', sounds like Gray's stripping habit. Now that I mentioned him, I hope that my child will not copy his stripping habit. That would be so awkward and what if I have a girl... that means those perverts in Fairy Tail will finally show their true forms... no no no no! That will never happen.

The next time I see Gray I will force him to never EVER strip in front of my girl ( If I have one)! If he ever does strip, he shall fell my wrath.

I entered my tub and let the steaming water cover my exposed body. I let out an satisfied sigh and stretched my arms up high. The sad thing, I won't be able to wear my new pink bikini I bought just a few days ago... since Im going to get fat and intolerable. I-Im going to get fat and round and ugly... and that's all Natsu's fault!

I, again, started to sob at those sad thoughts, I-Im never e-ever be able to w-wear my new sexy pink bikini I have bought! I h-hate you Natsu D-Dragneel! I hate you for making me fat, ugly and round!

He shall die for what he has done to me. This is unfortunately too sad, I have to let somebody feel this same frustration as Im feeling. I stepped out of my tub and wrapped an towel around my still curvy body and walked towards my wardrobe. I opened it and searched for my splendid and beauteous outfit.

Prefect, it's my favorite light blue skirt that goes to my hips. And to that my black shirt with those loose sleeves that ends at my elbows. I quickly changed into that outfit and grabbed my boots.

The only person who will now feel this awful feeling I feel, is of course Gajeel. I will take my revenge on him for making Levy sad, till he dies in front of me.. or lets say faint, yep till he faints. Geez, at the moment I want everybody who annoys me to die. What's wrong with me...

I don't need my celestial keys, I still don't feel pleasant. That's strange though, I thought I would feel at least a bit better. I shrugged and exit my apartment and started to walk towards the guild. It seems like it could start to rain any minute, I should run before I get wet and catch a cold. I literally don't need to get a cold in this situation of mine.


So yeah, that's how I end up entering the guild soaking wet. Great, just awesome, but what if Juvia feels depressed at the moment, since 'Gray-sama' hasn't arrived from his mission with Erza and Natsu? Poor Juvia, I know that feels.

I gathered greetings from other guild members around me and started to walk towards the bar, where Mira cheerfully cleaned some glasses. I took the barstool in front of her and rested my head on one of my hand.

"Hello Lucy and little baby!" she greeted joyous and waved cheerful to the direction of my stomach. Oh great, now we are starting to great an unborn child. But it's kind of sweet of Mira... that made me smile.

"Hey Mira..." I greeted back. "Have you seen Gajeel anywhere?" I asked suspicious.

She placed her flannel aside and sighed weird, but shortly afterwards she started to giggle. "Yes... I have. But he is at the moment at the master's office, discussing a few things.." she explained and continued to serve some other guild mates. Gajeel started really to act strange lately. I gazed around the guild to maybe spot an blue haired girl, besides from Juvia and Wendy.

There was only Elfman who is having an contest with Jet and Droy about being a man. Typical Elfman -I giggled mentally. Macao having an drinking contest with Wakaba and Cana, of course while Gildarts is cheering for his one and (maybe) only daughter. Oh and Wendy is just normally chatting with Charle, who seems to be staring at Happy. How cute, she finally accepted her feelings for Happy. But sadly no Levy, I should visit her later on when the rain has settled down a bit.

And Lisanna, who was walking towards me, with her arms neatly folded behind her back. "Good Morning Lucy!" she also greeted me smiling and took the barstool next me.

"Hey..." I said weakly. No wonder, first puking, then feeling hatred towards everyone and then entering the guild soaking wet. What an great morning, but I wouldn't annoy Lisanna about that, it would be rude to do such thing.

She spun her barstool towards me and suddenly grabbed both of my hands, blushing of course. Now Im surprised. "Lu-Lucy... " she began to stutter. I slowly raised an eye brow. Why is everybody acting weird lately!? Am I the only one who is acting normal!? Im the only one!

"...I-If you ever need h-help, with the baby...j-just ask me! Okay?" she offered kindly and smooth. That is so sweet and heartwarming, but I wouldn't want to be nerve wracking. Since they also already helped me with the baby room, I really don't want to be an pain in the ass. Im asking too much from everyone, I guess I should refuse then.

"It's okay...you don't have to if you don't want to..." I smiled weak while I shook slightly my head.

"But I do!" she protested calmly. Mhmmm, I guess it'll be alright if I agree then. If she really does want to babysit.

"Okay!" I agreed enthusiastic. She removed her hands of mine and smiled brightly. To come back to the reason why i came here in the first place, I should gather all my depressions and frustrations , just to get ready. But why is Gajeel at the master's office in the first place anyway. That made me think all over again, what if he quits being in this guild just to avoid Levy?

That would be horrible. Horrible for Levy and Juvia, since she is the one who brought him here four years ago.

"Lisanna, do you know why Gajeel is talking to master?" I asked.

She reached for her beardless chin and started to stare thoughtful to nowhere. "I guess I know some details...but not much" she shrugged.

"Can you maybe tell me those 'details'? I asked careful. She shook her head.

"I was eavesdropping this morning with Juvia and Mira-nee, since we were curious too..." she sighed sad. " ... but unfortunately we got busted later on by Makarov. So he threatened us to forget about what we have heard..."

I stared at her spoken words with fear. Then it must of been and privet and important talk then. Okay then, I shall wait till Gajeel exits the office. Since I have promised Levy that I'll kick his ass into his coffin. Damn bastard, he is the reason why Levy is suffering. The rain still hasn't settled down yet, so I can't visit Levy yet.

Wait for me Levy, I will come as soon as possible.


Thank you for reading also chapter 3 of this story. Thanks for reviewing to this story! *bows* an giving me suggestions for the boys name. But at the moment the choice : girl has been voted the most. [Voting is still ongoing!] I made this chapter a bit longer, since it's about Lucy's mood swings and of course that would take longer.^.^ I hope you enjoyed this chapter and want more.

Thank you! Don't forget to review either. See you in chapter 4!