Chapter 2: Secrets
*le timeskip again*
At about ten Me, Mathias, and his two brother and brother-in-law; Tino and Belward we all in the living room watching a movie. Tino had his head rested on Belward's shoulder and was curled up in his lap. The Dane seeing this drapped his arms around my neck and leaned me back into his chest.
"*Nei." I said pulling his arms off me.
"Look around you Lukas. My older brother is gay. My mom won't care about us." He whispered into my ear.
"Your mom is one thing my mom is another. She doesn't even know I'm gay and if she did she'd kill both you and me." I hissed.
"Relax Lukas! I'll just tell my mom not to say anything, and if your mom finds out we can always just run." He said. I sighed because there was no use fighting with the Dane he would win eventually. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into his lap holding me.
"Aww! It looks like Bror has himself a little boyfriend!" Tino said happily from the other side of the room.
"I heard that Tino!" The Dane yelled. I looked up at him and nuzzled my head into his chest.
"You guys make the absolute perfect couple don't you think Belward?" Tino said smiling.
"Hmm." The Sweed said and kissed the top of Tino's head.
"Mathias can you come here please? I need help with the dishes." Kristen called from the kitchen. Mathias rolled his eyes and hissed the top of my head before lifting me off his lap and walking into the kitchen.
"So Lukas, how long have you and Bror been dating?" Tino asked curoisly.
"Since this afternoon." I said with my usual pokerface. "How long have you and Belward been together?" I asked not really caring one way or another.
"Me 'nd m' w'fe h've been tog'ther f'r tw' y'ars." The Sweed said. To be honest he sounded kind of creepy with his mumble.
"I-It's getting late. I'm gonna go to bed." Tino yawned getting up and walking up the stairs, Belward not far behind. I yawned myself and streched out on the couch, closing my eyes and falling asleep.
*Time skip while Norge sleeps*
"kas, Lukas wake up." I heard a familiaar voice said. I rubbed my eyes and sat up, immediatly met with a smiling Dane.
"W-what time is it?" I yawned looking at him.
"It's about two. Come on lets get you in bed." The Dane said kissing my forehead and lifting me off the couch bridal-style. I being to tired to care, wrapped both my arms loosely around his neck and shoulders. He gave me a tired smile and carried me up the stairs.
"How cute." I heard someone say from behind the Dane. Mathias looked behind him only to stop dead in his tracks.
"Mom! What are you doing?!" He yelled. She smiled.
"Nothing Matie! Really! I think it's good that you've finally found someone! Does his mom know?" I looked up at Mathias and he looked at his mom shaking his head.
"Nej, and he's scared to tell her. He's sure that Stephanie won't understand." Mathias explained.
"Well alright I guess I won't tell her about it, but at some point she's bound to find out. It's better sooner than later." Kristen said smiling.
"Night mom." The Dane said and started to carry me up the stairs again.
"Thanks for getting us out of that." I said giving him a rare smile.
"You should smile more often. It suits you." He said smiling and opening the bedroom door. He walked in and placed me on the bed then closing the door and walking back in. He began to take of his shirt and then looked at me. "Aren't you going to get dressed for bed to?" He asked. I nodded and got up taking my pants off and then my shirt. "Lukas what are those from?" He asked walking up to me and placing a hand on my side.
"I-It's nothing, just ignore it." I said trying to move on from the subject.
"No Lukas! Tell me what they are." He said determined to get it out of me.
"Mathias I'm too tired for th-"
"You've been doing this to your self haven't you? Lukas you know how bad that's bad for you!" He said.
"What if I did? There's no changing what already happened and I did it a long time ago." I said pushing him away from me. "You don't understand what it's like, people piking on you because you don't show emotion, telling you your a fag everyday. No being able to keep a relationship because you never show any affection unless someone else starts it. I have been hated by everyone my entire life. The frist person outside of my family to even show me any from of affection is you so I don't want to hear your lectures. My little brother did the samething when he saw the scars. These scars are a reminder of evey trouble I've had with life." I said almost yelling, fighting with myself so I wouldn't yell.
"I-I'm sorry Lukas. I-I didn't know-"
"Of course you didn't if I wanted you to know I would've told you earlier." I said sitting down on the edge of the bed.
"Lukas, I promise you things will get better alright?" He said sitting down beside me and kissing my forehead. "Now its very late, we should get some sleep." He said standing up again and pulling the sheets back on the bed. I got up and walked over to the other side of the bed and climbed in, trying not to get too close to the Dane. He reached over and turned the light out before turning towards me. "Hey why are you over there?" He asked. I shifted uncomfertalby under the sheets. "Come here." He pulled me closer to him and wrapped his arms around me. "Elsker dig Lukas." He said kissing the back of my neck. I jumped a little and tried to wriggle out of his arms. "It's alright, I'm not gonna hurt you."
"What did you do that for?!" I asked a little startled. He chuckled and pressed his nose into the crooke of my neck.
"I wanted to show you how much I love you." He said kissing my neck. I felt my face begin to heat up and was thankful it was dark.
"C-can you let me go?" I asked embarrased.
"Nej." He said burring his face further into my neck. I sighed and rolled over in his armrs. He looked up and smiled.
"What?" I asked.
"You look cute when you blush."
"*H-hold kjeft." My blush became deeper and I turned my face away.
"Why are you turning away?"
"I look stupid." I felt him shake his head.
"Lukas you don't look stupid-"
"Ja I do." I said. I heard him make a noise and then he placed his hand on my cheek, turning my face towards him.
"Lukas your beautiful, and don't let anyone tell you diffirent alright? I've never though you looked stupid in my life." I rolled my eyes at that.
"Then why did you say I looked dumb when Al dared me to put on that dress last week?" I asked.
"I was only saying that because I didn't want to embarasse you in front of Al. He didn't and still doesn't know about my feelings toward you. I actually thought you looked sexy in that dress." He said. My blush got darker.
"S-so you really think I'm beautiful? Even with scars?" I asked.
"Ja, every inch of you." He said placing his forehead to mine. "Love ya."
"Jeg elsker dag."
He smiled a pulled my face closer to his, our noses touching slightly. He leaned forward and kissed me softly. I kissed him back hesitantly and allowed him to pull me on top of him.
"M-Mathias we can't do this." I said.
"Why not?" He asked looking up at me sadly.
"Mathias we haven't even been together for a week. We shouldn't even do this until we've been together for at least a month." He frowned. "There's no doubt in my mind that I want this but we have to be pactient with this relationship. this is the first relationship I've had in months and I don't want to screw this one up." I said.
"What do you mean 'screw this one up'?" He asked. I sighed, climbing off of him.
"All of my other relationships ended badly. My other partener would want sex and when I would refuse they would leave me and move on to a whore who would open their legs to them." I said sadly.
"Then we'll wait untill your ready." He said smiling. I nodded smiling back at him slightly.
"Takk, I apreciate that a lot." I said.
"It's very late, we should get some rest we have a busy day tomorrow." He said.
"W-what's tomorrow?" I asked yawning.
"It's a supprise." He said kissing my forehead and pulling me close to him.
"Godnatt, Mathias." I said placing my head on his chest. He wrapped and arm around my shoulders.
"Godnat, min elskede." I blushed and closed my eyes slowly drifting to sleep.
Nic: Thanks for reading!
