I felt the heat of the sunlight on my back and sighed opening my eyes. "So it was all just a dream." I said, frowning slightly.
"What was a dream?" I heard a familiar voice ask. I look down to see someone elses chest under me. "*'Morgen min kærlighed." I look up I and smiled upon seeing the Danish boy that I'd come to love.
"*God morgen min kjære." I said sitting up and rubbing my eyes.
"Sleep well?" He asked kissing my forehead and hugging me.
"Ja, I think t-that was the best sleep I've had in years." I yawned. He smiled and kissed my forehead.
"I'm glad to hear that *kæreste." He said smiling happily. "Now go get dressed and meet me down stairs in ten." He said. I nodded and he put on a shirt and left.
I put on a blue t-shirt and a pair of black shorts. I climbed down the stairs and was met with a smiling Mathias holding a cup of coffee.
"Here." He said handing the cup to me.
"Takk." I said reaching over and ruffleing his hair. He smiled as I took a sip from the cup.
"How is it? I'm sorry if it tastes bad all we had was instant." He said. I looked up and smiled.
"It's not that bad but I like the homemade stuff better." I said. He smiled and lead me into the kitchen.
"So where are the others?" I asked.
"They went out shopping to find things for dinner. So we have the house to our selves." He said smiling and kissing the top of my head. I walked over to the counter beside him and noticed how much shorter than him I was. "Your so short Lukas!" He said laughing. I frowned.
"It's not my fault I was born short!" I pointed out.
"You didn't let me finish." He said smiling and getting closer to my ear. "I like short." He whispered kissing me. I wrapped my arms around his neck kissing back the best I could, I stood on my toes in a small attempt to deepen the kiss. He pulled away. "Here." He said lifting me from the ground and onto the counter. "Better?" He asked.
"Ja." I said reciving another kiss. I kissed him back and felt him smile under the kiss. He tried to get closer to deepen the kiss but was stopped by my knees. He pulled away.
"Lukas lemmie get closer." He whined. I smiled slightly at this and opened my legs slightly, allowing him to get closer to me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me again, I kissed back wrapping my arms tightly around his neck. I felt him lick at my bottom lip trying to gaing intrance.
"N-nei." I stuttered, pulling away.
"Alright." He said smiling sadly and kissing my forehead. I gave him a rare smile and placed my forehead on his.
"I'm sorry, I-I'm jus-"
"I know, it's alright I understand." He said smiling. He looked at me and smirked.
"Wh- AH! MATHIAS PUT ME DOWN!" I yelled as he picked me up off of the counter with his arms still wrapped around my waist.
"Nej. I won't let ya go. Not while I have you!" He said laughing.
"Come on I'm serious! *La mig gå!" I yelled.
"*Okay, okay! Bare tag det roligt!" He said setting me down on the couch in the living room. "*Fanden tage dig hårdet ramt!" He said laughing and rubbing his shoulder. I frowned and crossed my arms. "What's wrong? Is it me?" He asked.
"Nei it's not you; i-it's me." I said. His facial exsprestion changed immediatly.
"Lukas if I did anything to make you mad at me I'm-"
"Nei! Nei! It's not like that!" I said waving my arms. "I-it's just...me." I said getting up and walking up stairs. I went into the room me and the Dane shaired and flopped down on the bed. 'Why the hell am I so scared of this?!' I thought.
"Scared of what?" I heard a voice say from the doorway. I looked toward the door to seen Mathias standing in the door way. 'Shit I said that out loud!' "Lukas why are you crying? Was it something I said?" He asked.
"N-nei, this isn't your f-fault at all." I said sadly. He walked over to me and whipped my tears away.
"Lukas please tell me what's wrong. You've been acting strange all day." He said sadly.
"Mathias there's something I haven't told you yet." I said sadly looking down at the floor. "When I was a freshman I had to walk myself home one day. You were at practice or doing club activites and, at the time Berwald and Tino were at home taking care of Peter." I inhaled deeply before almost breaking into tears at the though of what happened that day. "I-um...*Jeg ble voldtatt." I said He looked at me in shock for a moment and then there was silence. "Go ahead judge me, see if I care. I've heard it all. Leave me if your that disgusted by me. After all I am the scho-"
"Lukas why didn't you tell me?! I could have helped you though this all these years and you just hid it?! You know I would never say anything!" He said.
I was crying warm tears again. He must have noticed this and sat down on the edge of the bed, pulling me closer to him. Holding me tightly.
"I'm so sorry Lukas, I should have been there! It's all my fault that that happed to you! *Jeg er så ked af Lukas! Det bør få-"
"Don't you dare say it should have been you! And nothing about that day is your fault! It's my fault! I was stupid, I didn't wait for you like I was supposed to and it just- it just...happened." I said.
"Lukas I'm so, so sorry but your a fool to think that I would leave you over something like this. Leaving you would be crazy because after something like that you need all the love and affection you can get. I understand." He said holding me. "Now come on lets get you cleaned up and then we can go down to the beach." He said smiling and helping me up.
