No matter the choices I did in life as a "human", it didn't make it better when some of the Irkens dislikes me so greatly. It makes me wonder why do they act that way?

"Pssh, I heard she acted like a human before this!" she heard another Irken say from my far right,

I turn my attention towards the Irken and her group, it turns out that she's a young Irken that just graduated from her training years and now is serving the ship.

"And why does it matter that I was on Earth and acted like one of them? Do you know what happens when you question your authority, Mayla?" I say, calmly despite my heart is swarming with hundreds of dreadful feelings.

"And..what..will you do?" The short curly antenna female Irken Mayla asks timidly.

I shook my head and glance at the guards to my right before staring back at Mayla, she's short now but one day she could grow to be tall like me, I was once that short little Irken in my young academy years before getting taller and meeting Red and Purple many years before graduating and going separate lives.

"Something I wouldn't want to do, but it's required with disciplinary action when you question your authorities" I tell her strictly.

Mayla's light blue eyes shoot up in shock and she ducks her head and apologizes, "Please forgive me, my Tallest for my actions" She says.

My antenna's pick up her apologetic tone and I start to walk over to her, everybody watches me in shock and fear for the young Irken. I stop before Mayla and stare down at her blankly. She slowly tilts her head up and she peers up at me fearfully.

I reach my hand above her head and she watches my hand and gulps, she shuts her eyes and begins whispering prayers. I blink and reach down to her head and lay my hand on top of her head gently and pat it several times. "You're forgiven, but remember next time to watch your tongue little one" I say softly.

Everybody remains in silence, they didn't know what to do.

I didn't want to appear soft but If I want change, then I need to slowly change this place to be more passionate. I learned a lot from some humans that I spent some of my years with, and their compassion has brought me to my senses, when I showed them my human form one day they didn't hate me or was fearful, they were very accepting and loved me like I'm one of their own children. It brought me to tears and from that day I realized that the people on earth are not entirely bad and it was wonderful.

I brush my memories away and look at every Irken that's in utter shock. I stand straight up and look around the room and smirk. "I do not want to be like the other Tallests, each and everyone of us needs to know that I am a matriarch and in history, we are allowed to have one as a fellow Tallest and we are required to have emotions" I tell them reciting something Gaz told me when I was in her room.

"A Matriarch? They are...there hasn't been one in thousands of years. One the...you're antennas there...oh my irk!" one of the Irks shout in awe.

I smile and peek up at some of my ultra long curvy antennas that spring in lovely elegant waves. I wanted to start a slow revolution, though I do need to see if my computer companions, the overseer computers, wanted to agree with me on that or they didn't wish to have me be a tallest or living anymore.

I turn around causing my long robed dress to move in a swirl, I leave towards the door before stopping at the door remembering that Gaz is standing by the door forgotten but happily munching on some food. I face the room once again and say loudly, "And all of my companions are welcomed on this ship and the others and our planet, but never and I mean never cause them pain or anything horrific. Please accept them, I ask of you all. Acceptance is very welcomed by me"

"Please, everybody if you have any problems or questions please ask me. Just come up to me and ask, don't hesitate I will talk to you and I won't judge you" I say warmly before glancing at Gaz and telling her that I will be out and about, call me if she needs me.

I exit the room and head to the control brains, I passed by the other Tallests' quietly, I didn't want them to become suspicious and question me. I ascend the elevator to the brain and enter the room silently.

"We have been watching you Tallest Kira, we have read your pak and we analyzed your vital signs. Why do you choose this path? It could lead to your ultimate demise, all of the past matriarchs have died in the hands of battle trying to save your Irkens"

I smile at the thought of saving my people, but dying would be terrible. "We need compassion and we need out emotions, in due respect, we would function better and we would actually don't need to kill the other's for selfish reasons" I felt my tears bubble up in my eyes, I didn't let them escape though.

"If the surviving races would find out that we would do that, then we all are dead because they would end up killing us all and taking everything for their own needs. You need to understand that highest percentages of surviving is unlikely and you will die like us, everything we worked for will disappear" the brain speaks logically.

I let out a sigh and stare up at the huge ceiling. "It's worth it, we need to change otherwise there will be no other races out there and we will end up changing the universe's functions and we all will cease to exist!" I say angrily.

"You spent too long with the humans, you have let then change your ways"

I scoffed and crossed my arms, before glaring at the computer angrily. The don't understand, my maker's made me to change this endless cycle of torture and hate. "You don't understand, Tallest Spock and Miyuki made me for a purpose and they wanted me to do this! I have to stop this cycle!" I argued.

"Leave" the computer says.

I clenched my fists and storm out of the room silently. I can't believe these idiots don't understand this or the program somewhere in there that my makers left my guard install years after their death.

I head to my room and jump onto my bed and turn my music on. I glared at the wall hatefully and turned the human music up loud. Nothing will cease to change this situation, right? I guess not.

"Tell me that I'm dreamin'

I'm dreamin'
Don't you stop me from believin'
I'm dreamin'

You, you came into my life
Without a reason why
Why did you have to smile?
Why did you have to touch my soul"

I sang part of the song Dreamin' by Will To Power. The song seems to be fitting my other situation with Red, and his ignorance towards recognizing me! I lean against a wall and shut my eyes before singing more of this song.

(Out of POV):

Red and Purple walks by discussing their findings that Tallest Kira happens to be a matriarch and what it could do to the future of her and the empire.

"She doesn't have the power to change anything" Red says nonchalantly.

Purple frowns and glances at his friend, "Don't be that harsh on her...though she does seem familiar"

They stop by her room as they hear a faint voice.

"I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me"-

They turn to face each other, "How does she know this song?" they question wonder out loud.

"You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me"-My Immortal, Evanescence

They shut their eyes and remember their childhood friend, they begin to question even more if this happens to be their little Kira, and if something did happen to her long ago. But their doubts are heavy and shadowing the truth that hides behind the fog.

Red remembers her spontaneous hugs and her warm smiles, a small smile breaks out on his face. He feels his little organ in his heart beating hard with every thought that made him crave to see her lovely lively face the one he seen years ago. Purple feels her hard pokes and her odd jokes that always brings him into tears and laughter, her hugs and nicknames for Red and himself.

They stare at each other once again and sigh heavily. "You do it" Purple says.

Red lets out a heavy sigh of exasperation and shakes his head, "Hell no"

"Pkay, how about the not it game!" Purple says, hoping to trick his friend.

"Fine!' Red grumbles

"Not it!" Pur says as Red grumbled.

Red glares and rolls his eyes and walk over to the door, he knocks on it loudly. The door opens slowly, they step back and let out loud gasps.

"oh my god..." they whisper.