Author's Note: Okey dokey, this is my second update within a 24 hour period! Thank you!
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Lore took the last swig from her glass before she poured more scotch into the cup. She managed to get over to Sam who grabbed her hand gently as he guided her to the stairs. Once they were upstairs, Sam lead her towards her room where Lorelai downed the glass of scotch and kicked her shoes off. As she walked to the bathroom, she stepped on the glass from the broken picture frame causing her to cut her foot. Thankfully the booze numbed the pain it caused, she set the glass down on her dresser as she looked over at Sam with one of her eyebrow raised.
"So, what do you want to talk about, Sam?" Rory said as her blue eyes fell to the floor and saw the broken picture frame and alarm clock with spots of her blood on and around them. It all came flooding back to her. She shook her head slowly before looking up at Sam. "I mean, there's nothing else to talk about. You're saying yes to Lucifer and making me promise to settle down with my ex or Dean and have some boring ass life that I do not want. I think you've said it all, Sam. So forgive me if I act a bit reckless." Lora's voice was a tad harsh as she let her gaze met his. She did not want to even think about what she was going to do after he said yes to Lucifer. Lorelai knew he would look like Sam but he would be far from her Sammy and the thought alone not only broke her heart but killed her more and more every time she thinks about it.
Sam took a deep breath in before he walked over to Lorelai. Putting his hands around her waist softly, he picked her up and placed her on the dresser. "Look, Lora, I hate the idea of all of this too, okay?" Sam spoke as he walked over to the bathroom and grabbed the first aid kit that was there in the drawer when you first walk in. "But there is no other way to end the upcoming apocalypse and the thought of you getting hurt or worse in it kills me," he said as he came back into her room and started to clean and tend to her cut foot. Once he was finished he brought her face up to look at his. "You know I love you, right, Lora?" Sam's voice was soft and sweet as he spoke to her. He picked her up bridal style and carried her to the bed. "You know that I worry about you, right?"
Lorelai nodded her head slightly before she sighed heavily. "I love you, Sam, and I worry about you too. I just think you're rushing into this too fast without thinking about it, about how this is going to affect Dean and Bobby and Cas. Have you sat down and talked to them about this? How each of them are going to take it? I mean, Dean's not really okay with settle down and trying to live some normal apple pie life. He wouldn't be Dean if he didn't try to bring you back and you bet your sweet, tight ass that I'd be right next to him." She said shaking her head at him as her fists balled up. She bit down on her lip and took a couple deep breaths to try and calm herself down, Lora didn't want to do what she did to Castiel hours ago to Sam.
Pulling her closer to his chest, Sam softly rubbed her back. He kissed her forehead as he held her close to him, he didn't want to let her go but he knew it was the only way to save the world and he hoped she'd be able to understand it. Sam just sat there and held Lor what seemed like forever and he was more than content with that. After a while, she pulled away from him with her cheeks and eyes wet. She had been crying into his chest, something she hadn't done to him ever. Lorelai had done her very best to hide her feelings from everyone one, including Bobby.
"I know it's to save the world from ending but why does it have to be you, Sammy? Promise me something?" She asked as she wiped the tears away with back of her hand before Sam placed a hand on either side of her face and looked her in the eyes. He gave her a small smile before he kissed her passionately, pulling away after a few minutes.
"I ask myself every day since I found out, Lora. Anything, babe," Sam said resting his forehead against hers as he spoke and caught his breath. One of his hands was placed on the bed besides her while the other was wrapped in her hair. Sam let his eyes scan her face, he saw that Lorelai was scared but her blue eyes were hopeful as she looked at him.
Taking a deep breath in, Lora tried to figure out the best way to say what she wanted. "Promise me that if you ever get out of the pit, no matter how long it takes, that you'll come and find me? Please?" She barely got out before her voice cracked and she buried her face in Sam's chest again. The tears falling down her face soaked his t-shirt as she sobbed into his chest.
"I promise, Lora. I promise." Sam said as he rubbed her back gently. He had taken into account how Lorelai might feel about the whole situation but he didn't picture it being this bad. He whispered reassurances to her as he held her close. There was part of him that didn't think he was ever going to get out of the pit but there was another part of him that hoped he would, all he wanted was to where he was now. Hugging the girl he grew up with, the girl that was there after Jess. "I love you, Lora."
"I love you, Sammy. Are you staying here for the night or are you and Dean going to a motel?" Lorelai asked as she glanced up at him, he wiped her tears away and gave her a smile. Sam's smile was sweet and kind before he gently pressed his lips against hers in a long, loving kiss.
"Bobby's already made up a room for Dean and I," he said before he kissed her again, this time with a little more passion and rougher. As Sam's ran down her face to her hips, he played with her shirt for a moment before he took it off her. It wasn't long before Lorelai had Sam's tear soaked shirt off as well, her hands running over the curves of his chiseled chest. His hands roamed around her torso for a few minutes before he pulled away from her, biting the inside of his lip a tad.
Lor took a moment to catch her breath as she looked at him, studying him. She didn't want to forget his face or anything about him. "Well, Dad knows we aren't little kids anymore and that we're dating," she told him as she pressed her body against his before trailing kisses down his neck. Lorelai was determined to spend every chance she got with Sam, she didn't care how or where or with who. When she got to his collarbone, Sam let out a soft moan before he pushed her back a bit making her lay on her back.
Undoing her pants, he gave her a smirk as he slipped her jeans off her. He moved so he was leaning over her before he kissed her deeply, biting her lip softly. Just as Lora let out a soft moan, Sam trailed the kisses down her neck to her collarbone, then down her torso stopping when he got just about her underwear. "Are you sure Bobby's not going to kill me for this?" He asked her in a serious tone. The last thing Sam wanted was Bobby walking in on them in bed together, it would not end well for him and he wanted to stay on Bobby's good side until he had to throw himself into the pit.
"It'll be fine, Sammy," Lora said as she gently pushed him off her and got up and locked the door. "He'll have to knock if he wants in." She said with a proud smirk as she slid back into bed with him. Rory undid his belt and jeans before she slide them off, throwing them on the floor with the rest of their clothes. Sam nodded his head a little before he kissed her passionately. They shared an experience that neither of them would soon forget, causing Lor to fall deeper in love with the man who was on the highway to hell so to speak.
Sam laid with Lora's head on his chest as the both tried to catch their breath. He had his left arm wrapped around her shoulders. He kissed her head before smiling down at her. "That was amazing, Lora," he said with a yawn. He pulled her closer as he closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.
Lorelai laid there with her head on Sam's chest for a while. She gave his chest a light kiss before she draped her left arm over him. It didn't take her long to snuggle into him as it was a cold night. Rory was more than happy laying there in bed with Sammy, listening to his heartbeat and cuddling with him, all night even if she didn't get any sleep. Finding herself looking up at him, she watched him sleep. Trying to etch his face into her mind forever. Lor couldn't get over how peaceful Sam looked while he was sleeping, it caused her to smile before she too found herself sleeping.
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"Lora, hey. Are you listening to me?" The voice of Sam echoed in her ears. She opened her eyes and saw that she was sitting in the back seat of the Impala, John was driving while Dean sat in the passenger seat.
"What?" She asked, her voice was groggy as she looked out the window at the passing sign that read 'Palo Alto, California'. Lorelai racked her brain a bit before she remembered the memory. She glanced over at Sam before up at Dean who was watching them. Before turning her gaze back to Sam, she shot Dean the death glare.
"You should enroll with me at Stanford. I think you'd like it, you could go for med school or cooking," he said softly to her, he was sitting in the back seat with her. He grabbed her hand in his but she pulled it away before shaking her head at him. She couldn't believe what she was hearing him say. Sam knew she was not a big fan of school and she had no interest in going to college, not really. She had given some thought but not a whole lot, she knew Bobby did not like the idea of her going off to college somewhere. Lor knew the thought alone drove her father mad.
She took a deep breath in before she let her gaze went to John who was shaking his head at them. Lorelai knew John had mixed feelings about Sam going off to college and he knew her outlook on the whole college thing. "I'm not going to college, Sam. Okay, just except that. I don't want to go to college, I want to be out hunting. Saving people." Lor said before she took to staring out the window for the remainder of the trip. She didn't say anything to any of them. She knew he was glancing at her from time to time, she was more than happy once the got to where they'd be dropping Sam off.
John, Dean, Sam, and Ror got out of the Impala. As Sam went to get his bags, she leaned up against the Impala next to John. She couldn't help but run a hand through her hair, she didn't want Sam to go to college but she was proud of him for trying to get out of the business. Lorelai let out a little, soft sigh out as Dean came around the car. He did not look too happy, rather upset if Lor had to guess.
"He wants to talk to you before he goes in, Ror," he said crossing his arms over his chest and picked up her spot next to his father. Dean watched Rory walked around back, shaking her head the whole way.
"Yeah?" She asked him with a perked brow when she was next to him looking into the trunk of the Impala. Lor held her ground when he turned to look at her. His eyes were soft and sad but still kind of happy.
"I'm sorry for what I said in the car. If you want to go hunting, then go just be safe, please," Sam said before he grabbed his bags and closed the trunk. He was done hunting, he did not want anymore to do with it. But Lora did and he still wanted to be with her, he was stuck between a rock and a hard place. Running a hand through his hair he made his way over to his brother and father. Lorelai stood by the trunk, running a hand through her hair. She saw him take one last look at her before he walked off, his eyes were sad as he walked away knowing that he'd probably never see her again.
Taking a deep breath in, she glanced at Dean and John before she ran off after Sam. "Sam, wait!" She shouted as her brown hair blew behind her. Sam turned around just as she was about five feet from him. "So, this is it then?" Lora asked as she raised one of her eyebrows. "Things between us are seriously ending like this?" Her voice was now cracking as he watched her. Her blue eyes were about to let the waterworks start.
"Then come with me, Lora." Sam said dropping his bags, trying to pull her into a hug. She pushed him away, shaking her head. The tears had started to fall at this point.
"You know I can't do that, Sammy. Bobby barely lets me go anywhere as it is, what makes you think he likes the idea of me being half way across the country?" Lorelai asked, begging him to leave the college campus with her, John, and Dean. Her eyes were pleading with him to not do this, not like this.
Biting his lip for a moment Sam picked up his bags. "Then I guess this is goodbye, Lora," he said sadly, running his free hand through his hair before rubbing the back of his neck.
"Don't call me 'Lora' and just don't call me or get in touch with me ever, Sam," Lorelai said before she turned around and walked back to the Impala, wiping away the tears that spilled over. Sam sighed softly as he tried to call out after her before he turned and walked away. When Lor got to the Impala and saw Dean, he gave her a sad look before pulling her into a hug.
"It'll be okay, Ror. He'll come to his sense at some point," he said as he opened the back door and slid into the seat, pulling her with him as he went. John got into the driver's seat before the car started up and took off down the road. Lor ran a hand through her hair as she sobbed into Dean's chest for a few minutes.
"No, it won't, Dean. He left me for college. Sam fucking left me, the one guy I've ever loved and wanted to be with." Ror shouted at him before she pulled away. She sat there in the back seat, staring at Dean for a moment as John drove down the road towards the motel they were staying at. Lorelai knew Sam wanted nothing more to do with hunting and because that's what she wanted to do it meant that she was no longer what he wanted. It broke her heart to know that the one guy she's ever loved more than her father no longer wanted her because of what she wanted to do with the rest of her life.
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Author's Note Part Two: Okay, so I decided to throw in a little dream/flashback/back story in this chapter and plan on continuing it into at least the next one. Hope you all enjoyed this chapter! Please as always, let me know what you think!
