Yay. New chapter. *Does a weak fist pump*
The sun is shining high, people are laughing and showing high spirits. I glare at them, and push through the crowd. Just another morning after a long night. My anger and discouraging eyes cause people to avoid me, but then he says "Morning!" and stretches. And with a bedhead, there he stood.
Suddenly our eyes, meet. Is this love? Not interested. But then how do I explain this? I can't even look him in the eye… "That has nothing to do with it! Argh, he pisses me off!"
Looking up at the sun and glaring at it, I try to cover up my emotions and my heart beating fast. I can't keep my emotions in check, how disgusting. It's such a weird feeling! My feelings are showing on my face. Why am I nervous, my voice just went squeaky! I don't even understand, I'm going crazy! I'm just a moron.
The classroom was ordinary as always, and I just yawn. We sit together by the window. The thought of it won't leave my mind, even when I act bored. The radio plays in the background. Standing up, I realized I messed up. Carelessly, I had been pretending to listen to my headphones. But they weren't even plugged in…
"Time will pass, and soon he will forget all about it" I insisted to myself. But why can't I even speak? Even about how he annoys me? Making up my mind to tell him even as I am. Choosing my words but just waiting another day. "It's not so bad like this, is it?" I'm just too weak…
"You look like you're in a good mood!"
"Don't you get it? You tick me off!" I pinched his cheek. I can't stand that attitude! But what to do, the day is ending…
Once more, glaring into the sun. "Wait before you set!" Taking a deep breath. My franticly beating heart hurts. It's such an amazing feeling.
"I want to tell you-" why am I running? I don't understand myself anymore, I think I'm gonna blow! Please, before the sun sets, I want to tell you somehow. God, do something!
Hamper Halo Halp: Thank you for my review! I tried to follow your advice more. Maybe needs some more imagery in it...?
Anyways, that's it. Bella ciao!
