Hi everyone! Okay this is probably going to sound stupid but I got my first review and it maked me sooo happy so cookies for my lovely reviewer.

I haven't uptated in a few days and I don't know when I'll upteated next after this, I trying to upload at least a chapter a week if not more. This is just so you all can know what my plan is. You can also hound me if I don't get a chapter up in time.

So on with the Disclamier, I dont own anything (Other than the plot). Sucks doesn't it.

-Devil is a Girl

NOW ON WITH THE STORY

Maddie's POV


I sighed placing my warn leather bound journal down. I just couldn't think of anything, I've being having writers block for awhile now and it just won't got away. I picked at the lint on my black tights and grabbed my phone. Fliping through my song until I found something that fit my mood I plug in my earbuds and flop on my bed.

I lay like that until my door flies open, and a group of people fall in a pile on top of each other.

"What are you guys doing?" I shout, shooting in to a sitting position, hands behind my back keeping me up. The boys ignore me fighting, pushing and crawling over one another to get free of the heep that they landed themselves in.

"Yo, Matt. I totally tried to stop them, but you know how they are," My brother states landing on the bed next to me. "That is a complete lie he is the one that told us you were working on a song, and then pointed out that the doors here aren't that thick." Aurther gives an undiginfied huff, placing himself in my desk chair.

"We just want to here your new song please? Pretty please with pasta on top." Feli runs over and hugs me, his eye wide and sparkling. I laugh and hug him back before sigh. "I would love to guys," I shiffed over to lay down on my stomach making room for the small Italian, " I hear a but coming, Birdie." Gilbert says ploping himself in my bean bag. "But I don't have a new song, I haven't been able to write anything."

"WHAT!?"

Their shout rings through the room and it feels like the house is shaking.

"Its the end of the world!"

"Everyone say your good-byes. Hold your loved ones close."

"Gilbird I have always loved."

"Jerks! I'm not always writing." I pouted throughing pillows at the ones I knew I could hit,even though I was laughing with them. One smacked Gil in the face freeing the small chick that he had been holding, peppering with kisses. "Um, chica, you kind of are." Antoino, a friend of Francis and Gilbert that they had introduced me to not long after that faithful morning in the schools old music room. Resigning myself to their words I deflated on top of my brother, flopping over in just that the way that makde him whine, "Get off! Your crushing me!"

Laughing I roll over and off the bed landing on my feet so that I could crawl over to the corner to where I keep my sketch book and cameras. The group gives a small laugh at our antics, watching as my brother struggles to get untangled from the blankets that he got wraped in trying to get me off. Slowly I picked up one of my old cameras standing up so that I could get a shot of all of them. Snaping the picture startles them in to looking over at me.

"Perfect," I sit down on the edge of my desk, holding the blank white sheet, waiting for the picture to develop. It truly is perfect, everyone looks so happy, just smiling and having a good time. My desk chair is pushed out in to the middle of them room where Aurther is fighting Francis away to kept his seat, Antointo has settled down in one my dome chairs, holding a bright red in the face, not so happy looking Lovino in his lap. Ludwig is settled down in the bean bag next to his brother who is by now turned upside down with his legs thrown up my wall, Gilbird sellted on his chest. Feli is layed out like a starfish on my bed and Alfred had fallen to the floor in his fight against my throw.

Picking up a dark purple pen, I sloftly write the date on the back and what's going on then I tuck it behind my mirrors twisted metal frame with some of the other pictures that I had taken. Most Animal or nature (seeing as I didn't have a lot of friends till now). Some of my family and some of me with Kumajiro, my small white huskie puppy.

Turning around the guys are all looking at me. "What?" Shiffing from one foot to another, "I like to take pictures, they help me remember the good times of life the parts that you always want to have." Trailing off I look away, busying myself with but my camera away and making sure that all the others are turned off. A hand brush my back as I stand up, "They're beautiful, Birdie. I really like them." Turning around I find myself looking straight in to a pair of bright, ruby red eyes. I can feel my cheeks heat up. "Thanks, Gil."

Why does this have to happen? I thought I had gotten over these feeling. Stupid heart.

"So you sing, play a ton of intrusments, and take really amazing pictures. What else does our resedent miracle worker do? What other talents have you hidden?" I feel myself flush and the air in the room get a little lighter as the older Italian draws the attention to himself. "Um...I didn't really...hide anything...but um I guess I'm okay at drawing...and I'm alright with animals," I studders out not used to talking about myself, "but I'm not really that great at anything, you guys are streching the truth a little." The looks that I get say other wise but I just don't think I'm good at anything. "Don't forget about Hockey and skating Matt is crazy good at those." The blond haired 'hero' calls out finally freeing himself from the covers. I laugh, "That's just because I'm Canadian, dufuss."

The pawing and whining at my closed door catches my attention before anyones elses. Moving over I open my door enough for a little white ball to come hurtling in to the room. The huskie is all over the place having to smell everyone and everything, including Gilbird how had landed on him nose.

Sitting down on the floor, I pat the area in front of me, "Kuma come here boy." Troting over to me, Kumajiro licks my face happily before lying down on the floor with his head on my lap. "Who's that ve?" Feli questions moving to the edge of the bed to get a better look. "This is Kumajiro. He's really nice unless he feels threatened or thinks I'm being threatened. He's my own little guard dog." The guys move closer to get a better look, or in Feli's case hug my puppy to death but it was cute to watch. After a while, Kuma looks up at me and whines.

"Okay I need to take Kuma for a walk, you are all welcome to come but cha can't stay in my room." I state, "Now out." Pointing at the door. "What why do we have to leave." Alfred whines, slowly standing to his feet like everyone else. Placing my hands on my hips I turn and glare at him. "Cause I refuse to change in front of a group of teenage boys." That said all their faces tint pink as the rush out of my room, Kuma at their heels. Closing the door I pick up a pair of black skinny jeans and my red "Life's a bitch" tank top along with my white converse high tops. Pulling those on I grab my silver dog tags and silver chain that I attach to my jeans prushing my hair I french braid it quickly before grabbing my phone,camera, and Kuma's leash. Slipping my phone in to my back pocket I pull on my white leather jacket and drop my camrea in the inside pocket before jogging down stairs to meet up with the boys.

They all look a little shocked when I come in to the living room where they had layed out once being evicted from mine, bending down to hook Kuma's leash to his collar. I glance up a them through my glasses. "What?" I stand up and start heading to the front door. Stopping I turn around, "You all coming or what."

(Time skip: At the park)

Taking Kuma off his leash, we run around and have fun, he chase after us and I ended up taking of my jacket so if wouldn't get stained. An older couple passing by even offered to take some pictures of us when they saw me with my camera. I have to say it was one of the best day every. It was fantastic being able to laugh and run around like a normal kid was great.

Looking at all the new pictures I have I can't stop smiling. The elder couple was great, snapping pictures of us as we chased after Kuma, who had some how gotten Francis phone and had it in him mouth. There are other ones that Feli took, some when me and Gilbert had ended up in a pile one the ground laughing, his arm behind my head. There are some of me and my brother and one of all of us togerther, in the end warn out, gross, and happy.

Life is really starting to look up, I think. I can't wait to see what the future holds because with my friends by why side I feel like no matter what happens I can do anything. Because I'm not the same person I was a few weeks ago, sure I'm still quite in school but I'm not silent anymore and I feel that I can speak up and not be invisable.

And that all I've every really wanted.


I like ending each chapter with a happy/ fun ending. I made Maddie a bit OCC at the end but I wanted her to be able to be kind of punkish yet still Maddie. So I was thinking that I might do some of the later chapters in someone else point of view, tell me what you think okay?

As always, please review (We still have cookies) and just let me know how I'm doing that would be super duper amazing and I would love you forever.

Alright then my lovelys, I will see you next time.

-Devil is a Girl