Disclaimer: I don't own the outsiders
*Pony*
"Pony! Are you up? It's time for school."
I get out of bed to find Two-bit watching Micky mouse, Soda and Steve getting ready for work, and Darry making breakfast.
"I don't think il go today Darry, I'm not really feeling it."
"What do you mean, "You don't think you'll go." You don't have a choice. Be ready in 5 minuets."
He doesn't understand, no one understands me anymore. Don't they see that this is all pointless? Life is just going to keep on getting worse.
"Darry, I can't. Please. I promise that il go tomorrow, I still need to finish up some homework." I insist. Really, I haven't even started my homework, and I don't intend on it either. I just HAVE to stay home. I plan on proving the doctor wrong. Nothing's going to happen with a little jog. I'm sure the doctor just doesn't want to risk getting sued. I can take care of myself.
"You know what Pony? Fine. Do what you want, it's your future. But you're going to regret this later."
I couldn't believe he agreed. "Thanks Darry," I call while I head to my room. I needed to go before he changes his mind.
When everyone leaves, I make my way to the door- ready to run. Everything was finally going to return to normal.
I go outside, close a door, and take a deep breath. Then, I start running, gradually getting faster. I felt fine, even better than fine. This is the happiest I've been since the hospital. I've always loved to run, I love getting to the point when you're tired, out of breath, and forget all your problems. focussing on only doing your best. Running has always been calming for me.
After about 30 minuets of jogging I started getting really tired, I decided that I was just rusty from not running for so long. I needed to push myself. I needed to go faster.
Feeling a pain in my chest, I take break. I was getting really dizzy. I try to find something to lean against, barley able to hold myself up. Breathing kept on getting harder and harder, until I felt myself not getting any air at all. Maybe the doctor was right I think, before everything goes black.
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